Maryellen is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She is all that i have wished and prayed for since i've ever even had an idea of what i wanted to feel. In fact she is so much more than i ever wanted. She is perfect, in her flaws and in her creation. She is all i've ever needed, wanted, and what i didn't know existed.
When i'm with her i can be myself, do anything, say anything, feel everything, or be nothing at all, which is everything she wants too. I make her so happy, and she does the same for me. She helps me explore myself, and brings out the best in me, makes me happy to be alive, and glad that i've been through all mylife, ups, downs, goods, and bads, just glad to be alive.
When we are with each other our thoughts flow. We are thinkers. We are dreamers. When we are together or thoughts and dreams are us. Our bodies are just here, but we are really together floating in space and time, dreaming and free from the bounds of this earth. We walk and talk and respect nature, emotions, and each other. We lay and hold each other, just to feel close. We smile and laugh just because we can, and look at each other just because we can. We do that because it feels so good just to know, just to be.
I'm happier now than i beleive that i have ever been. I do NOT take all of this for granted. No, i thank God every day for being able to see her, and to hear her; just being able to know that she is alive and thinking of me. He has given me my Dream Girl. He has listened to all my prayers, past, present, and future. He has planed all of this out, just for the right time, and he does reward his faithful.
The best things in this life are nothing to do with living, and everything to do with "being."
My Dream Girl...
