I was thinking about it recently, how much I dislike authority and why that is. I have no choice but to tolerate it at work, but I believe that nobody should be subject to orders (what gives right for there to be any hierarchy of will?), and particularly from people who don't deserve it - that would be 'out of order'.
The phrase 'out of order' is interesting because it seems to largely order rights by what people deserve - which is good - but it got me thinking, maybe there's a hierarchy to this 'order' by what people do deserve - not as a hierarchy of power/will, and it's not a right to command, but still I suppose when you have a spread of people deserving different things then it's kind of an automatic concept - it's our perception of that concept that says to us whether what we get is/isn't deserve
- however that is a perception thing, people can and do usually assume they deserve because unfortunately, they can't factor in what they haven't recognised - if they don't acknowledge mistakes their concience has the bliss of ignorance. If anybody really does genuinely try to recognise mistakes and deal with them but still feels pure then they probably really are.
If there is such thing as god, even if I have the same ideals as him, I wouldn't take orders from him unless it somehow was in my best interests to (i.e. a threat). My attitude is that I do whatever I want as far as I can and screw anyone who gets in my way :D - (if they exist) god and satan included. Anyone at all who supports what I want to do on a certain level is a welcome ally who will get equal treatment as an ally, not a lord or subordinate, and they would be free to do what they want on their own free will too, and free to oppose me at will on any level knowing that they would be accepted back if they want, there would be no command hierarchy and they'd choose who and what they fight with. No single will should control anything beyond itself, and nobody should be punnished for following their own path, even if that leads to conflict with me, but the conflict would be fought on that issue.
I was thinking also, I can use people's choice of whether they want help or not as a decider for whether they get sympathy - if they turn down good intentions then they deserve what they get, and their woe shall be their own, but if they have the foresight to see help, then there exists a good side in them that deserves help... This way, our choices can decide what we deserve to get. I sometimes try to help regardless of whether it's deserved, to move things on anyway, I suppose when they realise, they will repent anyway... so it doesn't matter too much how they learn it - be that the easy or hard way. I shouldn't have to go to an effort though when it isn't deserved, because that is out of order, I suppose that's why I ceased my activity on stupidevilbastard.com .
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