I never intended to hit big
I was just a girl, more like a pig
All I tried to do was to give a fig
And I never even hit the trig
I bet if I raised my voice
Given the choice
I'd say things that would offend
But I'd rather bend
My opinions so I don't get knived
I'm just a scared little white rapper without a scary life
I've never seen
Someone killed in front of me
I admit it
I'm igno'ant
I'd fight for world peace
Cross the seven seas
But I know that's a deadly disaster
I'd be subject to laughter
Maybe even an assassin
Maybe he'd even be laughin'
So hard that when he pulled the triggah
he'd miss, but i figure
that if I was making that kind of dough
Knocking people off I'd go
Making sure my emotions
Didn't interrupt my devotion
To my vocation
So I could vacation in Spain, maybe Maine
Maybe if I were caught I'd plead I was insane
Cause the notion of holding back emotions is so foreign
Looking at that stone cold face is borin
But underneath a lion's roarin
So that's why I'm quiet
I don't deny it
That deep down inside there's a message
Can you guess it
But no body will listen
to a scared little white rapper without a scary life
I'd rather bend my opinions so I don't get knived
I don't wanna be somebody's wife
saying "baby you're always right
Thanks for the pizza you brought home tonight"
Scared to say anything from the fright
Safe in my hundred thousand dollar home
With the latest cell phone
Have a car that could feed a nation
Dying of starvation
No I don't wanna be like that
Even if some crackah would call me phat
Heck, I'd rather pick up a bat
And swing at the thugs that are dealing crack
I don't believe in staying "safe"
Locked in your home while the world's enraged
Turn a blind eye when someone gets raped
Trying to save someone but it's too late
What kind of life would you prefer
Getting out there or being obscure
This whole world reeks of manure
Cause practically no one's motives are pure
Too many do what they don't want to do
Being stuck driving trucks and moving vans too
They all want to get up and move
But no one feels like they have a point to prove
So the whole working class will lose
Just because of what they don't do
I sure hope this doesn't happen to you
I don't want it to happen to me
That's why I'm trying to figyah what I want to be
Someday I wanna hit it big
But I'm just a girl, more like a pig
All I want to do is to give a fig
I just hope I don't hit the trig
Now I know I wanna raise my voice
Given the choice
I'd say things that would offend
I don't wanna bend
My opinions so I don't get knived
And be a scared little white rapper without a scary life

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