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Hey guys,
The voting has officially begun! PuHLEEEEz click on the following link to vote for my remix!
http://www.indabamusic.com/submissions/show/1750
Once you vote, they'll send you an email and you just have to confirm your vote by clicking on the link in that email! Please vote for my remix everyone, especially if you like it =) Also, you can only vote ONCE (per email account, hee-hee)
Love,
Jay
*Please help this kid out. He's good people, and a really talented musician/producer who deserves some recognition*
2) I'M OFFICIALLY A GROWN UP, TOMORROW AT 8:30 AM. They're trusting me with kids, whut? Three of them, if I haven't written about it; a 4th grader, a 5th grader, and a 6th grader, and I have a co-teacher. That means that my days are going to be VERY interesting. Possibly a little dangerous (they're working on getting Claudia and I restraint training, which is indicative of NEEDING to restrain one or all three of my kids), but definitely interesting, and a good learning experience. I know that I didn't do NEARLY enough prep work (I only planned out tomorrow, but that's mainly because I don't know these kids and would have hated to plan the whole unit for many subjects and then found out it was too high or too low...), but I'm going to roll with the punches and make it work.
3) The trees are starting to change colors up here, and that makes me MORE than sad.
2b) *yeah, I know it's out of order, SUE ME.* I created another username on here to document my time teaching. It will be the right mix of detailed and honest and then still respectful of my kids/coworkers and their lives. You can read about how I'm doing at 1styearteacher . I don't know if I'll update it EVERYday, but I sort of want to keep this journal separate from my work life; I want to still be a person outside of teaching, even if I'm definitely a teacher outside of teaching (it's one of those jobs you don't leave at the door when the day ends).
14) (just to piss somebody off). Is it possible 'The Office' has finally worn me down and I want to watch it?!?! I watched this youtube video of Jim and Dwight and all the stuff Jim does to Dwight, and it was actually really funny. Hmm. I don't forsee it every climbing into the 'My Favorite Shows' category (ala Friends, My Boys, Daria, CSI, SVU, Scrubs...), but I'd consider watching it.
Either way, these are the 2 videos that got me going: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ts9geuPWQvs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7PHL4HXm1o
Q) Has anyone ever SOLD anything on Ebay before? The operative word here is SOLD. I have 2 tickets to a concert I would have sold my soul for, but now that I'm not in New York, a concert on a Tuesday night in New Jersey just...it's not going to happen. I can't tell you how PISSED I am that I have to miss seeing New Kids on the Block in concert (something I've wanted to do since I was um...SIX YEARS OLD?), but I spent $110 dollars on them (stupid fees) and I would love to sell them. Any suggestions are greatly appreciated.
Are you ready? Thats all it took for me to freak out. I was scared that he would tell someone if I did say yes. I just sat there, my legs wrapped around his waist, trying to think. Its a big thing for me being my first time and all. He started by kissing my neck and slowly moving to my chest. He just kept trying and all I could do is sit there. I was frozen I couldnt believe that I was really here in this moment. That the guy I liked, liked me back. He asked me again and still I couldnt answer him. I just let him keep doing what he was doing. Then he started lifting my shirt, I was so embarrassed about the way my body looks, looking at my body his smile got bigger and he moved in. He started kissing my chest moving through my chest he rubbed his face in between them. He took off his sweatshirt so quick that I didnt even see the shirt come off under it. Do you want to? Im not even enjoying this and he is asking me if I want to. I feel so weird with him rubbing and touching and kissing every inch of me. When he got on top of me and started rubbing himself on me I could feel him getting even more excited. I started feeling like I could handle this. I got the courage to tell him Im ready. He moved down and unbuttoned my pants and pulled them off of me. It wasnt as easy as they say it is. I helped him get them the rest of the way off. He started undoing him pants and thats when I knew there was no turning back. All I could think of is I hope he doesnt tell anyone about this. I dont know what I will do if anyone found out. He gentle entered as I sent out a ouch to his ears. He asked me if I am okay. I say nothing but nod my head. He starts moving in and out and kissing my lips gentle moving to my neck and back up. I feel so much pain that all I could do is lay my head back and let him go. He says I want you to enjoy this as much as me. He starts heading down south and the next thing I know he is eating me out. I couldnt help but laugh it tickled so much. I had to tell him to stop. Thats when I decited I would join in on this experience. He went back in and I started kissing his chest and digging my fingers into his back. Thats when it happened he couldnt hold it anymore. He was way to into it that he couldnt stop, he didnt want to stop. He busted in me! Being it was my first time I wasnt on anything and he just so happen to not have a condom with him. I just keep telling myself it took only those three little words two thoughts in my head and one answer.
I'm ready now. I wasn't until perhaps a few moments ago. Nothing happened to spark or trigger me. I'm just ready now. I think it's because there is nothing that I need. I don't need. I want. In that I feel freedom. It's not like something that someone hands you and you call it yours. It's something that I feel and know exists. I may not speak of it specifically and I am learning that sometimes we don't have to. Sometimes it's enough to just want.....and when that isn't enough we survive.
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