Prom Is A Really Weird Word Actually @ MindSay

So, Frank and I are "low-key dating." I decided to call it this because he is done with school in 20 days. Also, he is leaving on a road trip with Nic, and Aubry on June 10th. He is going to be gone for the rest of that month and is leaving for college in Arizona in the middle of August. So I only really have July with him, and really not that, because I'm going to be busy too. Sad, I don't want to think about him leaving. :(

I went to the orthodontist today and I got awesome news!!! I have to wear this ostrich rubberbands for 3 weeks, and I go back and if I am wearing them like I should, I only have to wear them at night for another 3 weeks and then I get my braces off!!! (JUNE 21st!!!!) It is so exciting! And Frank will be coming back to new teeth.

We (Frank and I) had a talk today in my bed. We were talking about how while he is gone I am not going to find a replacement. And if Lydia (Aubry's friend) goes with them on this trip. He said he won't replace me either. I want to believe him. :) But you know, we are "low-key dating," so anything could happen between now and June 10th. During this talk I guess I had a look on my face like I wanted to say something, and he told me to say it word-by-word so he could guess it. And I started with the word "I" and I could feel him tense up. And I was like, "THE SECOND WORD IS 'WAS'!" because I didn't want him to think I was going to say I love you, because we are "low-key dating" and all. But then we started to talk about that, and it didn't seem like he would have had such a problem with me saying that...BUT I'm not jumping to any conclusions. Coincidently, earlyer today he told me that I say "I love you," to a lot of people. And I said, "And you realize I don't say it to you." And he said, "Yes," And so I said, "But that's a totally a different situation." And yeah, it was kind of awkward after that. For like two seconds.

I am going with Becca to her prom on the 21st of this month. It's a bunch of us girls, and I only know Becca and Grace. We are renting this hotel room at the Vintage Hotel Plaza. And we are getting a suite with vaulted cellings, and they are glass so you can star gaze. Hopefully it isn't way cloudy or rainy. I am either going to wear my green Jessica McClintock dress, or Chelsea's black White House Black Market dress.

This weekend is jam-packed of fun. Tomorrow (Friday) I am going to eat dinner with Frank's family (All 80-billion of them...SCARY!!!), then we are going to Paul's Eagle Scout Ceremony, then we are going to see THE HITCHHIKER'S GUIDE TO THE GALAXY. Then Saturday, I am going to the Zoo with Becca and Grant at 2 PM. Then we are going back to Grant's to eat (?) and Chelsea is meeting us there. Then we are going to Hot Shots and play pool. If Frank gets off work early enough, he is going to meet us there. He starts work at 11 that morning. Then on Sunday is homework day! YAY!

Okay, well I better go, because I have to get money from the bank and go see what Chelsea is freaking out about at Nordstrom's Rack... :) See yah!

Prom. It's talk-about-prom time. I'm just a freshman, but I'll talk about prom, too. I feel bad. I know this guy who is in my band class. He's nice, but he's not going to prom. Yeah, he's not a looker, but he doesn't even have a girl-nerd friend to go with. I feel for those who don't have anybody to go to prom with. Really, I do. I can't say that I know what it feels like, but to be deprived of having your prom with somebody is just not happy. High School will be the best years of my life. I am maturing into who I am going to be for the rest of my life, but I don't gotta pay rent. If you don't have a date to the prom, or you're just waiting for that somebody to ask you.. GET OFF YOUR ASS AND GO ASK THEM. I don't think that anybody should skip out on prom whether you weren't asked or didn't go ask somebody. If you tried getting a date and failed, hey, GO ANYWAYS. You can ask somebody to dance while you're there, and if you don't want to dance [or are rejected -crycry-], you're still hanging out with your friends.