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25 things about me

1.     Sometimes when I wake up in the morning and look in the mirror, I laugh at my kinky hair standing straight up.

2.     I have what I call a movie mind, no matter what you tell me good or bad I can actually see it like a movie in my mind. Those who know me use this against me in many messed up ways.

3.     As a child I would climb up a tree with my pink blankie, a doll, and my tea set; I would tie my blankie from one branch to the next and have a tea party 20 feet in the sky. (I still have that blankie)

4.     Over the years I’ve learned some people just don’t like you so why try and be something you’re not, there’s now point in pleasing everyone, eventually you’ll need someone who loves you exactly how you are .

5.     I was born in Miami, raised in San Jose, CA, and Loiza, Puerto Rico and now that I’m in Cali-I see how that might be the reason for my unique, random, and slight crazy personality although I can be shy in many situations.

6.     Through out high school I would only go on dates to go to free movies and food even if I had not interest in the guy.

7.     I love singing in the shower and daydream that I’m an amazing performer.

8.     There are times I surprise myself with random comments that don’t make sense, and I don’t notice until people look at me with a blank face.

9.     I meet a lot of people and befriend a couple, but those I do befriend I hold dear and are very important to me.

10. I love playing pranks: One night I waited until my boyfriend fell asleep and wrote all over his back with a marker. HEHEHEHE

11. Sometimes I think my family was taken out of a bad comedy movie. I still love them.

12. When I get tired of studying in the library, I sit outside near stairs and laugh at everyone who trips or falls on their butts.

13. I tend to be the mom in my group of friends giving out random advice and home remedies.

14. I think laughter can cure anything; I love it when random people smile at me it makes my day and I love making people laugh, especially if they’re upset.

15. I get nervous when I have to network and when there are more than 5 people in a small place.

16. I hate it when my socks get in between my toes, so I buy children socks or the smallest socks available for adults.

17. I love writing about random subjects and my dream is to write a book full of random memoirs and thoughts.

18. I once promised a best friend that if we were not married by 26, I would go lesbian and marry her. (don’t worry Jenifer Adam no one knows who you are…LOL)

19. I want to put together a group of my favorite girls in the world and travel.

20. When I get really pissed my puertoricaness comes out and I start saying cuss words no one here gets.

21. Sometimes when I’m upset I get in my car and start driving aimlessly; I’ve gotten lost in weird places doing this.

22. I want to do something in my life that will change someone else’s.

23. I have never hated anyone in my life, not even those who have hurt me the most.

24. I hate confrontations and I don’t believe in violence, but there are times I picture myself beating certain people up. (Wink) Most people don’t know I used to fight all the time.

25. I love being happy and even when the world seems like a dark place to be, I’ve discovered I rather be in it that out. 

 
 
   
 

The internet personality paradox
Some people come to the internet expecting an escape, a possibility of being accepted as they truly are, without the mask that a “politically correct” society requires.

At first, they may find people who will easily accept that otherwise unacceptable personality trait. But unfortunately, the internet is just another society with its own rules and prejudice. Sooner or later, this special virtual society will start judging the other personality traits.

With the fear of losing this recently-acquired acceptance, slowly, the need for a mask comes back. And the need for a third personality arises.

The next best solution is having one internet personality for each of our “otherwise unacceptable” personality traits. For example, one blog to talk about an eating disorder, another for alcohol, another one for sex..

Of course we could replace “otherwise unacceptable” with “otherwise unsatisfied”.

Either way, is this normal? Can people really live and be happy with multiple personalities?
 
 
 

   
so-called relegion.
I don't go to church. I only pray when i feel the need to. I have a child even though I'm not married.
I don't know if God is real, he might be..he might not be. I don't judge others. I'm not going to give fake sincerity and then talk shit behind your back. I'm not going to call you a bad person because you don't believe in the same things as i do. Every Religion is a good a guess as Christianity. I don't care if you worship some one with 4 hands, or if you pray to a cow. I will talk to you because your interesting, and i might be able to learn from you. Ill have a conversation with you because maybe we might have some things in common, and we might just enjoy each others company. If only life was this simple,but its not..And it never will be. Because religion is like a disease,and it will spread like cancer until every single person in the world is infected. I'm only 21, and i think religion has caused me more problems than anything else. So fuck religion. Lets just be friends.
 
