Routine @ MindSay 
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So, I began today by waking to the always annoying alarm clock sound, at 6:15 am. After laying there till 6:30, I finally got out of bed. I watched the local news till 6:45 when I began my morning workout routine. At 7:00 it was time to get cleaned up and get dress. Then out the door at 7:15 and on my way to work.
Punching in at 7:30 am. I began yet another day in what has to be one of the crappiest places to work on the face of the world. Al least in western new York anyway. It's the same old routine of cleaning up after the lazy POS from the night before, that think keeping the carts warm with the ass , is work. Ugh.
You know what it's like to feel like your the only person that ever clean's anything, or ever actually earns a paycheck . Ya, well that how I feel in the department where I work. I bust my ass to make everyone else there look good, and get no credit for anything that I do. Hell, I rarely ever get a thank you from anyone.
The only bright spot, if you can call it that, of the work day came when a customer, of whom I've never really noticed before, but must be a regular, asked me if I lost weight. I said "ya, I have" to which she replied "look'n good". I replied "thanks".... to which she said "your very welcome" and on we went with out days. Her going where ever that customers life takes her, and me , back to the grind.
Anyway that day couldn't end fast enough when I heard "CJ"'s voice from inside the store. Ugh, the hearing his voice pisses me off. You have no idea just how much I hate that guys guts. Really, you don't have a clue. Ever run into someone, who doesn't even need to say a word, and before they do, you know there a piece of shit. Ya, well that him. To bad the guy talks too. Ugh...
I finally left there at 4 PM and headed home. Upon arriving here. I proceeded to my room where I got changed, and returned to the kitchen for dinner with the family. Tonight's dinner was spaghetti. Oh joy, I've had this oh... only a few million times. It was better then nothing.
After dinner, it was time to do one of the most hated chores around here. Mowing this too large, unused lawn that came with this house. That took about 1.5 hours or so. Anyway I didn't look at a clock until it was around 6:30 PM.
At that time, I turned on PS2 and played a game for a little bit, before turning that off, and tuning into CSI on spike TV. Which I was still watching until 9 PM.
At this moment there's sadly nothing on TV that interests me. So its spike TV still, which at the moment is UFC fight night. Great, this is almost as boring as watching golf or baseball. At 930, I'll be watching trick my truck, on CMT until 11 PM, when it will be time for the local news, then Leno, then most likely bed. Only because I have to return to hell , work , at 730 am tomorrow. Yay me.
This seems to be a typical 8 hour work day for me as of late. Nothing else goes on in my life. This is life I hate so much, and seem not to be willing to do anything to change. I mean why change it? It's not broke, I've got money in the bank. lmao
So, what else is on my mind that I haven't mentioned? Nothing at all at this moment. How rare is that?
~ See ya round
Well it’s another beautiful day in downtown Annapolis. I’m in a coffee shop enjoying a hot double white chocolate Mocha. The sun is out and life is beyond good. It sucks that the girl is working, because I’m dying to go on a Capt Andy’s boat ride. That sunset cruse sounds brilliant also… alas I must sit here and wait to see her again. She was feeling bad this morning and kind of down. You know… The feeling that everything sucks.
She let me know how bored she was getting with me. Sucks I know. I’m not worried she’s just stressed out and as soon as she gets life rolling and the fun started I think I’ve got plenty of tricks up my sleeve. I mean I never get bored because there is always so much to do. Hell, maybe one day I’ll work her up to jumping out of an airplane… or maybe not but I don’t think it’s boredom anyhow just her hatred of routine. So what do you think I should do to keep her excited and spiced up. She loves horses and I desperately want to go trail riding… or even to a repelling wall! Oooo. Shoot me some ideas. I hate routine. I enjoy just chilling but she’s way to high spirited! I love it. I can’t wait to get her down to the lake! It’s so beautiful and there is so much to do. I saw her with my dad’s neighbor’s daughter. She’s 13 and they had a ball talking to the dog and about camp and girly things. You should of seen it. She’s going to love taking a whole group of kids out on the lake. I really think she’s going to have the best time of her life. And you get paid for it… Beats the hell out of the food service. Plus the salsa club is open all summer. Hells yeah!
God I need to go for runs. Maybe I can get her up one day for one. I can’t run when it’s hot out at midday, early morning or late night please. I’ve got to get all the exercise done along with a ton of other things like this chapter in my moms book. Ok, check this out. Mom gets the brilliant idea to write a book on parenting and wants a chapter about what my brother and I thought she did good and bad as a mother. Do you want to write a chapter on that and give it to your mother? Then I need to get all my paperwork in and make up my mind about a job in Air Force.
So here I sit in a coffee shop waiting till she gets off work. It’s exciting to spend every day with her like this. Working together on everything from dinner to the lawn. She excites the heck out of me. I can’t wait till she’s just on break… Tell me what you think of life right now.
It's really sad when ...
- you have the opportunity to sleep in, and you wake up at 7 am!
- you're 54 and still don't know what you want to be when you grow up!
- you're perfectly content ... and even make it a personal goal to spend a day off in your robe & slippers!
- $20 doesn't even give you half a tank of gas!
- a nice, hot cup of coffee and being surrounded by my three kids is perfection!
Well my mood hasn't really improved at all. I am still in the depressed, disappointed, worried mood that I was last night. What positive things are there going on in my life? Nothing really "positive" comes to my mind at the moment.
