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Dixie currently feels:
Saddened
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Today's good points:
- Adam came over for a little bit, and we listened to Maximum The Hormone for about three hours - the same song on loop, coz it's mint. :)
- Adam said my hair smelt nice - which is a very rare phrase coming from him. :)
- I got some more of my music sorted out.
- I went on a downloading fit.
- I made some stuff on Photoshop.
- I found some new things to draw.
- I ate lots of pizza.
- Adam's coming down tomorrow too.
- It's twenty-past 5, and I'm WIDE AWAKE. I'm not gonna sleep.
- I downloaded the best Maximum The Hormone song EVER... One of my favourite songs now.
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Today's bad points:
- The events with Emily today were rollercoaster.
- I had more thoughts about getting SR out again.
- I didn't do my coursework, now I'm panicking.
- I have EVEN MORE stuff to organise after my downloading fit.
- I got my period without realising, and got blood all over myself.
- I have no energy to do anything.
- I'm gasping for more Pepsi, but we don't have any left.
- I've tried to get more good points than bad, but I don't know how the day's actually gone...
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Today's picture:
I made that on Photoshop, by modifying an older picture I'd drawn before.
I think it's rather good for a five minute job. :)
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Today's lists:
Dixie's current favourite songs:
- Less Talk, More Rokk - Freezepop
- Chu Chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nururu Rero Rero - Maximum The Hormone
- Wait And Bleed - Slipknot
- Rosenrot - Rammstein
- Southpaw - Double You
- Absolute - Thousand Foot Krutch
- There's Gotta Be Something Better Than This - Sweet Charity
- Prayer Of The Refugee - Rise Against
- Bed Of Razors - Children Of Bodom
- Laid To Rest - Lamb Of God
Dixie's current favourite YouTube videos:
- Chu Chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nururu Rero Rero (Live)
- Lima's Red Shoes
- Do You Come Here Often?
- What's That String?
- Beauty Tips
- Keeping Up Appearances Outtakes
- Smackhead with her hand caught in a letterbox!
- Will You Go To Prom With Me?
- Spelling Bees Are Serious Shit!
- Is it a penis?
Dixie's current favourite flash games:
(Do a damn Google search, you had enough out of me with the YouTube links! :P)
- Aggressive Alpine Skiing
- The Impossible Quiz
- Supermarket Shag
- Monkey Dude
- 30K Starfighter
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Today's consumed edibles:
- 10" chicken & bacon stuffed crust pizza
- 2 pints of Pepsi Max, with ice
- 10 Quality Street chocolates
- 2 Chicago Town meat feast pizzas
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Today's randomness:
Remember in my last blog I took the rip out of some songs from Guitar Hero 3?
Well I'm going to do the same now, only with Freezepop songs. :)
Plastic Shit
(Plastic Stars)
Shit King
(Chess King)
Less Talk, More Shit
(Less Talk, More Rokk)
Get Ready 2 Shit
(Get Ready 2 Rokk)
Duct Tape My Shit
(Duct Tape My Heart)
Science Genius Shit
(Science Genius Girl)
Shitpower
(Brainpower)
Aww, Freezepop aren't funny...... :(
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Today's joke:
What's big and red, and sits in the corner?
- An embarrassed elephant. :)
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Today's questions:
What is your favourite ice-cream flavour?
- Vanilla, especially with chocolate or toffee sauce.
What is your favourite smell?
- Lavender! If you put lavender near me when I'm angry, I'll suddenly grow very affectionate and quiet, and want to rub my head on your neck.
What are your most hated bands/artists?
- Good Charlotte, James Blunt, Marylin Manson, Simple Plan & Rhiannon
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And finally...
Today's song lyrics:
Shadow Of The Moon - Blackmore's Night
In the shadow of the moon,
She danced in the starlight
Whispering a haunting tune
To the night...
Velvet skirts spun 'round and 'round
Fire in her stare
In the woods without a sound
No one cared...
Through the darkened fields entranced,
Music made her poor heart dance,
Thinking of a lost romance...
Long ago...
Feeling lonely, feeling sad,
She cried in the moonlight.
Driven by a world gone mad
She took flight...
"Feel no sorrow, feel no pain,
Feel no hurt, there's nothing gained...
Only love will then remain,"
She would say...
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Alright, so this is seriously the stupidest-sounding song ever written, but I kind of...no, you don't get it! This is seriously the Ed Wood of all music (Hannah, ask Em about Ed Wood. His stuff is so mind-numbingly horrible that she begged me to take her place in class so she wouldn't have to watch any more, while she would go and take my calc test for me. She and Jamie were having an up the anty contest to see who could get me to take their place, that's how bad it was).