 
   
 

100 Truths and No Lies.

100 Truths!

1. Last beverage A can of Coke. Which is still ¼ full on my Computer desk.

2. Last phone call Um. No?

3. Last text message No.

4. Last song you listened to King Of The World – Porcelain and The Tramps. It makes me feel proud and self-indulgent. Both of which I am not.

5. Last time you cried This morning.


HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated someone twice Nope. Never dated.

7. Been cheated on? No.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Yes. On the cheek, nothing passionate. I’m such a fool.

9. Lost someone special? You better believe it.

10. Been depressed? Too many times to count.

11. Been drunk? – No. Never will.
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LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
Too bad, I don’t have a favourite colour… Sorry to disappoint you.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends
 Most definitely! ^^

16. Fallen out of love
  Er, I think so.

17. Laughed until you cried
 Oh yes! xD

18. Met someone who changed you
 Should have asked me previously. But, I can’t answer that for this year. Answer will have to wait.

19. Found out who your true friends were
I don’t know. But I found out what a friend SHOULDN’T be like!

20. Found out someone was talking about you
 A lot of times throughout my life.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list
Nope.

TRUTH

23. How many kids do you want to have
None right now! But, when I’m older – at the most, 3.

24. Do you have any pets?
Yup. One dog, two cats. All female.

25. Do you want to change your name
 Lot of thinking on this one. But, I’m gonna have to say no. I am who I am, and nothing can change that – even if it’s a name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday
Pretty much nothing.

27. What time did you wake up today
 Er… I think around 10:30 A.M?
 
28. What were you doing at midnight last night
Crying, most likely.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
Life to get better. Good grief!


30. Last time you saw your father
  Today.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
Myself.

32. What are you listening to right now
King of The World – Porcelain and The Tramps.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom
  Yup. He was a friend of mine in Grade Seven… Needless to say, we went our separate ways.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now?
 Life.

35. Music or sports?
Music. Totally.

36. What’s your real name? Why would I hide that? Check my profile. I’m too lazy.

37. Relationship Status
Single. Hasn’t changed once.

38. Zodiac sign
Pisces.

39. Male or female
Female.

40. Elementary
Loathed it.

41. Middle School
 What?

42. High school – Love it.

43. Hair color
Used to be an ashy brown. But now it’s a slightly toned red.

44. Long or short
Very short.

45. Height
I don’t know. Ask me moron of a doctor.

46. Do you have a crush on someone?
 I don’t know. I can’t tell.

47. What do you like about yourself?
 My eyes.

48. Piercings
Yup. When I was a tot’, mom took me to get my ears pierced.

49. Tattoos
None. Don’t plan on getting them. But if I did, I would probably get a small one on my shoulder. Of what, I don’t know.

50. Righty or lefty
I’m a righty.

FIRSTS:

51. First surgery
  Um. Eye surgery? When I was a baby.

52. First piercing
 Ears.

53. First tattoo— None.

54. First best friend
 Jess! :3 Still friends today!

55. First sport you joined
Screw that question.

56. First pet  Sasha, but I don’t remember her. She was a miniature schnauzer. She died.

57. First vacation
You expect me to remember that? My trip to HOME from being cooped up in a hospital for months! Be satisfied with that one!

58. First concert None.

59. First crush Joe. …Ugh. >.>

60. First alcohol drink
None. Never will.

RIGHT NOW


61. Eating
  Nothing.

62. Drinking  Nothing.

63. I'm about to
I don’t know. Continue breathing?

64. Listening to
  Stop asking!

65. Waiting for
Life to change. >.>

 

YOUR FUTURE

66. Want kids? Yes and no. I alternate between the two. I love kids, but at the same time, they bug me. I have 0 tolerance for being around people when it’s outside of school or something like that.

