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And oh, my gosh! It seems
They've only practiced to deceive!
Filling out 'one' offer--soon it'd been an hour
Seemed the wolves were at the door
Ready to devour
Yet, I sigh and stretch, intent on pushing through
For when I get 'the knack of it'
I'll see an end in view!
Tonight, though, I'm sure to dream, of the clicking of the mouse
Regretting right now at least
That I wanted to work 'in house'!
Bonniegirl April 17, 2008
you prolly think i'm lame for listening to Ashley Parker Angel. I WAS BORED! leave me alone! plus its been forever since i've listened to music. i enjoy it thank you!
"Shades of Blue"
As seven ticks to eight o'clock,
He rumbles down the stairs,
Mother's cooking in her kitchen, father is in his chair
The headline on the front page reads "the sun's coming out today",
Shining down in perfect streaks, it's anywhere USA.
With eyes wide open,
The sky is always a thousand shades of blue.
Probably broken, lost and lonely,
We're all just shades of you.
Can't you hear the school bells singing?
Hurry, don't be late.
Wandering the crowded hallways,
Searching for his place.
The writing on the chalk board reads,
"who will be king this year?"
And even though he raised his hand,
No one knows he's there.
With arms wide open,
His life's becoming a thousand shades of blue,
Probably broken, lost and lonely,
We're all just shades of you.
There's no escaping where he's going,
A thousand shades of blue.
Probably hopeless, don't you notice?
We're all just shades of you.
He let the water run too deep,
Then he just slowly slipped on in,
And when he finds the nerve to breathe,
All they say is no one saw it coming.
Hear the sirens, the cops arriving,
A thousand shades of blue.
But it's hopeless, no one noticed,
We're all just shades of you.
With eyes wide open, they found him floating,
A thousand shades of blue.
There's no escaping where he's going,
We're all just shades of you.
"Crazy Beautiful"
Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cos I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cos I've come immune to it,
Go figure it.
Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.
Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.
She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't sense any thoughts in her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.
Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.
Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.
Sometimes something that is not perfect isn't being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.
She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...
Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.
(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.
"Where Did You Go"
There's an empty room full of memories,
And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be.
It's like a photograph,
A moment froze in time,
I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
I wish I could go back,
And be with you again.
'Cos there's so many things I should have said,
When I had you listening.
As close as we were then, as far as we are now,
As much as this won't change a thing,
You've got me calling out...
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Now was it ever meant to last?
The candles burned from yesterday,
The past is over, gone ahead
And watch the glow just fade away.
I can't run to catch my breath,
I can't hide to see what's left,
The plans, the hopes, the dreams, the tears,
All disappeared...
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know...
It's a shame that I never really showed.
I know I havent been on, but I have been reading this series and I couldnt stop reading it.
I have to go to work tonight and I really dont feel like it but its my only shift this entire weekend. Due to the fact that I am a bridesmaid in Mike's sister's wedding this Saturday.....So I took the entire weekend off......
Well, I have to get ready for work now.....
For the people who still read all this and reply @_@ Here's what's been going on in my life. So I spend the night at my friend James' house. Getting ready to work on the videogame stuff and all. Wake up next morning getting ready for all these plans. I have Ryne calling me to make sure he knows how to find everything at work since Jen was off it's cool. It's so weird because I'm now getting all the calls whenever there is a problem and all. I'm like one of the top main people to go to first. Well I get a call from Jen herself. And I'm like what the. And it's bad news.
I don't know details yet but I'm guessing someone passed away and she would be gone for the next two days. Meaning both my days off were now completely gone. Even with me having some plans. I told James that he'll have to go to work with me since it was so sudden. I feel bad about what happen. But man I really worked my ass off to get those days off, so I'm like been dying the past two weeks already. So it's unfortunate. So now everything is going crazy again without her being there. So I'm not doing anything any more, I've canceld everything, So I won't be at the games that I was training for now.
Other news. Mom's back from Jamaica, she brought me back a couple shirts, actually some good ones that I can wear outside and all. ^_^ My cousin Jr. and his little brother got their present from me. They got a game cue with two controllers and about 4 to 5 games. They were really excited, and you know it's something they can't afford so easily since it's stillconisdered a third world country in a way. And it get his little brother away from the day always saying negative things to him and all. But I'm glad I'm able to make someone happy.
