School Is Hell @ MindSay

so

only one

more day of

happiness and freedom arg

i am very sad that summer is nearly

GONE.

but hey just think

weekends will feel extra special now

:)

tomorow it d-day

day of- shit

hell

tortur

mindless teachers

clones

books

that nasty school smell

cafaterea food

all of the above and much more

don't get too excited now

i know there may be some

ppl out there who love school to death

but for me school is still the leading cause of death

so today is the last day

of summer and it hasn't been exciting in the least

i've bascily spent my day

getting ready for hell (school)

i got new pants

thats good i guess

and i got a hair cut

its looks pretty much the same

i guess i'll blog when i have something worth blogging about

like say... tomorow i will

tell you how shitty my day was

wait.. i have to think positive

so tomorow i'll tell you how not happy

my day was.

much better

peace

Well, as the title of this entry says, my first term in Hell has commenced. Amazingly, the school freezes over in the morning (to the point where first period is almsot unbearable) and then heats up savagely so that by 3 p.m., I pretty much want to get home and just walk around in my birthday suit. It's a little ridiculous... we can increase taxes to build a bigger school and bring the little 6th grade bastards across the river, yet, somehow, WE CAN'T AFFORD HEATERS OR AN AC. HOW HARD IS IT TO TURN ON A HEATER?!

God... imbeciles.

Tomorrow's the last day for the weekend. God knows I need to catch up on my sleep already. My classes are all right, save for first period. It's boring as hell in there and I'm the only junior amongst a bunch of seniors. It sucks big balls. I hate it, but I can't change it unless I want to regress and go back to English 11. Seeing how I'm going to be an english major, that wouldn't be too smart. I was also told this by Rachel and Carrie... meh. I so wanted theory, and I can't even audit that because Keenly says he doesn't have time.

ARG!

My classes are small,too. First period (english) there's a grand total of 13 or 14, depending. 2nd period my labs is kind of packed and so is my study hall, but third I have 13 people, fourth I have 10, and 6th I have 12. It's kind of nice that for once, I'm not in a class so huge we can barely breathe. Refreshing, really.

I lucked out in chem today (along with my 10 person class). Castle started by handing out books (he actually couldn't remember my first name, though I can understand why. The man's had me in science since 7th grade and he never called me "Stephanie." It was always "Snyder." It doesn't bug me... I rather found it amusing) and then we went on to finish lab safety procedures. Needless to say, we all got talking about class, then we kind of... digressed from the topic. :D Basically, Castle forgot to assign us our reading. Every other chem class had it but us. :D Eee. It'll probably screw us in the end, though. We're already behind.

Pre-calc is so... wonderful. I missed having Mrs. J. for a math teacher. Howard's nice and all but God; I couldn't learn from the man. Mrs. J. let us have half the period to do our homework. It's so handy. :)

Mrs. Allard also has my vote. U.S. History is a little lacking as far as being involved by psychology (I also have that with her) rocks out loud. I can't wait until we start our socratic seminars (class debates to see how the mind works). It's going to be FUN.

Also, as of late, I've been obsessed with Degrassi. :P I find it reminds me of my childhood experiences, mainly junior high. I love it. I can't stop watching it... well, I don't really watch it. I just tape it and then numb out after school and fall into this nifty little trancelike state where I'm aware of everything but so unable to move.

:( I've almost finished Eldest so I'll have to steal a book from Sam again. I think I'm going to give Sarah her Nora Roberts books back. I'll never get to them, not with the reading list I have. It's just too insane... I can't deal! :P I still have to finish Deception Point, which I started before Wings of Fate.

Anyway, I'm dead. I need sleep desperately. Maybe, if the library's open, I'll jet up 6th period and update.

Maybe.

Random song quote: "And they say that a hero can save us; I'm not going to stand here and wait."

~Shadowmaster~

I'm fucking pissed off!....i'm like in the WORST mood ever!!! I feel like there is so many things left undone...like i'm missing out on so much with my friends, havent talked to like anyone....and then these book reports which i'm doing now...gay gay gay!....and schools coming and they completely fucked up my schedual again saying i have 2 studyhalls now when yesterday i fixed it and i had advertising and marketing....pisses me off and i have no idea why the hell i have science only on bcde days and french abde days...where the hell else am i suppose to go on the other days??? for real this is bullshit...it cant be that hard...i know theres alot of ppl in our school...but thats what a computer is for...BLAH!...pisses me off bc i dont know what to do or where to go for school...and i dont have ANY school clothes and i have like nothing ready!...just BLAHHHHHH!.....and to make things even more fusterating cody left for PA yesterday isnt coming home till sunday and i cant really talk to him bc he has no service and when he does it gose in and out so i can only hear little parts of what he's saying and that right there makes me want to go shoot somthing!....damn i need a fucking punching bag!

~Celeste

yeah so the mafuckin clokc is tickin and godamn is it tickin fast. WTF  i don't get it sometimes i mean the person wants to hear u say ur mind and ur opionon NOT SAYING UR GONNA DO IT  and thet think u r not gonna mention any names but u know who u r.... so it's been a couple of day's since i wrote that so i thought i was going to turn my aplication into subway today and get a interview set up but my moms work was being stupidur know what's funny seing someone u don't even know getting the hell beat ouuta him or seing his head blown off haha so how is it goin for u ppl huh?u know i thought about death alot b4 back in the day different kind's like suicide, murder, torture, u know just random stuff who thinks their going to hell? come on raise ur hands don't be afraid to admit it now who think's their going to heave? now let's see and comparethe difference well i bet there's a helluva lot more mand s for hell than there is for heaven i bet i'm goin to both some how to bad bad for hell and to bad for heaven so i guess i would be in the middle like limbo or purgatory but hey i'm not a religous person so what the fuck do i know but then again what the fuck do u know i bet every motherfucker that read this thinks they iz better bet u just a piece a fuckin shit just like me so if i go to this new school (maple lake high) i bet ppl will think i am a goth so meh so i guess the depression has finally takin over no? my french accient she is rusty heheheh marcie i've had this little verse that i thoguth of in my head all day long this is what it is "take my glock 9 milli and put it to someones dome and go silly" nut i don't know y i thought of that but it is creative don't i think ? so i have to get my ass in to gear on makin my rap cd u know really star crackin down on it like go on hte internet and start doing this shit right chyea i'm serious everybody just star helpin me ok all of a suddne i got a question stuck in my head just otta no where here it goes.... if u cut urself where no knows or coudl find it would they know about it or find out? don't know y that pop into my head. i'm worried if i have to go the the other school cuz i want to make sure k still it's her lunch at school and dinner at home and make sure she don't do nothin stupid like cut her self and i want her to get over her depression and baby if ur eadin this i love u so much and my heat will always be ur i bet that made u blush so much i think that's all for right now... oh and my mom said that she is gonna call the bus company on monday and say that she can't work there anymore unless she get 3 or 6 mores hours so every one wish us luck on it ok now i think that's it ok bye-big j