So, what's gone on so far today? Went to work at 730 this morning. To find the same old bull shit that I find 99.9% of the time. You know, carts everywhere, trash cans level full. I mean, come on, how hard is it to do your job, when its not busy ?! This is what I am talking about, the "I don't give a shit" attitude people have. There use to be a time when if you where seen just standing around, that you got bitched at. Well, I guess time have changed. Cause no one cares.
Here's a question for the new assistant office manager. Will be a manager that cares and works hard to get the job done? Will you be a manager that helps the people who work under you? Will you deserve the respect that comes with being a good manager. Or are you just gonna be another one of the people that can say they kissed ass to wear the "manager" title on there little name tag? Will you walk around with your nose stuck up in the air, like your shit don't stink? Will you join the large crowd of do nothing managers, that deserve no respect, and get none? I guess only you actions, and time will tell . Oh, and I forgot , Congratulations on getting the spot.
Anyway I managed not to blow up and tell anyone off today, even though I really, really want to. The only thing keeping me there is the medical insurance. They paid around 12 grand for me last year, that I didn't have to pay. That's the only positive thing about the union or store, and thus the only reason I stay.
Again, if you know of any good jobs, that would hire someone like me. Please reply, e-mail, or message me, and let me know ASAP!
Upon arriving at home at 4:15 PM. I took off my shoes and socks, and went to my room. Where I got changed, then out to the kitchen to eat. Today's dinner was just turkey and cheese sandwiches. Who want's hot food when it 90 outside, anyway? So, I made a couple sandwiches and returned to my room. Where I ate while watching star trek voyager. Then taking the plate and glass out to the kitchen. I returned to my room and continued watching my TV shows. After star trek, I played some PS2 , right up till 9 PM. When I turned on my PC, and cable.
Right now on the old boob tube, I am watching WWE Monday night raw. Which goes till 11:05 PM. Then I'll probably watch the local news, and go to bed around 11:35 PM.
This is pretty much what I do every single day of my life. The only things that change are the TV shows that I watch. That's the cable company's choice after all.
Anyway, what do you think of my daily routine? What do you think of my life? I mean, would you want this life? This job? These parents? Ugh... where are the positive things in life?
Alright, if you wanna know what else is on my mind, read my last blog post. "What's keeping me awake?" Other then that, I really don't know what else to say.
~ Maybe I'll pull a "Beniot"
So this morning I couldn’t find my damned keys. Don’t you hate when that happens?
I do. I had to find the spare key. It was a pain in the ass. Total delay: 20 minutes. Hopefully my keys didn’t get thrown away with the trash…hmmm…as I type, I am getting an idea of where they may be. Fuck…this is very irritating.
Yesterday I arrived home around 5:00 pm. I am now fortunate that my commute home is at most 15 minutes. This is nothing at all. Normal commutes in this sprawling city are 45 minutes to an hour. Yeah, it’s pretty sweet.
But anyhow, on my way home, I stopped at a local carniceria (butcher shop) and picked up some marinated fajitas and chicken, and some beer. Ten minutes later I made it to the house and started drinking. Maybe in a drunken stupor the keys got misplaced? I guess I drank close to a six pack…I don’t know exactly how much, since it was 2 quart bottles…2 liters of beer.
So I got home, threw in some Paul Oakenfold and cooked, while buzzing. Cooking for me is relaxing, especially when entertaining, but alas, yesterday I was solo (with the dogs).
Back to the lost keys. I think it was meant to be…perhaps the almighty is looking out for you, delaying you on purpose so that an accident be avoided, etc, etc. I made it to the office on time, so I guess in the larger scheme of things, losing my keys today was not such a big deal.
This morning I had breakfast at the house…chicken fried steak again, but this time, I microwaved it. I scarfed it down without washing it down. I arrived to the office and went straight to the water cooler. I drank a glass like nothing…like water hehe. A coworker walked in on me, and since this high quality H2O was in a Styrofoam cup, she thought I was downing coffee desperately…yup she thought I was a caffeine addict getting my fix. I later told the story and we all laughed. Pretty funny stuff.
My wife was having a crisis yesterday. The crisis is simple…she is always tired at the end of her workweek, and is not motivated to do anything around the house. This concerns her more than me, since she thinks she is letting me down. I don’t really care, although sometimes all the shit laying all over our house only feeds the confusion and sense of a home unravelled and uncontrolled. I told her that if she wants to quit, she can, she has my support. She thanks me, but realizes that the money helps. It does help, and we both know it, but she believes (and I agree) that quality of life is not being improved, rather affected negatively. Morale is low. So, in a couple of weeks, she may end it and focus on her spiritual well-being, on the home, on trying to have babies, on ressuming her english studies at the local private university, which in turn will lead to continuing dentistry studies, etc. I am fortunate to have a job that can provide for both of us, and will continue to be supportive, notwithstanding things becoming tighter. We’ll figure out a way.
So what’s new besides this…
My new office job is boring, but I can manage. Something funny happened to me with the ladies in the office. They know I am married. 2 single ladies asked me if I had kids. Why the question? On my crazy and lonely days, I misbehaved…a lady asked me the same thing…did I have kids…does the answer to this question make the potential lover be more at ease? Just curious.
What else…LOST…
Damn it, I saw it yesterday, and am getting pretty pissed off…why the anger and abuse from the others? Are the others really good people that are making all the plane people pay for misdeeds during their lives…where they herded into the plane unknowingly to then be punished in this island by these crazy fucks??? Wrongful imprisonment, I hate that shit, and yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster…then again, maybe I was drunk.
Ok y’all, I have bored you enough…later.
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