Placebo @ MindSay

not much that has been going on lately,
just waiting for my b-day tomorrow, and
then registration for college...
Today I plan on flying to Texarkana
because all the furniture people
brought the furniture, and what
I cannot take on the plane my dad
is gonna have it sent to me!!!

I heard this band for the first time
last night, and I did not like them at
first, but they really are addicting.
The song is Song to Say Goodbye
by Placebo...

my mom called me last night, and since
i came out she has disowned me, mainly
because she is a Pentecostal preacher..
well, she called me and wanted me to
get as close to her as I was, and thats really
awesome.... We had a friendship first and
parent-son relationship next.. We talked
for about a hour..

I have to go though I got a 3:00 flight to
Texarkana... Wish me luck

.It's been a little over a week since I stopped taking prozac. I know I'm not supposed to notice results from that sort of thing until about three weeks, but I think I already do. Shock me shock me. They were placebos when it came to the things for which they were meant. Strangely, I could read the subtitles on the television in the common room from the other side of the room today without my glasses. Connection? There shouldn't be. If there is, then this is kind of a big deal.

.Speaking of the common room, I'm back in Vermont at school.

.You know, I used to really really not like Will Smith. I'm watching I am Legend right now and... miraculously, I'm enjoying it.

I'm still tired. I'm probably gonna head to bed soon though. I just ate some German Chocolate Pie and now i'm even more sleepy.

 

I talked to Jessica earlier. I havn't had the chance to talk to her in a while. I've been kind of blah. I forgot she's getting married July 7th. I'm supposed to be a Bridesmaid but I dunno if I can make it out to Michigan for the wedding. I need to talk to Dave and see if he does want to go for sure, or if he's just thinking about it. If we're gonna go for sure then this weekend or next weekend I need to go to Davids Bridal and try on the dresses she picked out an see which one I wanna wear. It's cool she didn't just pick one dress! She picked a line that has about 20-25 dresses in it so we can all pick what we wanna wear. It's hard for me to believe that she's gonna have red dresses instead of pink though. She's a bigger pink freak than I am a purple freak, aha.

 

I've been painting pictures in psp and playing with layouts. I'm bored now, hence the 2nd blog entry of the day. I've been listening to placebo a lot latey, and theres this one song stuck in my head. i'm gonna paste the lyrics.

 

"Blind"

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I know the best have tried,
I'd fill your every breath with meaning,
And find a place we both could hide.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

You don't believe me, but you do this every time,
Please don't drive me blind.
Please don't drive me blind..

I know we're broken,
I know we're broken,
I know we're broken.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I'd freeze us both in time,
Find a brand new way of seeing..
Your eyes forever glued to mine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it.

On my 'Pod: Ryan Star's "The Back of Your Car. I was fond of Ryan.

I'm feeling better about last night. I just really don't like surprises about money. *But* I had the money, and I guess that what's it there for. Though, I woulda rather had the whole Buffy series.....

I am going to hang with Drea tonight. She leaves for Seattle on Thursday. While, I'm happy for her, this weekend is when we woulda gone out for Hallowe'en, and it's really not the same at all without her.

Gregory and I are going to see She Wants Revenge and Placebo on Saturday. I have a little trepidation, but SWR should be good. I am still looking for a pair of cargo pants to where for the night, but no luck yet.

Gregory was very good to me last night. He took me to dinner and then to Wal-Mart. I really did luck out with him. :)

I smell like Gary's sweat. ew.
I also smell like beer, cigarettes, and bug spray.
Did everyone (I guess just Americans, huh?) have a good 4th?
I SWEAR I AM NOT IGNORING YOU GUYS.
I'm sorry for not blogging like I used to.
I just need a little break, I guess.
The entry before this one I made private, and the only person who read it (er, the only person who commented) was Magen.
In case you did read it but didn't comment, I made the entry disappear because plans changed.
And that's all. <3
(I'll make an entry about my weekend and today . . .eventually.)