Real Life Fantasy @ MindSay

Why don't I take more pleasure out of life?

Because... I'm real now. I've stopped lying to myself, and once I dug my head up from the sand, I was disgusted at what I gazed upon.

I thought I knew someone real. I believed that she was the realest person I knew, but I don't know anymore...

Have viral facades displaced us so much that the proportion of real people to fake have diminished to near zero to millions?

*sigh* I need to leave... one way... or another.

I was to trusting all my life. Always believing the good and seeing through a blindness that the fantasy was real.
That possibilities were limitless and that being loved had meaning.


 

Howdy howdy all!
You know I have been thinking about changes in one's lifestyle and how we might change our lot by making everyday changes that we never thought we would. Okay, so that sounds a little convoluted and vague but hear me or rather read me out.
I want something so so different from what I have right now. And honestly up until now I had this idea that somethings in my life were simply non-negotiable. This is not the case. Like with Science fiction writing (you knew I was gonna dump this in there somewhere didn't ya?) everything doesn't necessarily depend on something else. The real twist on the genre is that NOTHING is non-negotiable. You can have communities where no one communicates verbally or where lower animals talk incessantly to their owners, or heck where children are kept based on whether or not they can see 3 dimensions at birth or not (I don't know how anyone would know it but heck its sci-fi and no rules are sometimes the rule).
I try and try to shift my thinking but only to the extent that my so-called mainstays, well stay. This isn't the way to go about it at all I think. Perhaps I should apply my writing life to my other lives or rather maybe they all should have a meet and greet and whole new conglomerate should surface? I mean I am making progress but not to my satisfaction (and really that is my goal, satisfaction). I don't necessarily want science fiction/fantasy existence but I do want less stops in place. I want a more negotiable sorta life. A life where I can decided that I don't have to do A before B can happen, maybe since I am staring M in the face I can just take a bite out of that first an then cruise up on previous or subsequent letters.
You know what I mean?
Funny but while thinking about this I thought about a song I used to like by a group whose name I can't remember called Semi Charmed Kinda Life. The sentiment isnt literal but I get what the guy's getting at ya know. I get it. Oh and the group is Third Eye Blind

Okay so maybe this song aint about what I really want but I get the sentiment even if the some of the subject matter differs from my own. Goddess Bless Post Script--just because you havent seen it, doesnt mean it isnt there! Technorati Profile

Life really sucks. More like love does. Not sure wich.
I need more friends. I realized that I have three friends in real life.
I was going out with Kayla... But she needs a "Break."
I been playing a game non-stop at night time so I dont have to think about stuff.
I may have found a job where I make $500 a week, Whoot!
Still I need someone to talk to.
Does anyone know what a MUD is? If you do leave me a comment.

Welcome To Wherever You Are

Maybe we're all different but we're still the same

We all got the blood of Eden runnin' through our veins

I know sometimes it's hard for you to see

You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be

If you feel alone and lost and you need a friend

Remember every new beginning comes from some beginnings' end

Welcome to wherever you are

This is your life, you made it this far

Welcome, you gotta believe

That right here, right now

You're exactly where you're supposed to be

Welcome....to wherever you are

When everybody's in and your left out

And you feel you're drownin' in the shadow of a doubt

Everyone's a miracle in their own way

Just listen to yourself not what other people say

When it seems you're lost, alone, and need a friend

Remember everybody's different, just take a look around

Welcome to wherever you are

This is your life; you made it this far

Welcome, You gotta believe

Right here, right now

You're exactly where you're supposed to be

Be who you want to be

Be wh you are

Everyone's a hero

Everyone's a star

When you want to give up and your heart's about to break

Remember that your perfect God makes no mistakes

Welcome to wherever you are

This is your life; you made it this far

Welcome, you gotta believe

Right here, right now

You're exactly where you're supposed to be

I say welcome......

I say welcome.....

Welcome.......

 

Last Man Standing

Come see a living, breathing spectacle only seen right here

It's your last chance of this lifetime, the line forms at the rear

You won't believe your eyes, your eyes will not believe your ears

Get your money out, Get ready, Yeah you, Come here

You ain't seen nothin like him, he's the last one of the breed

Better hold on to your honey, Honies don't forget to breathe

Enter at your own Risk mister

It might change the way you think

There's no dancers, theres no diamonds

No, this boy don't lip synch

Here's the last man standing

Step right up, heres the real thing

The last chance of a lifetime

Come and see, hear, feel...the real thing

See those real life calloused fingers around those guitar strings

Kiss the lips where hurt has lingered

It breaks your heart to hear them sing

Their songs were more than music, they were pictures from the soul

So keep your pseudo-punk, hip-hop, pop-rock junk

And your digital downloads Here's the last man standing

Step right up, here's the real thing

The last chance of a lifetime

Come and see, hear, feel.....the real thing...

Take your seats, now folks, it's showtime

Hey, Patrick hit the lights

There's something in the air, there's magic in the night

Now here's the band, they really play

I'll count the first one in

I don't know where it's goin'

But all know where it's been...

Here's the last man standing

Step right up, Here's the real thing

The last chance of a lifetime

Come and see, hear, feel......The Real thing..................