Rawr @ MindSay

We was playing  our  D&D game last night and Mr.Kitten decided he wanted to play
and then he decided to attack us-the good guys
LOL always knew he was on the bad side heheh

my friend was the driver of this massacur

with no faitel deaths

but the lost of our minds

in some way we all die on the inside

no longer the man i thought i was

lost all grasp on my life

blank thoughts every day

is life real or a haunting dream of yesterday

i put no blame today on the friend that changed my life

in fact i thank him for the opening of my eyes with in these lies in my life

 

a year later i am a new man

no questions asked

dealing with the pain over a year now

of consten head aches

rateing to a 7 out of 10 most days

 

but theres one little thing that turned my life around

wait one BIG thing that has changed my life for good

 

her name is jennifer helen smart

 

.....but i like gen, genny, genny bear, genny poo, and theres more =]

 

i love her with all of my heart!

100% times the days ive spent alive in this world

i met her back in the days of march of 08

its almost are year now siting here thinking its 09

and only a few weeks left to show her a night too reamber forever

and boy am i happy to have her

she save my heart, soul, and will to live

she has rebooted my robo love muscle 

with her i could never die!

 

 

 

 

 

rawr! deviantart won't let me put up new deviations!! *kicks it* grr!

hey

haha just decided to call this blog rawr for some reason..today is one of those days when im very random. In fact i recently got a myspace (despite what i have previously said a few months ago:P) and my screan name is KristalMOO lol:P all day ive been saying that. And today in englsih i did doodles and there was a duck my friend doodled and i crossed out quack and put moo:P ahaha well thats the exciting life part of the life of Kristal, lets get into soem a little less weird and nut-case-like:)

 

Anyways one of the good things going on is that one of my friends said (one again) that there are going to quit doing pot, and smoking and all that stuff. He has said soem stuff in the past but this time i think he really means it. I can tell the determination that he has this time and he told me he thought about this for a longg time the other night about things i had told him. So im glad im helping:D

 

Anyways on a mre sad note i mentioned in my last blog that i worked out with my bro last night. Well i didnt get to the deatails. After me and him finished the wokout i went downstairs with him to get protein shakes (ha were not exactly supposed to put ice cream in them put its still pretty good for you despite the ice cream) and my moms like "yea u need to work on your stomach and butt you know"  Wowwwwww...then my dad said to me "o so your just working out to get a milkshake huh?"   WOWWWWW once again!! How can my parents be like this??!!! My mom just basically called me fat and my dad just basically said i only do things for candy. Come on now, im 5'0, about 100 pounds, and still in 14 in kids size pants for gods sake!!! IM NOT FAT!!!!!!! arg..and i still do more excersie in a day than they do in a week. Arg..im not to angry about it now but wow last night i was PISSED  just though i mite mention that to ya...

 

Anywho ive g2g now. Byes

 

-:P:DKristal

rawwr.

alright..Tommy boy and Super troopers are funny ass movies, Tommy Boy more than Super Troopers..

Anyways.

 

He wants to hang out soon.  I do to, so well..I can get to know him ya know, but from what Ive heard He has changed a lot and has been acting weird...so..I dunno..

 

He is such a sweeeetheart and I can't but say I'm practically in love XD. He's just sooo nice and..like...there for me.  He talks to me more than any other friend of mine and Ive only known Him for like..i dunno 2 years now?  It's nice to know someone of the male species cares about me in some way. haha.

 

 

mmm bagels are gooood. so is chocolate milk...

Allergies SUUCK i was up forever last night sneezing my life away.  And I have like allergie aftershock this morning, my nose is redish and it's still a bit icky >.<

I was supposed to try and hang out with Him today buuut I would rather not have Him see me like this :/

yeaa...I'm never really super worries about how i look, but when I feel kinda like shit, I know not to go anywhere...kinda..hah.