Even more recently, a lot of girls I haven't seen have been coming back into my life. Sophia I ran into her at the ball because I was jsut getting some food. Gorgeous as always, asked how her boyfriend Fernando is and all. Said he was out of town doing stuff. Cool guy hot half white half korean girlfriend. @_@ She seemed kind of upset, but we talked about it and I just hope things worked out for her. She's one of the girls where, she has a boyfriend who's really good looking and works out all the time, but can see inner beauty and wants to always bring her into front. She's very pretty but she doesn't believe it. He's a huge dork too which is funny. He's big into anime so that's why we get a long and that he works out. Then Sarah and Brandy calling me all thursday saying they were in town, but duh I work you know @_@, they just randomly just start calling and don't call any other time. So that's weird on that. I think Sarah's gone off the California for a long time for the coast guard, so I'll probably never really see her again.
Then yesterday, finally get home and Angela calls and says hello. It's really rare for her to call me, it me usually calling. So I pullup in my driveway and surprise she tells me to turn around and there she is driving up. So we end up talking, of course she'll have to talk about her man Mitch -rolls eyes- bleh. I don't like him very much but there's nothing I can do. So we talk and see how crazy she is. I'm really sad and happy I didn't get with her. Of course her being another asain @_@ lol she's cute, but yeah she turned out to be a freak, and not really too faithful so I'm glad I never ever touch. It's hard not to crush on her though.
Now tonight when I left work I saw Tracy. She's a new girl which I found very attractive. And boy was she hot tonight dear God almost had a heartattack. It's so funny the way I interact with girls. Of course I had to ask her for her name because I see a lot of people all the time. She got a bit mad and said she didn't want to talk to me. Of course I ask her if she knew my name, of course she did, probably because I wear my name tag all the freaking time. And practiallye verybody at Starbucks or around the area of EB Games knows me. We got passed that, and she said she had to work today and tomorrow she was sad. Well ends up that both of us had to end up working those days because of people passing away. So we were in the same boat. Of course with me I told her that she was totally hot. And of course I have to hit on her Rory Jones sytle, "Are you going to see TMNT (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles)" "What's that?" "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles hun, you know you watched it!" "Oh I didn't know they had a new movie!" "YES! Of course they do!!!" "At my mom's house in California, I have a big bin of Turtle toys! And when I was a little kid I wore a turtle costume, I was Donatello!" "That's crazy! I want proof, no one has more Teenage Mutnat Ninja Turtle Action figures than I do!"
So it went on like that. So thats how I broke the ice. So I even asked her why she was single. And she gaveme a very good answer, "I choose to be, don't have to be like everyone else." It's ridicolous how many girls there I see everyday but are with someone or too focus on someone that they can't see anybody else you know. So that actually kind of shook me when she said that. Girl has a killer body with very nice tatto going down her thigh. Whoo. Gorgeous! @_@ So I told her whenever she works tomorrow to come by my store, and we'll go see the TMNT since we both had to work and all. I'm not really sure she said okay or anything, I don't remember. But I think she would stop by or something. But I highly doubt she'll come by, that was just pure luck and chance getting to talk to her that way @_@.
But that's practically it. Bought half the Gundam Wing dvd boxset. It's awesome. I think that's enough out of me... =_= sigh. Sorry lots on the mind. March and April don't go very well. Emil's anni is coming up and my birthday Apriul 17th is completey surrounded by really bad things @_@
Now, the girls don't want us fighting so we walk for a bit and it turned out we're at my old high school. Well, the change in scenery didn't prevent me kicking the crap out of him. I'm not a fighter, so I think only the fact that he was more of a tool than me led to my victory. I was prancing around like a dickhead. I think he tried to kick me at one stage so I grabbed his leg and booted him a few times in the stomach, then choked him in a headlock until he accepted defeat. I don't know what happened afterwards, but I think I woke up pretty soon. I was keen to go at it again though. Prissy little bastard.
That's the first dream in which I not the one being beaten up. I remember one dream I got shot seventeen times in the back. That sucked arse. I woke up because I couldn't breathe.
-Mitch
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