Practice @ MindSay

I hate practice.

I hate feeling underweight

I hate not having enough weight to through behind an oar

I hate the fact that my coaches won't make up their minds up about who will be coxing next year

I want to cry.

I have cried.

I feel so dizzy, and it's been more than an hour since practice has been over.

Food tasted disgusting tonight. I did not want to eat.

I do not weigh enough to row with girls who weigh 20 lbs more than I do. especially one that prolly weighs like, 50 more, who can't pull her own weight. I can't even get in a full stroke behind her because SHE has too much weight on her to get a full stroke.

And pieces BY FUCKING PAIRS, WITH 300 LBS EXTRA DEAD WEIGHT??????????? WHAT THE FUCKING HELL???

yes I am pissed, and pmsing. I do not care. I am going to go and cry.

Hi All, Just thought I can start a blog on Indian culture which is centuries old, if any of you have or recollect aything in the past from your great grandmothers time including receipes, jewellry designs, dressing pattern, religious practices and their importance, painting, potraits or photographs, THE| OLDER THE BETTER, antique furnitures, kitchen utensils and storage containers, marriage ceremonies, etc...anything anything which can bring our past heritage into life to our modern and fast changing younger generation.

My temporal band mates and myself have made it to the finals of the school talent show. We performed again yesterday and made it through. It helps that I remembered the lines and as well that I kept on track with the instruments. It was hard the first time we tried because we had only one real practice and that was the day right before the first performance. So it was kinda hard to memorize the lines. We had only two practices  between the last showing and the reaudition.

And again I had my hand recorder with me during the last practice. I recorded a few and compared and saw the difference between the last practice and the first one. It's a Sex Pistols cover, "Sub-mission" sounds pretty snappy I guess. I can email all of you copies if I get your email.

This weekend was great.  Friday night the band had a show that went pretty well, and then I got to hang out with some friends I haven't really seen all summer, which was really nice.  Saturday evening I was working here at home, but I had several good conversations with friends in the process, including one person who I hadn't talked to in a very long time.  Last night we had a bonfire on our church's new property.  It was a great opportunity to talk to some people and get to know folks a little better as I prepare to officially start my job this week.  All in all, three nights that I really needed.

This week is all about practicing... I need to finish my multiple percussion piece by the end of the week, because I won't be able to have the entire thing set up once school starts next Monday.  I finally heard back from my accompanist for my marimba piece this morning, but that means that I have to have that completely ready to go so I can practice with her in the first week of school as well... it's going to be a crazy one.

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