Sadistic @ MindSay

The tails fell softly against my now bare ass.  He withdrew, and again the tails were kind.  I breathed faster, anticipating what was to come.
I lay in wait for the next stroke, holding my breath.  The cat o' nine was taken away, and then I felt the hard leather slap my tingling skin.  I yelped, but not even before I could yelp did another hit come.
I screamed, clutching the sheets.  The angled tips set my ass on fire, and stroke after stroke came.  His gentle nature had given way to his sadistic side, loving to hear me scream.
My mind reeled in pleasure-pain while he swtiched to massaging my red thighs and cheeks.  He drew back his hand, and brought it against my slightly less tortured cheek.  His cupped hand had actually hurt more than the leather.
I could feel heat rising as I begged him not to spank me again.  Satisfied, he brought the nine tails back into play, working me over for a few more minutes.
I couldn't take it anymore.  "Fuck me Master!"  I pleaded.
He cast the nine tails aside, I could hear it drop onto the wood floor.  He grabbed my long, loose hair, and took me from behind.  My body was almost feverish with desire, the endorphins working overtime, giving way to new pleasure.
When we both were spent, we sprawled out on the bed next to eachother, breathing heavily.  My body was tingling deliciously all over, and I couldn't help but smile.

So, work's been crazy. This week I worked Fri, Sat, & Sun, and I'm scheduled to work on Tues next week. Apparently last week Josh quit, Melody was fired, and Kim put in her two weeks notice. Bad for Subway but good for me (because now I'll hopefully be given hours!).
Anyway, major moron came in with his family on Friday night and tried to stay past 10pm (when we close). He came in at like, 9:55pm, ordered, THEN sat down and started eating. Seriously. So, I had to ask him to leave (explaining that we get in trouble when customers are in the lobby after hours) and he got all huffy and was like "Well you could've told me before I started eating," and "Well that's why I asked you when I was ordering" (Dumbass, I was in the back cleaning. I didn't even serve you...my sister did. Get your head out of your ass), etc. The second time he said "I'd have thought you'd have told me," was like so annoyed I was like "Well I would have thought you'd have read our hours that are listed on the door!" Moron. Seriously people, it's not that hard.
Saturday I got the weirdest guy when I came onto my shift. He got to talking about age and what not and wanted to know how old I was and how old I thought he was (apparently he's 22 *shrug*) etc. Anyway, when we got down to the register I was like "Do you need any cutlery?" (he'd gotten a wrap and it was uber messy). Cutlery? What's that? Knives, forks, etc. Oh, no I'm good. When you said 'cutlery' all I could think about was what I've got at home *Raises eyebrows and nods head...mmkay...*I collect swords. Oh cool, my brother collects guns. Swords are so much better than guns. Guns are too quick and easy. With swords you can disarm the person then torture them later. Oooh. Yeah. Okay, have a nice day.
Weeeeerrrrrriiiidooooooo. I'm sorry, are your sadist tendencies supposed to be an attraction for me or something? Also, collects swords my ass. I'm sure there's an actual term for swords that has nothing to do with the word "cutlery."

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So, I actually intend to do something for my birthday this year (May 23rd). Yay! I've decided to round up some peeps and go to Cootie B.'s for dinner and then hopefully go see the 2nd Narnia movie with whoever wants to come along after dinner. Here's a list of people who've been invited:
Mama - yes
Laken - yes
Ariel - yes
Paula - yes
Wyatt (& Jesse) - yes
Greg (& Jeff) - yes
Donna & Perry - undecided.
Anyways, it should be pretty fun. I hope Donna and Perry can make it...they're tons of fun. Also, I'm uber glad that Wyatt's coming!
I've been trying to decide what to wear....I know I want to wear one of my dresses...I just can't decide between my red halter or my black one with flowers on it. They both look cool, damn it.

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Other updates include:
*My allergies suck. I'm taking Benadryl (?) right now but it's not doing that much good. I'm going to try upping my dose to two pills at a time tomorrow, but that may not work. I have to be careful with it because it apparently affect(ed)s my grandmother and mom negatively and would make them really emotional and unstable. *shrug* Oh well.
*The comic strip is coming along slowly. I've only come up with one idea for one strip so far. I'm lame, I know.
*If you don't know her already, Ingrid Michaelson is friggin awesome. Laken, Mama, and I are going to try to get tickets to her show in SC this summer. I cannot wait!
*My stomach keeps hurting. And my back and legs are killing me right now (damn my intolerance for being on my feet for 8 hours straight, 3 days in a row!).
*Suzanna's driving everyone crazy. She's amazingly spoiled which has come as a shock to all of us. She's really selfish and she whines a lot. She's also insanely clingy. Which sucks...since she'll be living with us all summer long....oi. She's going to Nashville for a week on Wednesday, though, so we'll get a mini break from her at least.
*Iiiiiiii waaaaaaant sleeeeeeeep. Good night!

Yes, I know, this is my second time posting a song today, but I just had to do this one.  Oh my God, this song is so fucking SEXY!!!  I hadn't heard it in a really long time, then Jonathan let me borrow his new mp3 player today and he had this song on there.  I had forgotten how freaking awesome this song is.  I just now watched the video for it, and I was like, "Woah..."  It's so weird and cool.  A tad sadistic, which is right up my alley.  ;)  Enjoy.

 

Note:  You may want to turn up the volume on your speakers a bit.  For some reason, the sound on this video is very low.

 

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"Voodoo"

 

I’m not the one who’s so far away

When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.

Never did I wanna be here again,

And I don’t remember why I came.

 

Candles raise my desire,

Why I’m so far away.

No more meaning to my life,

No more reason to stay.

 

Freezing, feeling,

Breathe in, breathe in...

I’m coming back again...

 

I’m not the one who’s so far away

When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.

Never did I wanna be here again,

And I don’t remember why I came.

 

Hazing clouds rain on my head,

Empty thoughts fill my ears.

Find my shade by the moonlight,

Why my thoughts aren’t so clear.

 

Demons dreaming,

Breathe in, breathe in...

I’m coming back again...

 

I’m not the one who’s so far away

When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.

Never did I wanna be here again,

And I don’t remember why I came.

[repeat 3x]

 

Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo, voodoo.

[repeat]

 

So far away...

I’m not the one who’s so far away...

I’m not the one who’s so far away...

I’m not the one who’s so far away...

 

--Godsmack

I think i just need to take a really big stick and hit some one. That always makes me feel better. Now, who to hit...hmmm, there's really no one here who lets me take out my aggression like Chris did back in high school.