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I HATE DRAMA!!!

 so today was nice...kinda. i have a problem though. Tim seems to think he could tell me what to do or who i could talk to. He expects me to go and tell him everywhere i go and every thing that i do. Which i think is bullshit because im not even going out with him. When we broke up he asked if i wanted him to pay my phone bill..and i thought to myself ..."more money for me" so i said sure if you want to keep paying for it. So, i discovered that he gets my phone bill then asks me who i've been talking to and what numbers are on my phone bill. fucken bullshit! For example, i've been talking to this guy i've known for quite a while but never really talked to him until now. he's really awesome. Eli's his name. We went out today...just dinner and the park. i wouldn't think he was that type of guy because he looks all tough and straight forward. But today i met the soft side to him. he was very nice and i had such a good time that i kissed him. So, you know i got to my appt (where richie is staying) and i get a call from tim...he says "where were you? i just saw you get home and some guy dropped you off" so i was like "yeah, so? i do have a life you know?" then i said "what the hell are you doing stalking me?" (imagine what he would have done if he knew richie was in the appt) so he gets Eli's number that he has on my phone bill from last month and calls him and says a whole bunch of shit to him ...he tells him that we are still together. Then, Eli calls me and tells me this...he was very understanding and listened to me explain. He understood the situation and left it alone. but tim kept going at it and he continues to call...right this moment. i just dont think my love life is any of his business anymore and he should back off!

  On the bright side of things...Eli told me lots of nice things ...he said how beutiful, gorgeous and stunning i was...at that moment i was like wow! but then again it's typical coming out of a guys mouth when he's on a date. We are supposed to meet for lunch tomorrow but, forst thing in the morning i'm going to go to tim's place and get this stupid thing he has in his head all sorted out.

  As for richie...he has been staying with me and it's been great. he has a job and helps me with the payments but i really dont need it...he still insists. nothing has been going on between us although i know it going to sooner or later. he's like my rooomate now and he knows the i go out on dates and he's fine with that and doesn't flip out. We hang out just us sometimes or with our friends. Sometimes i wake up and find him laying there on my bed next to me. but i dont mind... i feel bad because he sleeps on the couch. When he wakes up before me he kisses me and gets up ...i dont open my eyes or say anything. i pretend i dont know.

it's been fun though. i haven't talked to Shawn in a few days but that's ok...he'll probably call in a couple of days....he always does.  

I will let you guys know what happens with tim and why he's doing this.

        just let me know what you think of this.

Yesterday was the first day warm enough to break out my favourite jacket, a spring jacket at that! It is a green sporty Winnie the Pooh type jacket that I have had since the end of high school.

Anyhow ... must have been a while since I have actually worn it. Mom and I went out wedding stuff shopping and I stuck my hand in my pocket to retrieve my keys. I noticed something paper like and wrinkled.

I pulled it out and it was a business card. A business card that a certain ex-boyfriend mitchamaphone , gave to me on our very first date with his phone number on it. It was right at the start of the Tulip Festival. Awwww, how I remember that date. A date where a boy was too afraid to kiss me he ran off, out and away from the car at the end of the night.

Sorry boy, I had to reminisce (and not spell it right).

• 2 students died because they ran out of a window.

• part of the hospital caught on fire.

• 2 random Scottish guys pulled over my friends and I and gave us their phone numbers.

• there was a threesome in our group (I wasn't involved)...on a wednesday night, no less.

• we realized some people in our group are crazy ass motherfuckers.

• it's been ranging between 30 and 80 degrees.

• people got ran over by an SUV in the pit.  ....how does one get a car...into...the pit?

• someone left me a voice mail that says, among other things, "where is my fucky sucky?" and "beotch...bye-otch!"

I met someone new today. 

I saw this girl on the bus today, we both got off at the Cherry Hill Mall and from the moment I saw her, I was intrigued.  She walked into the coffee beanery and I walked on, trying on shirts at Express and feeling generally uncomfortable in them.  I walked by the food court and I saw her sitting there at a table, nursing a cup of coffee in her hand, just relaxed, but seeming a little lost.  I went into another store to try on things, and she was still there.  I walked by her on the way over to the Starbucks to get some chai, and she looked up, and she smiled, and I smiled back.  That tightened my resolve, I was going to meet this girl and learn about her, so I did.  I sat at the table directly next to hers and said, so, where are you from.  It turns out she's from Texas and just moved here over the weekend.  We ended up trading phone numbers, but her phone is currently in the shop, so she said she'd call when it was out of the shop.  Her name is Charlotte. 

For some reason, this incident made me realize how inconsequential my having to restore my iPod to factory settings was in the scheme of things.

I've never approached a complete stranger so easily.  Working Old Navy is seriously increasing my courage with strangers, but it was something more than that.  There was something about her that said, approach me, I'm nice. 

Anyway...

I saw Reel Big Fish, El Pus, Punchline and Zolof the Rock & Roll Destroyer tonight with my cousin Kelly!

They were amazing. 

El Pus is a combination of rock/rap/funk as has never been seen before.  CHECK THEM OUT!  They're incredible, and I gave one of the guys a hug :).  I got my Zolof ep and Punchline ep signed as well :). 

I should have bought pins for my pin collection though..seriously.