I know I know. I've been grounded lately. Sucks, doesn't it? Sorry. My parents are douche-bags. I got like ONE B on my report card and they FREAKED. It kinda stinks a little. **Sigh** Things've been difficult lately. Damn my gorgeous, perfect sister. I bet it would be different if I didn't have someone to be compared to. But it also would be different if she wasn't there, because I'd probably be dead. She's my best friend. But she's going to fuckin' college next year. And I'mma hella miss her. ]:
On an even worse note, EVERYTHING IS BEING STOLEN FROM ME! I liked thia guy, my friend goes after him and dates him, I play guitar, and suddenly she wants to, too. I joinded musical theatre 5 years ago, and my friend came to ONE off my plays and now has joined and is getting better parts after 3 plays. Then the same chick that's dating the guy steals my favourite song and tells everyone MY story and claims it as hers! "I saw them [The Spill Canvas] at an underground show a few years ago at an underground show and have loved them ever since." Which isn't true, obviously because that was me not her. And now she tells everyone that its 'her song' and they all tell her how awesome it is//she is. Then one of my friends finds out that I'm anorexic//cut from my diary [which she snooped in] and tells another one of my friends. He gets worried and she gets jealous that someone is paying attention to me and not her for once, and tells everyone that she cuts and is anorexic, and has been for years. But when I asked to see her scars she pointed to a vein on her wrist and said "I cut vertically" Only scars aren't blue. Plus you can't be anorexic for two years and be...Chubby. As bitchy as that sounds, I know. It's just like, why is it suddenly so 'cool'? It's not a lifestyle, it's a disese. And I wouldn't wish it on anyone. But suddenly it's glamorous and romantic to have an ED and cut. But, all the same, here are my stats:
Current weight: 90 [eww. I've gained hella]
High weigh: 111
Low weight: 69 [almost perfect!]
GW1: 100
GW2: 80
GW3: 60
I haven't cut in 5 days though!