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I could cry,

Just to see your face,

Next to mine,

In our secret place.

 

My heart says no,

When my soul says yes,

To a love we had ages past.

 

Don't let me cry,

Over love long lost,

Lest I die from these scars,

Bleeding from my heart.

Tropical storm is heading our way...i wonder if it's going to turn into a hurricane? Well doesn't matter cause i'm not on that side of the state. Anyways...life is going pretty good i guess. My ex Zack talked to me last night...we fought again about the usual stuff...u know..."we're different so we won't get along" "Zack, how do you even know? u won't get to know me...and relationships are all about selflessness"...anyways he annoys me but i guess that i will just have to get over it. All I wanted was just a friendship but he doesn't seem to get that. He thinks that i'm "obsessed" with him. He also said that he wasn't selfish because he was making a "SACRIFICE" to talk to me...It's just annoying.

 

On a happier note...it's raining. I love the rain. I wish that I could lay in it...but I just took a shower. Everyone always says how they would love to kiss in the rain...I've never wanted that...I want to kiss in a cornfield (proof I'm from Oklahoma)...but for real. And I want to kiss in Los Vaqueros Bridge at night when all the stars are out and i want to catch frogs and play in the water (though full of cow manuer). And I want to hold hands secretly. I'm not a fan of public affection...i like the secret stuff. It means more. Ur not trying to make a point...just showing them u love them without all the glory of being a great boyfriend or girlfriend. Hiding roses under my covers or secret things in my car. Notes...I wish guys were more mindful of these things. My husband HAS to be a hopeless romantic. I love romance....secret romance.

 

My favorite flower is daisies...I always dreamed of being asked to be married outside in a field of daisies....white daisies. I'm doing to have white daisies as the flowers at my wedding.

 

Since i know that you all don't care...I'm done. But don't forget to hug someone today and tell them you love them!

 

(Steve, are you cheating on me!?) CRUMBS AND COOKIES DAD GUMMIT!!

Post the following:
1. one secret
2. one lie.
3. one truth.
4. one pet peeve.
5. one passion.
6. one great thing

and now for my answers:

1. Secret?? That's hard because I don't really have a secret. Uh, Okay here it is...I dip food with syrup...and I drink chocolate milk with everything like pizza. lol.

2. Lie?? I love the way how I look. (Oh puh-leze!)

3. Truth?? I'm very grateful that I have a wonderful family and I just love my friends very much...Bubbles, Steve, Anthony, and Kara stand out the most. They are so important to me. I think I can't live without them! Also I'm very grafeul that God is in my life and He's working on me.

4. Pet Peeve?? That's simple. I hate when I have to wait on people when they say they will be on time!! Ahh!!! It pisses me off BIG TIME. I hate the gossip. I hate racism and prejudgic. These suck BIG TIME.

5. Passion?? That's easy. I love art!! I love how I can express my emotions out. I just love to write things out of my mind and I love how I can write things down without hurting anyone.

6. Great thing?? That I'm not so sucidical anymore. I finally stop thinking about killing myself. I can get jealous easily but it's not the end of world. SO I'm starting to confront people in a way that won't hurt them and uh, I'm more open minded. Oh! I'm more assertive. How's that?! lol.