Planned Parenthood @ MindSay

Sarah 1 had sex with Ryan, Ryan had sex with Reanna. Sarah 1 came up positive for chlamydia n is probably the one that gave it to ryan. Ryan gave it to Reanna.

 

Sarah 1 has also had sex with Ben. I've also had sex with Ben.

 

and at 10:30am this morning, Planned Parenthood informed me that my chlamydia test from when Reanna and i went a week ago came back positive.

 

j wasn't seeing n e body else when i was seeing him, n even tho me n Rob did rub up against each other, he was wearing a condom. Ben is the only one i fucked that was seeing other ppl, and my dumb drunk ass didn't use a condom. (yeah, he pulled out n all of that, but that doesn't help protect against STDs, which i didn't even think of until the next day)

 

i don't know if sarah gave it to him or he gave it to sarah or if they also both fucked someone in common, but it doesn't really matter. i have three horribly awkward phone calls to make and a mix of god aweful anti-biotics i need to swallow now.

 

this is so fucking frustrating, i don't even sleep around that much! for fuck's sake, i didn't have sex for 3 months when j was dating carly!

 

fuck

 

n after j n i finally had things settled...(or as settled as they could be)...i'll have to write about that another time

 

fuck

 

i knew it. i fucking knew it, too, i had a feeling that this time would be it. i'd been having one of the symptoms for a while but i thought it was just my body being normal because i'm a normally gooey girl, but i guess not.

 

fuck

 

fuck fuck fuck

 

n Ben's # is the only one i don't have so i'll have to tell him thro myspace, lol. I really don't wanna call j or Rob, but i think its the right thing to do n even tho i promised Ben i wouldn't tell, i really want to tell them "I think a good friend of urs gave me chlamydia" or "I think one of ur room mates gave me chlamydia" (respectively).

 

btw, for those of u not keeping track, i had sex with Ben about a month ago, so i've had chlamydia for about a month. if i got it from Ben i might have given it to Rob, n the only way i could have gotten it from J was if he was seeing other ppl, but i think i should let him know n e way. (also recall that i have not had sex w/ J since about two weeks before i fucked Ben)

 

or u know, maybe i got it from getting my eyebrow pierced...lol...

 

FUCK!!!

Going through my mail just now I received two letters from two very diametrically opposed institutions:  The Catholic Diocese of Phoenix and Planned Parenthood.  I'm going to go out on the political/religious limb here (something which I don't do often) and share some of my thoughts. 

 

I received the letter from the Diocese because I am a registered Roman Catholic, but I will be the first to admit I've been undergoing a crisis of faith for some time now, and although I highly doubt I will ever renounce the faith I was brought up in, I also cannot claim that I am a true believer in the institution of the Roman Catholic church and it's laws.  Expounding on that subject would take a whole other post, and something I'm not ready to get into here, but let's just say I have my issues and I will deal with them in my own way, and in my own time.  The letter from the Diocese is a request for a monetary donation to the Charity and Developmental Appeal (CDA), an organization that helps families in need, educates children, and helps seniors get the care they deserve.  Programs which I want to help with, but my fear is this...can I be sure that my money will go to these good deeds, and not into the coffers of the Roman Catholic church?  I will not give money to assist in the payoffs of pedophiles and perverts.  The brochure lists a breakdown of how the money is spent.  There is a section titled:  Clergy, Seminarians and Religious ($1,648,710 out of $9, 424 005).  My question to myself is this, "What does that encompass?"  If I called and asked specifically if my money would end up in a legal fund for court cases and settlements, do you think they would admit that?  I have to take it on "faith" that the most of my money will go where the brochure says it will go, but that's part of my problem...my faith in them is not that strong. 

 

The letter from Planned Parenthood was also a very specific request for a monetary donation.  In December the local health center (at which abortions are performed) was heavily damaged by a fire (it was deemed an accident).  I am Pro Choice.  I do not believe any outside person, institution or entity should have any say regarding this matter.  The religious and moral consequences are between the woman and her god or gods.  I have never had an abortion, but women near and dear to me have.  Who am I to judge them?  Who are you to judge them?  This is my belief, these are my thoughts.

 

Having said all that...who do I give money to?  I want to help families that are having a difficult time.  I want to help children get a better education.  I want to help provide seniors with the care they deserve, but I don't want any money whatsoever going to assist in the amelioration of past lies and deception that took place within the Roman Catholic church.  I also want to ensure that the women of Phoenix still have a choice, and the access to make that choice.  I just find this situation a little bizarre, that both of these requests have turned up on the same day from two very different organizations.  I will be sending money to Planned Parenthood.  I haven't decided yet if I will send money to the CDA, and if I decide not to, then I will find charities that have no connection to the church and that assist in similar programs and donate to them. 

 

Thank you for reading with an open mind.  I welcome respectful and sincere comments.  If you have nothing helpful to add (regardless of your stance) then I'd rather you keep your comments to yourself.  Thanks again.

 

 

Bush is Hitler!  Bush is guilty of ethnic cleansing! 

 

 

Bush is Hitler.  Democrat Barney Franks says that this administration is guilty of "ethnic cleansing" because of the treatment of Katrina victims.  Seems a little harsh of a characterization to me.  I thought tossing a few billions at new orleans would be enough.  Perhaps I was wrong.

But I am fascinated by the accusation.  He says that because the N.O. residents are mostly black or ethnically in the minority, this is "ethnic" cleansing.

I immediately thought of Margaret Sanger.  She is the mother of "planned parenthood.”  More pertinent, she is a woman who spent most of her life in the study of Eugenics.

 

In her life, she was a proponent of forced eugenics, segregation, forced birth control and, of course, abortion.

 

A few quotes:

 

"The most merciful thing that a family does to one of its infant members is to kill it.”  – Sanger

 

"We should hire three or four colored ministers, preferably with social-service backgrounds, and with engaging personalities. The most successful educational approach to the Negro is through a religious appeal. We don't want the word to go out that we want to exterminate the Negro population…" – Sanger  (Here is a test for you.  Name one black "leader" and show me just one quote showing his being against abortion)

 

"Eugenic sterilization is an urgent need ... We must prevent multiplication of this bad stock." – Sanger

 

"Eugenics is … the most adequate and thorough avenue to the solution of racial, political and social problems.“– Sanger

 

"The marriage bed is the most degenerative influence in the social order..." – Sanger

 

"No woman shall have the legal right to bear a child… without a permit for parenthood".  From the “Baby Code” that Sanger proposed.

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All these quotes would be just words if it were not for the facts that they preface.  The fact is a full thirty-three percent of the forty-five million abortions in this country are black babies.

 

So, the next time you think Bush is guilty of ethnic cleansing because of Katrina, think of Sanger.  The next time you think Bush is Hitler, read some of those quotes of Sanger.  And if you don’t believe me, just look it up.

 

And don’t get me started on DDT. . .

at havard sq a woman was handing these out these people are going to the place with signs saying how bad it is to get an abortion, so they are going to go defend the right to abourtion by going there to try to get them to leave the clinic alone and the people going in to them so any one in the boston area that feel that wants to go its this saturday 1-13-05