Rhianna @ MindSay

Again! yay! i'm so excited and so happy. the only thing is i need a ride to san jose and back from here in arcata, and since i still haven't been able to do my laundry i might have to bring two suitcases so i can wash everything and then only take 1 with me to ohio with all the stuff that i need. she said that this week they've been having a blizzard warning and there's tons of snow, and i'm actually kind of excited because i don't ever see that type of weather, lol. preferably it will clear up and be nicer when i'm out there, tho. i'm going to be flying out there next saturday, the 15th, and i will be coming back the saturday after that, the 22nd. there's quite a bit of thoughts in my head right now that i can feel trying to drag me down, but i won't let them, at least not for as long as possible. in 1 week i will be with the only person in this world who truly gets me and i will be miles away from all the people who have and are hurting me. oh i know i'll miss albert like a bitch still, but i'll be ok. i know he will be, it seems like this distance from me hasn't been killing him like it has me.

anyway, i think i'm also going to kennel puma again because even tho mike will be here for spring break, he's had his fucking dog tiny here for the past couple weeks and considering that i didn't find out until THURSDAY NIGHT what REALLY happened the first time puma and tiny met when mike first moved in, (i don't feel like getting into it now but it was another one of those things that i forgot to tell albert about yesterday), i don't trust that he won't have tiny here the whole week i'm gone and if something were to happen to puma, god knows if he'd ever tell me. i know, i shouldn't be spending so much money, but i think this is the best way to make sure puma stays safe. (god forbid something happen to the vet's office while i'm gone.) more likely than not i'll have to walk down the street and around the corner when i drop him off and pick him up, but i've done that before.

i also just noticed that there's a dead spider on my window sill. i don't know when the fuck that thing showed up cuz this morning while i was finally setting up my printer, (in the nude even!) i put a bunch of shit up there and that spider wasn't there then. if only i could still talk to albert, he'd be getting off of work about now n i could call him n he could get rid of it n help me w/ my laundry n w/ the hermit crab light...oh yeah, that damn thing is broken n i can't afford to just buy a new light so i think i'll have to bring it in my backpack on monday or wednesday, whatever day i can get us to table, and just ask albert on campus n if he can't fix it, which he probably can't, then i'll just buy a new one. hopefully timmy won't be dead by then, but its been pretty nice here. i know that timmy can be ok a week by himself, n if it weren't for that fucking dog puma would be, too.

Anna had her baby yesterday!!!! His name is Gabriel Thomas Linville, he was born at 3:31pm on 06/12/07, n the was 6lbs, 14oz, n he was 21 inches long! her bf/fiancee/Gabe's daddy has pics on his myspace! its so awesome, i'm so excited! i can't wait until i have enough money to fly out and see them, its gonna be a long time but i'm totally gonna do it some day!! i really wish i could be there with them right now, i feel like an ass cuz i'm not. :( i know she forgives me n she understands tho, hehe. y'all should congradulate her!: TinyxDancer! :D

Anna is 8 weeks pregnant. yeah. just holy shit. wow. can't say n e thing more. i'm so happy. its funny cuz she said now she's a teenage statistic, but she's happy too n so is her whole family. they can actually support her n i'm so excited. now i really need to get a job so i can save up n fly out there in june, lol. just wow. omg, wow.

n for those of u who were reading my blog a little over a year ago, her doctor said she's out of the danger zone n she shouldn't miscarry n lose this one like she did the last one. i pray to some god that she won't. just...wow!

so i have attempted to dye my own hair. there is most certainly no more blonde in it. the red @ the roots looks amazing, but after that...:/ i won't know how awesome or horrible it is until its fully dried, not to mention that as i was doing the black part (which is actually fine) Anna called. She broke up w/ Vince again. :/ i know she loves him, but i really hope she's strong n doesn't take him back. I heard her say these words: "I have my daddy and he's the only man I need." You should have heard the confidence and strength in her voice when she said that. omg, it was amazing. she is amazing. I LOVE YOU RHIANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but n e way, some of the black may have gotten on more of the red than i wanted...or perhaps because i am only one person i didn't get as much red dye back there as i should have and i still have a lot of brown. all i know is that on the top of my head it is very red n if it looks like crap then hopefully Gabby will help me fix it, lol. now i have a psyc stats lab to do (DX) n after that i may go to sleep or watch Family Guy. I think i'm getting sick again, but i need to refill my water bottle which means putting clothes back on @ some point n e way so i dunno. one thing i do know, tho, is if i get this lab done now i won't have to wake up early tomorrow n that would be uber sweet. i really need to do my laundary, but i'm supposed to hit the town w/ Gabby tomorrow after class if one or both of us doesn't forget so then i can go by the bank n maybe do it Wednesday. XD seriously, tho, now i have homework to do cuz i really dun wanna be sick on Halloween! i hope ur all well!

GO ONTO ANNA'S BLOG (sweetxnothing) N LOOK @ HER HEADER PICTURE!!! I JUST MADE THAT FOR HER N TONIGHT I'M GONNA TRY TO UPLOAD A COUPLE PIX OF HER, TOO, BUT GO LOOK @ THAT HEADER PICTURE!!!

n btw, apparently the suspect who's been sexually assaulting people around here was arrested last night. i wanna say that makes me feel safer, but it really doesn't. it could be the wrong guy n if its not it, for every one stranger they catch there's still more out there n for every one of them there's like another 10,000 aquantances, which AREN'T EVEN PROSECTUTED IN ARCATA or much of the rest of the country for that matter n that makes up for 90% of "sexual assaults"!

hmm, i'm hungry.