Ringing Bells @ MindSay 
"Oranges and lemons", say the bells of St. Clement's"You owe me three farthings", say the bells of St. Martin's"When will you pay me?" say the bells of Old Bailey"When I grow rich", say the bells of Shoreditch"When will that be?" say the bells of Stepney"I do not know", says the great bell of BowHere comes a candle to light you to bedAnd here comes a chopper to chop off your head!Chip chop chip chop - The last man's dead.
"ill love you forever"
just can't stop ringing in my head.... why is it when i'm strong enough to stand on my own two feet and move past the past... you speak the words that make my heart melt. I turn to mush and start to cry. without trying... you have have that way....
and i will never stop loving you. no matter how much i can try .... its just something that is engraved in my heart forever. no force in the universe is strong enough to break that.....
"ill love you forever" .... most beautiful words
I had a really good day today....lotsa laughs and plenty of smiles. Tonight, my confermation group went and rang bells at Cub for the salvation army for two hours. It was for a good cause, but two hours freezing my butt off is quite a long time if ya ask me!! I froze my fingers, toes, smile, and legs off...lol well not litterally but you get what I mean. I hope. LOL.
So, I've been talking to Alan a lot recently. I know it's probably not a very good thing for my heart to do right now, but I don't care. He seems really sad lately...and it bugs me. He won't open up as much as he used to ((but at least I can still make him laugh!!!)), and that kind of makes me mad...I think a lot of it is because of how Jordyn hurt him. Oh, and I just found out today, that she's going out with one of Alan's best friends, Lee. Gosh, that just pisses me off. I asked her if Alan knew, and she told me he did and that he didn't seem to mind...well fricken a--he's not going to show it!! DUH! I mean, come on--who's gonna tell their ex that it hurts that they're going out with their best friend?! NO ONE!! I just don't understand why he doesn't tell her that he doesn't like it or something. The thing with her going out with Lee---she's going to chop him up, just like she did to Alan...and it's not going to be a pretty sight. I just hate that Alan feels like this. He's always telling me how he hates that he's single, but yet he doesn't like anyone...maybe it's a hint. I don't know. I really don't think he's all the way over Jordyn though. I can't figure out why he won't open up to me...it's a mystery to me. He always could before, and now he can't..and it hurts. Ever since everything with Jordyn--he hasn't been able to open up or really talk to me like we used to.....it sucks. I can't believe I still kind of like him after all this...but I do. It's a puzzle.
This is something I found...and it's kind of cute::
DEAR SANTA,
I know it might be a little too late to write you this, but I'm desperate. I have tried so hard all of these years to make sure that I was very good, & I don't think you've been disappointed yet. So I was writing this letter to kind of ask you for a favor. This year, I don't want any of those silly presents; no abercrombie jeans or coach purses. All I want this year is someone who is going to love me. Someone who takes time out of his day just to make sure that I woke up alright. Or maybe someone who will call me at 3 in the morning just to tell me that he can't wait to see me again. I've been waiting a long time for someone special Santa, & this year sounds like a good year for him to be mine. So Santa, if you read this letter & don't think you can find anyone, that's alright. It's not like I haven't been disappointed before..
Love,
A Lonely Girl
Well, I'll post more a different time I guess. Goodnight.
<3 Nicole