Plushies @ MindSay

Dixie currently feels:

 Alone

 

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Blog Poem #1

 

 

I'm hiding my emotions from everyone,

I hide behind my fonts and smileys and fun.

 

The red arial, size twelve. Hides all,

Except the days when I sob, cry and bawl.

 

Those days are the days when I let everything flow,

I post photos of cuts and leave it all on show.

 

I'm shit at writing poetry, but everyone says I'm not,

I'm so bad I have to use rhyming dictionaries, a lot.

 

But poems just sound so wrong when they don't,

A rhyme on the end of each line, or flow it just won't.

 

I was just laid in bed, holding her under my chin,

She still has your scent, but its vigor is thin.

 

I hold her too close, my smell is now overpowering her,

But I don't think I can let go, I need to keep a hold of her soft brown fur.

 

My structure of syllables and prose is just fucked,

Try as I might, my talent's just cooked.

 

It'll never be whatever it once was,

I've turned it all against myself, because...

 

I don't even know the reason myself,

I took too much time over your shelf.

 

If it falls down then we'll all get a pain,

Right in the skull where it'll fall to blame.

 

Blame the one who didn't tighten the rivets enough,

A defective spanner, she didn't tug it so rough.   

 

Poetry is the worst form of expression in the world.

I don't think I'll try this again... My frustration is heard.

Journals would be pretty much useless if you couldn't use them to post pictures of plushies in obscure positions. So, here you go:

  

 

 

^This was the first thing I saw on my table when I walked in my house after going to McDonalds with cristina. No jokes here. I laughed like crazy when I saw it and just HAD to take the picture. XD

 

 

 

^Oh, and thats me. I remember someone on MindSay asking me to post a picture of myself. But I can't exactly remember who. Also, I hate taking pictures, but I actually like how this one came out.

 

<333 Enjoy. =D

    Middie cast her final spell, "That's the last panda doll tonight. 200. If I didn't have a full bank of panda plushies, I'd put you guys in with them. Oh well, I have no qualms with keeping 200 pandas in my house. ^ 3^"
    With that she was off, though not very fast for she was carrying a large backpack filled to the brim with 200 plushies. Along side her was Chez, her brown puppy. She glanced down at him, grinning and giggling. "Yeah, boy. It's a lot to heave. Hey, I wonder if Aur's around." She whipped out something that was like a palm pilot, except with a small keyboard. This was the buddy channel, her connection between all her friends. In the meanwhile, she dragged on towards the train to Orbis where she'd catch the ship to Ellinia.
    <Middie> Hey, what's goin' on?
    <Aurr> Soupppp.
    <Middie> I have to carry 200 pandas home. ; 3;
    <Aurr> I'll help carry them!
    <Middie> Nah, it'sokay.
    <MagicalTurd has turned on her BudChat.>
    <Middie> Hi!
    <MagicalTurd> Hi :D
    <Aurr> Middie has 200 pandas.
    <MagicalTurd> O_O!
    <Middie> I'm about to take off from Ludi, catch ya later.
    <Aurr> :< Man I wish these things worked in the air.
    <Middie> Yeah, really.
    <Logging Off...>
    She glanced at her watch, 3 minutes left.


PS STILL EDITINGA

alright im wondering if this is not right for some one of 13 to do. I got these plushies of Sasuke, Neji, Kiba, ( from Naruto) and a plushie of Kyo ( from Samuari Deeper Kyo). I keep them on my bed and alternate nights i sleep with them. I even talk to them. I havent done this in like years! Is it bad or unatural? Or if there other like me please tell me so so i know im not going off the deep end!

that be all love ya ppl!