Research Papers @ MindSay

HOwdy Howdy All!

I stayed up all night to finish 2 research papers and lemme tell ya...I am pooped! I just finished the last one and I am so stoked I wanna dance! Of Course I am too tired to dance....Unfortunately I do not get to go to sleep yet as I am on my way out the door in the cold to turn said papers in! I am gonna do some more research while at the University for my book reviews and then I will truck on home to shower yet again (the one I just took was sort of a wake up thing--didnt work BTW) and then hit the hay! I will check you chickens laters...I am way too tired to even post poetry so I think I may be way BEYOND tired friends..sweet dreams...I mean good morning...no wait good afternoon? Ugh scrap it !

Laters!

Goddess Bless

Okay this is what happend ..

Monday .. rain most of the day .. HARD rain.. until I get home from work .. the skies clears everything is dandy. Couple of days after I notice in our staircase a paper telling people to check out their cellars since mondays rain left a flood in there. Sure enough - I open my cellar and everything had been flooded.

Luckily I don't keep much stuff in my cellar. Basicly I had papers and some pictures (pictures which I fortunately had scanned). The papers where study papers from all of my schoolhood, papers that where now useless. Throwing these out made me feel kinda rootless and without origin. It was like I had nothing to show for all my study time here on this planet. Yes, I still have my diploma and my schools probably have a record of me attending it. But other than that, I can't document that I did anything while I was there.

Hmm ... I'm sure this feeling will fade.. possibly even very soon ... but for now .. solitude.

Oh my goodness! I thought my week was pretty much over. A couple tests and papers due tomorrow- no big deal...

I have 2 tests tomorrow, and a test Monday and Tuesday.
I have 2 papers due tomorrow, and 2 due by next Tuesday.
I have to read The Odyssey by Tuesday (I hate The Iliad and The Odyssey!!!!!), and a test on it that day.
I still have my research paper to write- time is closing in quickly!
I have my Religion paper to write,  and my Spanish paper to write, as well.
But I've got a good 3 weeks for those 3 papers-- THANK GOODNESS!

My week is far from over, and will likely spill into next week. This weekend will be rough, to say the least.
If I am not online, it's because I'm busy- not because I don't want to talk to anyone.
If I'm online, and I don't talk to you, I'm really trying to get everything finished!

I apologize ahead of time.

And I'm only wasting my time right now.

Well good day again to everyone. Today is Tuesday I believe, and a very productive day for me I guess. This week is another one of those ever increasing work weeks. I can't believe how much crap I have to do by Friday and Monday. Papers papers papers. Only eighteen days left though. Then I'm done with stupid high school forever. I'm gonna miss athletics though, that is the only fun part I have left any more. I don't have to see any more of the same stupid people every day, I'm soo happy.

I'm also getting sick of having to walk by all the gross people to even get into my school. Makes me want to barf everywhere. Theyre just hanging all over each other and touching and... gag! You think that some common decency might be able to thrive in a place like this. They all think they're badasses too, but if they got confronted at all haha they'd probably piss themselves. So I won't miss them at all I hope I don't remember any of them.

I do feel pretty bad for some of my classmates though. I just don't understand why they can't do their stupid assignments and projects on time. It's so easy and they always seem to be late and get threatened not to graduate. Everyone got yelled at today, because something about us not having posterboard and turning things in when I have turned in everything and she said she'd get us the posterboard and give us time to work on them! Ah!

So thats how things are going in Waitsburg.. not too well and the school is really going down the drain. I'm guessing that at your school you actually have to do something bad for in school suspension? Well today this guy named Aaron got ISS because he fell asleep in class....? Eh anyway.

So Antics is going well too. I think someday I might get around to writing a song or to and putting some music to them. The whole problem is selling it to the kids these days lol. Oh hell I think that someday I won't even remember trying to put a band together. Probably won't care either. But I may try again in college, because theres a big music building I can just go to and find people I guess. Yeah it'll be cool to have friends I can choose too.. maybe if I'm not too bashful to make friends. And don't let me fool you online lol, it's much easier than in real life.

Well thats it for me! If you want to know how to drive a clutch, or drive at all for that matter, leave me a message! haha You know who you are!

Be Excellent!

I had to save Chris' ass again today! Only this time, it involved a tiny rodent that needed to be euthanized.

While we were workin today, Natasha brought in a litter of five rabbits. Their nest was run over and the mother was deemed not to be coming back for them. So she brought them in to find out what to do. One was so messed up with its leg broken and blood coming out of its nose. :/ So we decided to put it down. Well, Chris forgot to before he left. And Mandy got very pissed. She told me to call him at the Emergency Clinic and tell him to come back and do it. Called the bastard. "I'm not coming back just for a little wild rabbit." Wtf?! If he thought I was leaving it to suffer until he came to do treatments tomorrow morning, he can go fuck himself. Hm. Prolly already does. Anyway, so he said why don't I just drop it by there. SURE Chris. I have no life, so I'd be happy to. Either I could take it to him or it would have to sit there all night... Wow, what a decision. So I asked directions to the damn emergency clinic. Clocked out and went. You bet your ass Linda and Johnnie will hear about this. This is some fucked up shit. D: So anyway, I get there, sign over rights and she takes it back. It's all over. -.- Poor rabbit. I have a problem. I have too many emotions when it comes to stuff like this. Like with Gurley, I got attached to this bunny, who, was prolly not even 2 weeks old. -.- It's a problem when you give your heart and it gets crushed. lol I wonder who said it's better to love and lose than to never love at all. I did love that rabbit. :/

So I went home and sulked. I tried not to say two words to either my ma or aunt. And they knew why. Bitches. Then went back to do treatments. We went out to eat @ Rosie's and here I am now. I've been researching for my damn research paper. And I thought I'd update this thing. That bitch has made me so enraged. I'm going to make this the most kick ass paper I've EVER written by damn. She can just kiss my paper shove it. Bitch. >.>

That's basically all that happened today. Other than dealing with bitches and bastards, it's been pretty good. lol

The end.