I'm so sad and dissapointed now.
Angel said she had a secret that she couldn't tell me and, it was about Cal, so she said for me to ask him directly, and she said it would be a big surprise. The way she said it made it sound like Cal had cheated on me or something!
So I ask Cal what the secret about him is. And he says that when he was with his brother, he had taken a puff (of marajuana) to prove to his brother that he wasn't a pussy (or some shit like that). After clawing Cal in the stomach, and taking a chunk out of his back in rage, I took my purse, and took the steps upstairs two-by-two. (With quite an audience of 5 watching)
I went to the place farthest away from those steps, the kitchen, thankfully empty, so I could cry all I wanted. I couldn't believe that he would do that. He promised me that he wouldn't do drugs, because he used to do a lot of bad shit back in the day, and I made him promise no more of that.
He comes upstairs, and I hide (not too well) from him. I hiccuped with sobs and pushed him away from me as I shook with rage. My goddess, I've never been so angry in my life.
He pleaded with me, saying that it was just one, and that he didn't get high or anything, but I asked him "Why do you need to prove to your own brother that you're not a pussy, what is there to prove?!" And then I just stopped talking to him. After he had tried to convince me moreover, I said that he had a month to think about what he did, with no sex.
(Edit: Cal and I shall speak soon about these matters, and we shall reach another promise, but until then :))
