Sad Song @ MindSay 
So I`m Just Gunna Do This Thing:
List 10 musical artists you like, in no specific order (do this before reading the questions below)!
1. KoRn
2. Impaled Nazarene
3. Type O Negative
4. Cannibal Corpse
5. Bathory
6. Dethklok
7. Burzum
8. Spiderbait
9. Decapitated
10. Gorillaz
-What was the first song you ever heard by 6?:
Fuck Knows, Could Be The Theme Song Thing?
-What is your favorite song of 8?:
Hmm Hard To Choose
-What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?:
Well Idk..
-What is your favourite lyric of 5?:
I DUnno
-How many times have you seen 4 live?:
0, Doubt They`d Have An All Ages Gig In NZ
-What is your favourite song by 7?:
Cant Choose, I Think The ost Listened Song Would Be War Tho
-Is there any song by 3 that makes you sad?:
Surprisingly No, Goth Doom Makes Me Happier For Some Reason, I Listen To It When I Feel SHitty
-What is your favourite lyric of 2?:
ROT OP KUT!!! Hahha
-What is your favourite song by 9?:
Hmmm Hard Question
-When did you first get into 1?:
When I Was 12
-How did you get into 3?:
Browsing Music I Think? I Just Randolty Downloaded It Off Lime wire
-What is your favourite song by 4?:
Well I Listen To 'I Will Kill You' Alot
-How many times have you seen 9 live?:
0, Viteks Dead.
-What is a good memory concerning 2?:
None Really.
-Is there a song by 8 that makes you sad?:
Nah
-What is your favourite song of 1?:
Again, Cant Choose
-How did you become a fan of 10?:
Heerd Them On TV And Bought Demon Days And The Self Titled Album.
Dixie currently feels:
Depressed
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I don't know how I manage to - but today, I managed to avert my self harming urges once more.
Perhaps it is Emily lingering on my mind.
...No, Emily does not linger.
Emily weighs heavily upon my mind - even though she's so light.
After thinking about her - thinking about her in the wrong way; remembering her tear-stricken face and her sorrow-smeared words, I felt very sad inside.
So I went to my stationery drawer, opened it, and stared in.
SR was there - resting on the top of my gel pens and felt tips.
I stared at him for a long time.
The last thing he was used for, was actually, to remove a staple.
I felt I'd use him for his true cause, and take out some staples.
So I destroyed my old RE book from year 9.
I drew pentagrams and anarchy signs in the name box.
Not very religious, I know - but I'm not.
I'm sick of not being able to write anything.
I'm so angry at staring at the same shitty divider, watching the cursor flashing underneath it.
The cursor is taunting me.
The flashing means that... Well, it's thinking "Har, I'm gonna stay here and flash at you because you can't think of anything to write."
Fucking cursor.
Adam was round today.
We spent some of the day playing co-op Guitar Hero III.
As usual, he was the one to get bored first, so he got his DS out and started playing Ace Attourney.
We did quite a few songs though - but the 5 star rating for Helicopter will be damn near impossible if he keeps shoving me on rhythm guitar and not lead.
The lead is EASIER, damn it!
I played some wi-fi co-op with Emily later.
At around 9, till about quarter past 10.
We did 7 songs with her on lead, then 5 with me on lead.
To take the piss dramatically, I chose One as my last song.
I barely scraped through it with a 4-star on Hard, nevermind sodding Expert.
So we failed, and I laughed - a lot.
When Adam and I were laid on my bed, being bored - I was scrolling through the setlist of GH3.
Being bored, we started making up parody names for the songs - replacing one word with "shit".
Slow Shit
Hit Me With Your Best Shit
Bulls On Shit
Miss Shit
When You Were Shit
Take This Shit
Hier Kommt Shit
Generation Shit
Radio Shit
Through The Fire And Shit
Holiday In Shit
Raining Shit
In Shit
Shit It Black
Same Old Song & Shit
Talk Shitty To Me
Story Of My Shit
School's Shit
Sunshine Of Your Shit
Shit In The UK
Even Shit
Kool Shit
Black Magic Shit
Cherub Shit
Shit Of Personality
Before I Shit
And my personal favourite:
She Bangs The Shit
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Today's song lyrics:
Vermillion Part 2 - Slipknot
She is everything to me...
The unrequited dream...
A song that no one sings...
The unattainable ...
She's a myth that I have to believe in...
All I need to make it real is one more reason...
And I don't know what to do...
I don't know what to do...
When she makes me sad...
But I won't let this build up inside of me...
I won't let this build up inside of me...
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well....er uh....
WOO! almost done with my Global Warming movie!!!!
WHOOPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya.
and so im not sick at all anymore.
yesterday i went to gracie's house.
and yesternight i slept there.
so that was fun....fundiddlyumpcious!!!
ya we listened to her grease soundtrack like....all the time. it was fun.
i love "summer lovin" ....
and uh.....
"sandra dee"
and that one song that riz sings thats sad.....
the one where she talks about things she'd never do.
i mean....some of that song reminds me of myself. it just.....does.
so ya.
wow...another borrrrrrring blog by me...how delightful.
OOOOOH!!!!!!!! i got my mom, dad, and brother sick!!!!
YYEA!!!!!! im good! not really.....thats bad....but umm....
my little virus says: YA!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. so little virus....how was ur week?
Virus: oh it was fu...i've been kinda busy ya know. makin people barf and stuff...
ya im sure its tough work.
virus: but you help me around tho!!! thanks!!
no problamo
well, me and little virus better be going....we wanted to have some conecting time...ya know play checkers....
virus:OH! lets count grains of sand!!!
oooooh. sounds like fun!!!!!!
virus: toodle-oo
Max... thank you sooo much for commenting that last post.
And Nick... You always comment. Thanks for being there. Even during my endless rants and raves...
Ugh.. that song "Concrete Angel" is playing. It's sad..
If you haven't seen Nick's pimp coat, which if you go to our school I'm sure you have, then YOU SHOULD. You whores.
IT
IS
AWESOME.
Fo' sho'.
Corinne and I got the exact same corset. It is probably the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Except that she wears a freakin XS. WTF?!? Skinny people are... "infuriating." As Nick says. But Corinne is awesome!
I'm going to say hello to Jake Jackson. Hello! I'm not really as happy as I seem. I'm very deceiving. YAY! Nick just said that you'd eat me... Uhh... -=awkward=-... K!
Nick is looking over my shoulder. "I'm reading everything you type!!!! -=little... voice....=-"
K.
Done.
I got a button that says "Smile if you're gay." It's wonderful.
Nick got me one that says, "Have you been bounced lately?" Take that one as you will.. SICK PERVES.
Mmmm.. mocha...
I never have anything to say.
Ugh.. go Xanga...
"Diner Dash!!!!!"
Yeah.... comment me... because I have no life...
K?
Thanks.
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad."
You can all guess
what song
I'm listening to
right now. lol
Jen
is not really
feeling anything at the moment.
Not sad
not happy
not
anything.
The only distinguishable
emotion
is worry.
I'm worried about the ones I love.
So incredibly worried.
I want nothing bad to happen
but I know I can't really control it.
Not unless I'm there
to swat it all away
and flush it down the drain.
**sigh**
I sat outside
and watched the sun go down.
I grabbed my journal
and wrote an entire page
and a song.
I feel so much better
minus
all the mosquitoes
who took a bite of me.
That's all
for now.
I'm out.
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