Pinewood @ MindSay

hey

I'm going to make this as quick as possible, I have alot of work that needs to be done..

Things this week have been rocky..

On monday in geo class I had to work with someone who mad my life a living hell last year, that kind of ruined my day, because he was an asshole even then 2 days ago..

Yesterday In geo class a different kid talked to me, called me emo infront of about 8 people in that class, and basically said I should kill myself. Didn't take that too well (the killing part, i really don't care much about the emo part)

Today things went well, i improved by 13% in science, now at a 83. Whoop:)

I have alot of homework to do tonight, which kinda sux..

Volunteered last night and tonight. After tonight ill be done all 40 hours. Might do more, not sure..

Well thats about it for now.

-:(Kristal:)

wow so much has been going on since the last time i blogged about my life (which was about a week ago) its insane:| let me catch you guys up:

This depression ive been feeling lately is finally starting to go away. On sunday i went over to my aunts for eater dinner and alot of my family from my dad's side was there and i had such a good time playing pool and other games with my cousins that its just really helped me to see the good things in life:)

Howvere, this week has been VERY hectic and stressful. This week ive had my work cut out for me; on tuesday i didnt have any homework, on wednesday i had alot, yesteday i had some, and today i got alot again for the weekend. But its just not homework thats stressing me out, its also the lack of sleep (i also haver a cold so that makes me even more exhausted), friends issues (2 of my friends broke up and i have to be the one in the middle who they talk to and everything. And one of my other friends is going through this rough time because of her Ex...), family issues, and all this other stuff. But on tuesday i had a guidance conceller meeting and tryed to get things out. It was really nerve racking though, telling someone who i don't even know who could even call my parents is they had to about everything in my life. Despite all that it went ok, but now I'm supposed to go to another meeting within a week or so, which is good. It was my decision to do this and Right now I honestly beilive its the best decision i could make:)

But even though there are bad things going on there are some good things: ive been getting up really easily lately and that just saves argument with my parents, so that makes me happy:) I havent really gotten yelled at that much this week, which save alot of stress:) But i shouldnt really say that cause this week has been stressful; its been sooo hectic with finishing up volunteer hours, friend problems, doing all this school work, keeping my room clean, dealing with parents, and all that stuff while having a cold and being completely exhasted. Infact today i have to volunteer at pinewood, re-organize my binder, clean my room, pratice piano like hell because i havent been doing that that much this weekend, and do a pile of homework which includes:

-A page of geography which is describing the challenges in articles of the Indian Act of 1876 or something like that

-Reading about 10 pages or so or my geo textbook and writing down all the key terms and writing the definitions in my own words

-Do 10 questions in sciuence; many questions ahve more than one part to them

-Read an article and answer questions about it

So yea thats one hell of a workload for me, but im actually getting better at mot procrastinating lol:) so yea im goingt o stop complaining and start it up. Bye for now

-:)Kristal:|

hey

well today was an interesting day..i started off the day with such a strange start..i was eating breakfast waitring for my dad to come back to give me a ride to school when i saw the newspaper open. I saw that it was open to the horoscopes so just for the heck of it i looked at mine. It said : Sagitarriious (however u spell it:P), dont care what other people are doinbg..and get involved in volunmtering to help the commmunity. Strange thing about this: last night i had a long convo with my bro rob, and we were talking about things like not caring what other poeple think, and i also volunteered tonite at pinewood. How scary it that:|

when i got to school i met up with conan..he was sad and i asked what was wrong w/him and he told me one of his best friends is going to jail today :(:(:( I felt SO bad for him..but by lunch time he was better..but what he did to get better isnt exactly good...ill just keep it at that. But even so i helped him through it..haha he toild me about this person who was hanging with him last night and was calling his name and doing a little freaky dnace while calling his name..i guess that isnt funny but if u wooda saw the little dnace u wooda been laughing:P

Anyways once i got home i did i workout with my brother..hes basically being my "trainer" since he needs to stay in shape and im going to be joing wrestling next year:) that was cool..hes also helping me with diet..wow i ate so much for supper today..5 meatballs, a half a big plate of spagetti, bacon, a bowl of beans, and a protein shake. That miite not be much for u guys but it is for me:P lol anyways after that i worked at pinewood..it was this birthday type deal..i had to dance w/clowns:| that was embarrasing...

anywho my dads yelling at me so bye

- Kristal

hey

well today was such an improvement:) In tech today im finishing up photoshop and there almost due. i just gotta due a few things and im DONE:D:D In english we are doing greek mytholgoy, which is pretty cool:) i honestly cant wait till the poetry unit though:) I did a poetry unit in grade 7 and loved it:) i then stopped writing though for a while until december 2005 when i needed away to express my feelings about how badly i was picked on at westmount..which helped me a bit...its also very interesting to look back on..not nesisarily a happy thing to look back on, but interesting. Ah, well im out of westmount now:D:D:D lol anywho geography today was..different. We had to go out in the snow and use GPS's and find where stuff is and things. I didnt really like it cause it was soo cold..plus while i was walking my shoe came off and when i put my foot down i put it in snow:| lol it was funny but it also kinda sucked..o well thoiugh:P

In science we are doing the table of elements, which is pretty neat:) all of our worksheets we got today were simple, and i didnt just sit there and talk the whole time so i got all of it donw..so...NO HOMEWORK:D:D lol which works out good cause i have to work at pinewood tonite:) Im doing somehting called hawkeye..dont know what that is but ill write about it when i get home;) Today i also got to get some more days to work..im only working usually 1hour and 30minutes a day which really isnt enough cause at that rate ill be working into it until the spring:( Not that i dont like pinewood its just that i wanna get it done with. So far i have 19 hours and 25 minutes..by the end of tonite ill be over half way done:D yippee lol:P

In other news theres a dance on thursday:D:D:D:D:D i cant wait im going w/conan..its going to be the first dance where im going with a boyfriend :P weird thing though: its been 3 and a half weeks and i havent told my parents:| aparently my brother robert told them about him though..but my parents dont remeber anything so yea.Ill tell them  If they ask who im going w/or whatever. lol so itll all work out.

Anywho i g2g eat and stuff then go. If i dont blog tonite ill prob blog tomorrow:) kkz bye

-:)Kristal:)

hey:)

Just got back from pinewood:) tunrs out that Hawkeye was the band that was played for the birthday party that was today..It was for all the residents whos birthday was in February. It was a fun night:) I got to talk to this old guy and hew asked me where the name Canada came from; i responded it came from a native word..he told me i was the first girl to ever get it right that he asked:P:D (he said i deserve a gold star for it lol:P). During the party one of the residents basically gained a new boyfriend with one of the other residents..lol. That resident had his grandson with him (the kid had to be around 11) and the old man said that i was going to dance with the kid..lol right away he was like "NO" lol. Doenst matter anyways the mosic wasnt dancable..like i said the band was name Hawkeye..the band was about 4 old ladies singing polkas and old folk songs. The only song i knew that they sang was "shed be coming around the mountain" lol..yea it wanst that bad though..because i got cake:P:D lol. so overall it was a good night..i ended up getting a few more hours so now i am up to 21:45..more than half way there:D lol. I also got some more hours in so by the middle of march i should be close to 30 hours:) lol so all is good

Anywho i gotta get a bath in  and trim my annoying bangs (yes i do trim my bangs sometimes:P(i know i am odd). lol so ill write again as soon as i can. byes

-:PKristal:)