Pirates Of The Caribbean @ MindSay

Woke up this morning at 1030 am. This is after going to bed ruffle around 3 am. What was the first thing I did. I went out the kitchen and asked my mother if she wanted to go to the Walden super flea. She said yes. So I returned my room, got changed out of my pj's and off to the super flea we went.

Upon arriving at the super flea, we looked around. Since it was a nice day out, weather wise, most of the vendor's where outside. No finding anything interesting out there, we went inside. Where in a case I saw it. It was a pirate cutlass (this one is identical to it). Sweet! I just had to have it. So I paid the 40 bucks for it and took it home.

Upon arriving back at home. I quickly returned to my room, and took down the sword that I had on my wall. Which really didn't have anything to do with anything. It was just a sword, that I bought years go. I put the new pirate cutlass up in its place. It's still so cool. Hehe.  Then it was time for today's dinner. Which was Velveeta mac & cheese, and polish sausage. Yum. After that, I turned on the TV and waited though the pre-race show's for today's NASCAR race. The winner would be Denny Hamlin, car number 11.

Then while chatting with a couple people on here, I watched Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead man's chest. Yes, I've seen it many times now. I still like watching it. There's just something about pirates I've always liked.

Anyway that brings us to right now, and right now I am watching NHRA drag racing. This after refusing an invite to go out to a movie, with "Lady J". Sorry, just don't feel like going all the way out there, and plus I work in the morning. The movie started at 920.

So here I sit, at home, as usual. Right? With way to much on my mind. Mostly negative thoughts. For example, why do I still live here? Do I have to? What would I do if my father died, or my mother? Or worse yet, both at the same time?  What will my life amount to? I mean the biggest fear a man should have, is finding out that his life has no purpose or meaning, and I think that's what my life has come to.

Alright, now that I've go that out , off my chest, so to speak. Not like it still wont be on my mind. Anyway, what else is on my mind? Nothing much else really. Do any of you valued readers have any comments, or questions ?

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So let see, where to begin.

I woke up at 930 to the sounds of my mother "wanna go with us or not ?"  Meaning, do I want to go with them to Letchworth state park or not. Humm, lets see, stay home and do nothing, or go with them and do nothing?

So I went with them. How fun, backseat riding the entire ride with them. At least it was a quiet and bitch free ride. Saw a few deer, hawks, and squirrels. Other then that, it was an uneventful day. Didn't even buy anything in the one gift shop.

By the time I got home it was 230 - 3 PM. For me, dinner was a TV dinner. Eww, yuck, but I ate it anyway.  I turned on what was suppose to be the NASCAR nextel cup race only to find some weird movie. I come to find out that the race has been postponed ! Grrr.

Now what are my plan's for the rest of the day. Right now I am watching Criss Angel: Mindfreak. Its a marathon that runs till 8 PM. Then there is the movie, Pirate of the Caribbean: Cruse of the black peal, on again. So unless I find something to watch, that's what I'll be doing till 11 PM. Anyone wanna do anything else?!

What's on my mind? Nothing really, got my new pendant on, and just sitting here. Feeling fat, and bored out of my mind. Really nothing worth mentioning going on. God, I wish it would freaking rain and cool it off. I hate summer, its to fucking hot!

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Went to work at 730 am. Where it was yet another normal day for me, or what has become normal day's for me. Seriously nothing happened at work today that is even worth mentioning. At least I don't think so.

Anyway, left there at 4 PM, where I came home. Got changed, ate dinner, and then drove my father to the Lancaster moose. After dropping him off my mother and myself were heading to the eastern hills mall. While at a stop light on the way over there. I look over next to me, to see a guy drinking a fucking miller light while he was stopped at the light. Like what the fuck ?! Do police in this god forsaken town do anything ?!

Upon arriving at the mall, we look around. Only finding the same shit that was there last time. Although while in the mall, I see a co-worker , Jen, we exchanged hello's and continue on our ways. As each of us with our respective mothers. To be honest, I am even surprised she said anything to me.

After leaving the mall, we went home. Where I returned to my room. Soon finding a movie to watch.

Right now, I am watching house. After that, is whatever, until 1235, there is another movie I wanna watch. Pirates of the Caribbean, dead mans chest. Which goes till 315. So, I guess tonight will be my late night.

Other than this, I have no other plans. As no one has asked me to do anything. Big shock, right?

As of right now the only plans for tomorrow, is possibly going to the flea market, maybe the Niagara falls outlet, and mowing the lawn. All this depending on weather conditions, and other peoples mood's. How fun?

Let's see, what's on my mind? My diet, exercising, pendants, stuff like that. Any questions for me?

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Was woken up at 420 this morning by my mother who needed a ride to work, as my drunken father who had got home around 2 am couldn't drive here. So I dragged myself from my bed, to my car, drove her to work, dropped her off and came home. Going back to bed by 435 am.

Waking to the sound of my alarm at 630 I got up and got ready for work. Then went to and arrived at work at 730. Where it was a typical boring day. With nothing out of the ordinary going on today. It was just way to fucking hot outside. It was around 90 today. Eww, I hate hot weather, it sucks!

I left work at came home at 4 PM. Where I pried my shoe's off my feet, and went to get changed. Then it was right back to the kitchen for dinner. Which was a baked potato, and meat loaf. I swear to god, I am so fucking sick of baked potato's. Can they make you fat, just wondering?

Anyway, I retired back to my room after dinner. Where I laid down in front of my TV and the fan to rest and cool off. I turned on the TV and watched Star trek. What else right?

Right now I am watching Pirates of the Caribbean, curse of the black pearl. It's on till 9. Then I'll watch American chopper, Hogan knows best, and the local news. Then it will be off to bed. While watching this I'll probably work out, to relieve my boredom and try to get thinner.

Let's see what's on my mind? Oh, my mother took my carbon fiber & stainless cross with her to work, and had it blessed. Other then that, there's really nothing on my mind at the moment, I am just genearly aggervated with pretty much everything at the moment. Ugh... Refure to past blogs, cause my life just doesnt change.

Alright, that's all for this entry, if you have any questions, you know the drill.

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