I hate practice.
I hate feeling underweight
I hate not having enough weight to through behind an oar
I hate the fact that my coaches won't make up their minds up about who will be coxing next year
I want to cry.
I have cried.
I feel so dizzy, and it's been more than an hour since practice has been over.
Food tasted disgusting tonight. I did not want to eat.
I do not weigh enough to row with girls who weigh 20 lbs more than I do. especially one that prolly weighs like, 50 more, who can't pull her own weight. I can't even get in a full stroke behind her because SHE has too much weight on her to get a full stroke.
And pieces BY FUCKING PAIRS, WITH 300 LBS EXTRA DEAD WEIGHT??????????? WHAT THE FUCKING HELL???
yes I am pissed, and pmsing. I do not care. I am going to go and cry.