I need to do this. I need to speak.
I need someone to listen, and I know it wont be you.
But no matter who listens, this is my feelings.
I think I need to come clean here, as to where some of the more "where did that come from entries that Dania Made" came from. It all stemed from Michael.
I think that there is something that I need to address and that would be the case of Michael. Michael. My best friend, Michael. My used to be best friend. The used to be best friend who is ignoring me for no reason Michael. The Michaelwho was my best friend who we shared everything with Michael. The Michaelwho has always meant so much to me Michael.
The Michael and Dania Michael.
We have been friends for 9 years.
He was the first person to be my friend.
He was the first best friend I had.
He was the first boy to ever like me.
He was the first boy to ever hold my hand.
He was the first boy to ever hug me.
He was the first boy to ever kiss me.
He was the first boy to really break my heart.
And he was able to do that, over and over and over and over again.
I did nothing but give my heart to him over, as a previous girlfriend and more importantly a best friend. I never had a best friend until him. He clicked. We worked. We were perfect. It was "where ever Dania is, Michael would be right there" and vice versa. We were unseprable. We did everything togther. He came into highschool shy, not confident in himself, and I changed him. I made him different. I made him the person is is today. I made Michael. He helped me to make me Dania. I cannot think of one memory that did not have him in it or right there beside me. He was my life, and I was his. I saved his life.
And now...
I'm being ignored.
Forgotten, and tossed away.
For what reason? I dont know.
I'm hurt.
I'm in pain.
I'm alone.
I need you to see I'm screaming for you to please hear me.
But what use is it
if
you
wont
hear
me
Yet, I move on.
I move on from the the year and half of a feeling that I had never felt before.
Im 21 years old, and I had never felt the feeling of agony...
Thanks to you...
I have.
