Saw @ MindSay

So if you ever feel like doing meth or any drugs for that matter, or just feel like puking... watch the commercials on this web site... They actually show these on TV!!!  It is really insane.  And quite creepy. 

http://www.methkillswyoming.org/

I LUV MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AND ONE DAY I HOPE TO MEET THEM!   MY FAVE SONG OF THEM IS THE BLACK PARADE!    I LUV THE BEGINNING THE MOST!   THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT I THOUGHT IT WAS JAZZ SOO I DIDNT LIKE IT BUT ONCE I HEARD IT I KNEW IT WAS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BECAUSE OF THE VOICE! SO I REALLY HOPE I GO TO THERE CONCERT OR AT LEAST MEET THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just got home n the guy in my bio lab told me that he would give me a bag of mollie powder (ecstacy) that has like two or three hits left in it. OMFG WTF?!!! WHO GIVES AWAY ECSTACY???!!! he said he got it from some guy n that he's already done some of it n its pretty good! wtf? n then he gave me a CD that has some of the tracks he's made on it! XD i guess i should expand on this- he's a DJ n i've known that he is, n even tho i'm not interested in him, i do wanna go to his shows but i haven't had the chance to cuz they're in Eureka on Wednesday nights which is just completely inconvenient for me n they're also usually 21 n up. well he told me on the way to his truck that there's gonna be a party in Eureka on Saturday night @ some yoga studio that's supposed to go really late n its gonna be him n a couple other DJs spinnin n there's no age limit or n e thing. i told him i can't go cuz its my friend's b-day (Emo Jimmy, n yeah, i know i haven't written about this, so here's the deal w/ that) n what he wants to do is roll (Sarah is too n i may or may not be dependin on if i get the stuff, but i guess if this guy- his name is Jan like "yan" btw- is gonna give me some for free then its not an issue XD) n go into the forest or to the beach w/ glow sticks n listen to techno. Jan was like, "yeah, well u could come to this party n do E there n ur techno will be way louder n the beach is gonna be cold as shit!" i think i'm gonna tell emo Jimmy about it, but i dun think he'll wanna go n since it is in Eureka we're gonna need someone to drive n i dun know if Josh is gonna want to, although if we go to the beach n dependin on where we go in the forest he may have to n e way...but n e way, i'm supposed to call Jan on Thursday n go over to his place n get the stuff.

n i saw the other jimmy today, too! XD he totally thinx i'm a freak. i left for campus early before my lab n i was killin time in the library when someone tapped on my shoulder, n it was Gabby! we were leavin n as we were she started talkin about Saw again. that movie really freaked her the fuck out n even tho the second one didn't scare her as much, she still doesn't wanna see the third n she just can't stop thinkin/talking about it. So we were walking towards the Cypress smokin pit n she started telling me about how one of the guys in one of her classes KNEW THE GUY WHO KILLED THOSE THREE CHIX (it was like a girl, her friend, n her mom or somethin) IN YOSEMITE A FEW YEARS BACK!!!! he said that his friends worked w/ him n shit n they were all friends n shit! so I said somethin about how fucked up it would be if u found out one of ur friends was a serial killer n how traumatic that would be, n then we were goin up the stairs n i saw her wave @ somebody, so i turned my head n it was him! lol. he was all like, "how r u guys?" n i was like, "Good, talkin about serial killers" n gabby started goin on about Saw again. This boy hasn't seen it yet cuz (as i've said before n as i've said today) he doesn't understand "How can someone enjoy watching people go through that." (well before he told me its because he heard its gorey, so before he said that i said that its not that gorey n Gabby agreed w/ me) so we just started talkin about it n i mentioned that the psychological aspect is what intrigues me, n being a psychology major that makes sense because i wonder why someone would do that to other people, n just the look on his face...omg, that moment totally sealed it all for me, but @ least that boy is talkin to me n i might update more on that later, but now i gotta go cuz i have HELLA homework due tomorrow n if i have a chance before i go to sleep i'm gonna study for my bio midterm tomorrow. if i don't then it'll just wait n i gotta shower.

on n if u missed it, ANNA'S 8 FUCKING WEEKS PREGNANT!!  CONGRADULATIONS RHIANNA!!!

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