67. Want to get married? I used to. But now I don’t know. Sort of.

68. Careers in mind?  Author, Website Designer, Child & Youth worker.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

69. Lips or eyes
I like eyes.

70. Hugs or kisses
I like both, I guess. Though I’ve never been kissed.

71. Shorter or taller
Taller.

72. Older or Younger
Older.

73. Romantic or spontaneous   Um… I dunno.

74. Nice stomach or nice arms
…The heck?

75. Tattoos or piercings
Not too many.

76. Sensitive or loud
 Sensitive. Loud people get on my nerves after a while.

77. Hook-up or relationship
Relationship.

78. Trouble maker or hesitant
Not into the bad boys.

HAVE YOU EVER…

79. Kissed a stranger
Never.

80. Drank hard liquor
Never.

81. Lost glasses/contacts
I lost my glasses on my forehead a couple times. Does that count?

82. Lost clothing
I dunno.

83. Broken someone's heart I think so. Go ask ‘em.

84. Had your own heart broken?
Too many times to count. It wouldn’t surprise me if I didn’t have anymore pieces of heart to be broken.

85. Been arrested-> Never.

86. Turned someone down Yup.

87. Cried when someone died
Who hasn’t?


88. Had a friend turn into a crush?
Yes.

 

 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

89. Yourself
  I used to. But now I don’t.
 
90. Miracles
No.

91. Love at first sight
No.

92. Heaven
Ask me later.

93. Santa Claus
Not anymore. When I was a kid I used to.

94. Kissing on the first date?
 I guess so.

95. Angels
See ‘Heaven’.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
 Most defiantly.

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Never ever ever. Nor will I ever. I remain loyal and faithful.

98. Do you believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever? Depends in what way. If you’re talking about relationships, then yes. Religion? Yes as well. But many people don’t remain faithful in both ways.

99. What's the one thing you cannot live without?
…Oxygen?

100. Heaven or Hell? What? Do you mean what I would be in? Pssh, knowing my luck, probably hell… But for some odd reason that doesn’t seem to scare me. I wonder why.

 

 
 
 

   
It's just one of those rare days...
Where I hate the fact that I'm single. Maybe it's the fact I feel totally left out.

And I caught a sore throat yesterday. I think I'll be coming down with something soon. D: I always get sick on holidays. It's annoying.

Oh, and I've recently discovered that I have a crush. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. He's been on my mind a lot, recently...
Dangit. DX

Vicki called me last night, at around 6 P.Mish. She asked me if I wanted to go for a walk, and I agreed. We went for our little walk around, and she was telling me how she was over her ex-boyfriend Matt, and how he has still been a jerk lately. She told me about a day recently, where she said hi to him, and he responded with telling her that she was annoying. She told me she wasn't friends with him anymore, and I told her that she made a good move - and how I never liked him anyway, because he just had this arrogance with him, in my opinion.

Then we went back to my house, and she stayed there till 11. We mainly talked about boys (believe it or not), and she was showing my pictures of her new aquired boyfriend, whose name is Nick - to which, I bluntly commented positively on. I don't really comment on other people's partners, as everyone has their own opinions, right? Sometimes my friends ask me to look across the room, and ask me if I think somebody certain is hot. I just shrug. Everyone has their own definition, and I don't really go by looks, persay - it's personality and the heart that really matters.

I also told Vicki about the guy I like, and how I feel slightly out of his league. She told me that I should get my buddies to ask him out for me, but I replied with the thought that he would think I'm a coward if I did that.
She told me that, from what I told her about him and the way he acts, that he likes me as well. I wasn't so sure. Still not.

"Well, why couldn't he not like you? You're smart, pretty... And you have a GREAT personality." - I guess she serves a point, but I'm just not the main item that guys "look" for, I guess. I'm really clingy, too - so that's an annoying bonus. XD Who knows. It's what the guy wants, I guess.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so dang shy. This is one of those times. DX I wish I could be courageous to confess my feelings...
Pssh, yeah, that'll be the day!
 
 
   
 

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