
Random Things @ MindSay 
1. I am on a mission to watch as many Ernst Lubitsch movies as I can this month by any means possible (video store(s), libraries, ebay, amazon, let me know if you can help me think of any more).
2. Never have gotten a DUI (strange for Hollywood ;) )
3. I taught myself how to play the guitar when i was about 13.
4. my hair gets tangled really easily so I keep it short.
5. I thought I saw Laura Dern the other day. Maybe not.
6. I love the cranberry and orange juice 1/2 & 1/2 combination.
7. Today I filled up my text box - since I have a Nokia and am with T-Mobile, any text messages just won't go through. However, there may be a downside. I ordered new minutes today and they kept trying to deliver the message every two minutes until it went through. I accept it, because it was a free text. I prefer people to call or email if they don't want to talk to you!!!
8. I also have a weakness for pineapple coconut juice, yum!
9. I also keep dreaming of having real pizza and gelato in Italy someday!!!!
10. I haven't filed my taxes yet this year, but I will. I just love and respect the US government so much!
Oh and I don't like tagging business so if you haven't been tagged yet and want to be, consider yourself tagged by me.
Things have been all right around the house lately. Dad's been taking his meds (damn his random urges not to) and even Mum's been bouncier than normal, despite the fact that her medication isn't working anymore. I'm all right too. I've been down and out for a few days, sick from a slight attack of bronchitis and then giving blood, but things are going well. Everything's calm and I haven't heard a raised voice in days. Even I've been better; I've been adamant about taking my pills and I've been doing what I can to help out around the house. Mum asks me to do something now and I do it without complaint. I suppose you could say I'm learning the value of obediance, at least when it comes to parents. Doing what I'm told just makes things run smoother here, even if my soul is screaming...
I'm content with where I am but... I'm not sure if this contentment is the kind of happy content most people feel. I'm pleased that there's not drama in my house; I'm pleased there's not drama with my friends. Still... I'm not sure if I'm actually happy. I feel like I'm bending over backwards sometimes just to hold everything together here. It's then when I feel most like I want to snap, and just stop trying to make things work and let it fall apart. Maybe it'd be better if things fell apart. Maybe Mum would be happier if she divorced Dad; maybe I'd be happier if that happened.
I don't know.
What's really got me worried at the moment is Court. She's been having some issues in Mansfield and it's just been stressing her out way too much. She's such a sweetheart and I swear, she's the sister I never had. She doesn't deserve what's been happening to her. At least she's coming over tomorrow night; we can just chill out, and she can unwind and forget about what's going on at college for one night. We'll watch Boondock and get a pack of cigarettes and talk. It'll be good for her to relax, just kick back for the weekend and not worry. She needs it.
It'll be good to be with Court this weekend. I miss her terribly. :) *huggles teh Courtney*
I suppose I'll bow out for now. I've got some Degrassi to watch, and then some banana bread to eat. XD Love that stuff, banana bread...
Random song quote: "Welcome to the universe."
--Snyder
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. several different versions of short
2. crazy bitch
3. once i was called hey you little white girl
i can think of much more
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. um my first email which was also my msn screenie was mv2992
2. i have a user thats scissorhand2006
3. i had a msn user called mindlessfreak but i got stalked on it
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my ass
2. my eyes
3. my lips
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my tummy
2. my back
3. and my headaches so my head ^_^
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. slovak
2. slovak
3. and im 1/20th irish and did i mention my great grandma is black??
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. i suppose you can say aeroplanes
2. elevators
3. and i dunno another
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Water.
2. Food.
3. Laughter.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. very pertty dark purple undies (the shorts kind)
2. and my mickey mouse shirt
3. and thats all read above and thats all im wearing
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Marylin Manson
2. Ozzy/BlackSabbath
3. BuckCherry
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust
2. honesty
3. Loyalty.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE ..
1. dancing is FUN
2. i gave someone a black eye with my elbow
3. i have rabies
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smiles
2. arms.
3. muscles
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. dance .
2. babbling random bullshit with who ever will talk to me
3. reading
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. dance.
2. be with........ you ..
3. ummm i still want to be with you. cuz im cold and my tummy hurts
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. probation officer
2. social worker in an insane asylum
3. dance therapist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. i want to go on an alaskan cruise
2. Naples italy ive been there but i want to go there again
3. beach in long island NY been there but love it there
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Kenya
2. India
3. Asia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. have kids
3. and visit with bettie
don't you love it when life throws you those random curve balls? like its saying, "i've got pms, don't mess with me." this past week it feels everything has been going not necessarily wrong, but going in directions that i have not expected. and anyone who knows me, would know that i crave stability. yes, i like the spontinaity of hanging out and doing random things, but for real things in life i need stability. i need stability with really close friends, with living situations, and financially. that is why this past week has been particularily frustrating. it has felt as if everything i held as being stable has vanished. one of the two big things that has happened this week is that my financial aid package isnt all that it was cracked up to be. now i have to choose between the school and people i love or drowning myself in mass amounts of debt. because i honestly dont see the point of spending this much for tuition on something im only 50% sure i want to be doing with my life. i would rather go to north hennipen and work, while i decide my course of action. i told this to my roomies the other day because i was balling my eyes out. they helped me realize simply by being there that i should probably stay here. i absolutely love the people here and all the opportunities that arise throughout the year. i couldn't leave them, no matter how practical the other option seems.
The logo for the new VW rabbit is waaaaay cute. I would almost get it as a tattoo, except I'm giving more thought to things like that........
I am evil Homer, I am evil Homer!!
I just had some good fresh cream/green onion tater chips........on the side of my fried turkey spam'ich.
I think it's really sad that Haley Joel Osment got in a car accident while driving a 1995 Saturn. I mean, why do I have a nicer car than someone who was nominated for an Academy Award?
I want chocker chip cookies!!
That is all.
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