Real Life @ MindSay

I had to un-Josie, though I don't think she ever saw the profile name--she's apparently off having a real life or something.  C'mon, Josie, cut it out!

 

Anyway, feel free to let me know what you think of my new userpic--better or not than the blue leaf?  I'd say be nice, but I know better than that.

 

And since Josie didn't get to see the profile....

 

 

 

Why don't I take more pleasure out of life?

Because... I'm real now. I've stopped lying to myself, and once I dug my head up from the sand, I was disgusted at what I gazed upon.

I thought I knew someone real. I believed that she was the realest person I knew, but I don't know anymore...

Have viral facades displaced us so much that the proportion of real people to fake have diminished to near zero to millions?

*sigh* I need to leave... one way... or another.

I was to trusting all my life. Always believing the good and seeing through a blindness that the fantasy was real.
That possibilities were limitless and that being loved had meaning.


 

Remember when life used to be simple?

 

Okay, so, I never remember my life being simple.

 

"I want my real parents to come get me."

What kind of sick non-adopted (to the best of my knowledge) kid thinks that?

 

At least I know I've been this insane since I was little.

I have two friends with similar names. One is named Aggy and the other Aggie. Well I have known the first Aggy for a few years now but the second Aggie I just met. I have seen pictures of her gorgeous family, as well. She is a good mother and wife who likes to blog like myself. I met her right before the aforementioned fiasco. ANYWAY. I love her blog because it has coffee on it...which happens to be one of my obsessions. She writes truthfully about her life and family. You can tell how much she loves her life through what she writes on her blog. I also like that she does something called digiscraping. It's something I had thought to do, but never took the time. It is digitally scrapbooking your pictures. Aggie does a great job with it, too. I might have to get into that with her. I look forward to learning more about Aggie and her real life, and you should check her out, too.