Parents...gotta love em, gotta (can't say hate em, cuz I don't, but for lack of better sounding terms:) be mad at em.
Yellin' at each other right now...
My mom's bein an immature, negative person
Dad's just bein the logical, but unreasonably loud person
Talkin bout marriage issues right now.
Not like I can't hear 'em.
Man...I think my family could just use some prayer right now...
I need some prayer...I've slipped up some since Tuesday.
Sometimes...I wish I could just yell back at my Dad, but I know he'd only yell back louder. Mainly about some things that I see in him that I wanna be able to hold him accountable for...
Like cussing, for example...ever since he started working at the Carolina Center (a Behavioral Health Center), he's started getting a bad mouth (again). It's most likely the people he works around, but still, he has a better heart than to start picking that up again.
But...he's not the only one with a problem around here.
My Mom went from being awesome house and job Mom, to lazy, unemployed "house" Mom. All she does is wear sweatpants and lay around all the time. Sure, she does the laundry, cleans the dishes, and sweeps/vaccuums, but she complains a lot to me and Dad about stuff that's not gettin done around here...yet she's the one that's home about 98% of her time right now.
I swear, this house looked better and was cleaner when she WASN'T at home so much.
I love em both. They're awesome parents. They are the only ones who actually have a grasp on my ENTIRE person. The only ones who know my personality the best. They've seen my crazy side, by boring side, my funny side, my lazy side, my bad side, most everything, and they still love me.
I just wish that some of the things they do, would change. Where did the family go, where we all had our bad sides, but we all did our parts?
But, as I said, just pray for us, we will need it in the next couple months or so.
I'll pray for whoever else is out there who has family problems, as bad or worse as ours.
And to my school-buds. Don't mention anything to my parents about this post or anything.
Thanks,
Now they're bein cool again :)
Much love and God bless,
-Alex