Sean @ MindSay

Now, don't get me wrong. I have nothing against the name "Sean." It's just that whenever I read it, in my head I read "seen." Not "Shawn."
I thought I'd let you know.

Well this weekend was high school idol like I had said. On friday it was auditioons. Sean was in Open category #1 and the original compisition category as well. He made it to the finals for open category, but because his song was a slow kind of R&B song he didnt make it to the finals in original category. Thjat got him bummed out for a while, but by saturday he was fine. As for the finals that were on saturday...well, it was basically was rigged. People that werent even that great won. The people that won all had the vocallist teacher, Denise Crochuck, so it was basically for publisity. The person that ended up winning for original class was for pliblicity to. The person that won made up a song about peoples lives affected by a mill..kind of like t-bay.  The person who should of won was this other guy who created a very jamican song: Now that was a good song! The one about the mill was okay, but it definately not as great as the jamican one. But oh well. Me and sean are over it, its just a compitition.

 

Speaking of competition, the list of people that made the cheerleading team was posted today. I didnt make it, but I'm fine. Yesterday, however, i wasnt thisd optimistic. You see, yesterday the people trhat did make it were supposed to get an email. I didnt get one, but I talked to my friwend Ayllsa who did get the email, and she said the email said that it might of not gotten to all the people that made it. But even thought that was true, I knew that I just didnt make it. Yestersay I got to say, i was bummed. But i thought it out and now I just dont care. Field cheerleading is not right for me; I know it will get me away from my firends that I hang out at lunch now, and I don't want that happening. I have some friends that are cheerleaders, but they are pretty much not in my group of friends, and more on the outside. But still they are good friends:). But anyways, when september rolls around ill try out for competitive, because im going to be mad at myself if i dont try to be on that team. Chances are, because I'm pigiontoed and very unbalanced, i will not make it. If thats the case, its probably going to be wrestling for me:) My brother will most likely be the captain next year, and seeing him have all these competitions and what-not kind of encourages me. I kind of wnat to be stronger lol.

 

Anyways I have homework, bye for now!

 

-:)Kristal:)

hey

Well things with me yesterday and today have been really screwed up. Yesterday I hung out with Sean and Chris for like 6 hours. We went on Chris' trampoline, went to macs, and randomly walked places. We actually ended up seeing fire from the plane crash that happened recently. We were like 30 feet away from it:| The fire that we saw were just really small patches..no bigger than camp fires. The fire must have spread for it to go to the area where i live..

 

Anyways School today was alright..lunch was amzing:P Me Nigel and Kyle were at the far end of the tech wing where the doors were and we were talking to eachother making jokes, then I think it was brendon who came up and hes like "what are you guys talking about" and I'm like "nothing" *pause* "So Nigel the baby's due in November:P" Brendons like "what?!?!:|" lol. Yea of course I was obviously joking..I'm a virgin, and will be for a longggg time.

 

Well in other news my english mark FINALLY is where I would like it to be at: 89%. I'm pretty \happy about that. So now my marks are 89 in tech, 89 in english, 80 in geo, and 83 in science, which puts me at a 85.25% average, so my parents are pretty happy about that.

 

Umm well me and my parents have been bickering back and forth like crazy lately, I actually got yelled at for tucking a chair under a table this morning:| Not even lieing..

 

My bro Rob is in the hospital..he has a throught infection or something..doctors think it might be mono. If T-bay can't help him he might be flown out to toronto or winnipeg. Aprils been a terrible month these last 2 years, last year my dad got crushed by a roll of paper at bowater and broke his pelivs in 3 or 4 different places, and one of my best friends nearly commited suicide. This year my brothers in the hospital, and my emotions have been jerked up and down like crazy..like for a few days last week I was all blahh and sad, and then I was stressed, then happy, then sad again, now I'm just kinda mellow today..in the middle...

 

anywyas g2w byebye

 

-:)Kristal:(

Hey:)

Well this weekends been fun yet depressing at the same time:):( Friday and last night i hung out with matt and sean. Friday we were mainly outside for the longest time and it was like at least -5 degrees out and i was just wearing a jean jacket:|aha so that was kinda freezing:| But matt showed me and sena his new drum set which is really nice so that was kinda cool:) Last night me and matt went to seans and all we basically did was watch youtube videos..but still fun other wise:)

 

However, this weekend all these suicides and things are getting to me. Ive been listening to Mindless self indulgenjce and Marilyn manson the past few days, which just puts me in that sad mood. However I love those songs no matter what mood I'm in. But still, this weekends been depressing...My dad almost lost his legs a year ago today. A giant paper roll (works at Bowater(a place where they create paper for you people out ther that don't know what that is) fell ontop of him and broke his pelvis in 3 or 4 different places:( Ever since them he's been off work and my family and I have been living off of worker's compensation, which wouldnt be as bad if Bowaters going through the problems it is right now..And to even add to all those things MANY of my friends have been thinking about suicide to..:(

 

Anyways i have things to do, bye for now..

 

-:(Kristal:(

hey:)

Hello agin:P Well today was awesome:) tech was good (finished up my blog from last nite in tech:P(also finished my slideshow:P) English...well to be honest this unit is kinda dull..but i like the fact that we get 15min of reading at the beginning of each class:)..cause im reading my fav book When Hitler Stole Pink rabbit..its about a Jewish girl in germany when hitler got into power..she has to move from germany to switserland, to france to england..i absolutely love this book:) this is my..4th time reading it:P? lol like i said i love it:)

 

At lunch me and conan exhanged gifts:) I gave him popcorn (random i know:P) and he gave me box of chocolates:) (it was in a shape of a heart (the chocolates were to and they were filled with caramil:D:D) So that was nice of him:)

 

Geo was alrite..kinda dull but i spent the period talking to sean so that was alrite..made it less dull. Science was cool..we watched a video on elements and such:) i also talked to Deidre and Angy so that was cool:) Deidre is absolutely awesome shes always happy:)..she brings out the sillyness and randomness in me:P haha:P Im not too close w/angy but shes kewl to:)..shes more quiet but thats ok..at times i can be to...

 

On my way home from school i saw jessica:P she gave me a flower:) ha that was nice of her:) I guess not all friends are done afetr one fight...

 

Anyways g2g byes:)

 

-:)Kristal