-ahem- NEVERTHELESS! I find it funny, almost enjoyable just because the singer couldn't be coherent to save his life (even when he's talking, not even singing), and the mix is so bad that you can barely hear him anyway. Besides that, I relate to the...well...not to the LYRICS, but to the the words anyway. I'm not really feeling terrible right now (except that I've been up for almost twenty-four hours now so I've got a headache and my eyes hurt), but...well...even when I have a good day, I still feel like this guy.
By the way, I don't think the official lyrics actually exist, so this is somebody's best guess. I kid you not! Look for these lyrics! Everybody has a slightly different copy.
Are you ready?
Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's like I need time to figure these things out
But there's always someone there going
Hey Mike:
You know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately.
You know, maybe you should get away and maybe you should talk about it, maybe you'll feel a lot better
And I go:
No it's okay, you know I'll figure it out, just leave me alone I'll figure it out. You know I'll just work by myself.
And they go:
Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here you know and you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it.
And I go:
No I don't want to I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself and they just keep bugging me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside and it builds up inside.
So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way.
[Chorus:]
I'm not crazy - in an institution
You're the one who's crazy - in an institution
You're driving me crazy - in an institution
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
I was in my room and I was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing
And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was there she called my name
And I didn't even hear it, and then she started screaming: MIKE! MIKE!
And I go:
What, what's the matter
And she goes:
What's the matter with you?
I go:
There's nothing-wrong mom.
And she goes:
Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!
And I go:
No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, why don't you get me a Pepsi.
And she goes:
NO you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking.
She goes:
No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!
I go:
Mom just give me a Pepsi please
All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi.
They give you a white shirt with long sleeves
Tied around you're back, you're treated like thieves
Drug you up because they're lazy
It's too much work to help a crazy
[Chorus]
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:
Mike, we need to talk to you
And I go:
Okay what's the matter
They go:
Me and your mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems,
You've been going off for no reason and we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody,
We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.
So we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere
Where you could get the help that you need.
And I go:
Wait, what do you mean, what are you talking about, we decided!?
My best interest?! How can you know what's my best interest is?
How can you say what my best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy?
When I went to your schools, I went to your churches,
I went to your institutional learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy.
They say they're gonna fix my brain
Alleviate my suffering and my pain
But by the time they fix my head
Mentally I'll be dead
[Chorus]
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
It doesn't matter I?ll probably get hit by a car anyway
I have to first state that my brother's fiancee is very gullible, and it is easy to get her excited on a cause that supports even little to no actual facts of logic. One such time of particular amusement to me and my honey, who watch the discovery, science, and history channels frequently, was when she saw a four hour special on dragons that we had already seen. She completely misunderstood it.
The special was titled something to the effect of 'dragons are real' (not sure on the full actual name but something close to that) She had missed the beginning, and apparently all the parts within it , or the end..... that it had stated that this was theory, ifs, and possibilities... but as a matter of artistic styling they do present it as real and fact...
She was very admit on the 'fact' that they had found a 'real' dragon frozen in ice. that there was 100% proof of them now. They had dna and all or something like that... (kind of like them finding the woolly mammoths) she and my brother went on about it at a family dinner... and though Gary and I told them we saw the same special and it was not real, and that they even say that in places of the special she still went on. We also tried to point out that something that big would have maid the main stream news long before a special would have been made. And a lot of people would be paying at least a little more attention to something like that. (A side note: We have our theories on dragons and do believe in there existence in some form, we were not mocking or putting down her for believing in them... just trying to let her know what the special was actually about.)
Anyhow... so I checked my hotmail today which I only do once every few days or so. Now she rarely emails me to begin with... but what to I find but a forward.... how annoying.... I read it anyhow though cause it came from her.... and after reading it I could do nothing but shake my head in amazement that she would send this to me based solely alone on the fact that she KNOWS I am of pagan beliefs. Secondly this was a rumor back in 2002-2004 and proved untrue... and simply based upon a dr. pepper can which was true but misconstrued by some hoaxer to get christians in an up rise about it.
The first is the link to the hoax on about.com , the second is to the actual company and can picture.... and the third link is to the top hoax list for 2004... (I had to giggle at the ups one hehehehe...) and last below is the email she sent me....
http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/blpepsi-can.htm
http://urbanlegends.about.com/od/internet/a/top_10_uls.htm
-----Original Message-----
Subject: DON'T BUY PEPSI IN THE NEW CAN!
Subject: DON'T BUY PEPSI IN THE NEW CAN!
Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the EmpireStateBuilding, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone.
In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.
HOW FAST CAN YOU FORWARD THIS ONE?
Just to be cute I do have a suggestion to make on the debate of leaving out 'in god we trust' or 'under god' in various government and patriotic things that might settle things for almost all religions involved.... how about we let them leave it in, but have them add the letter S... making it 'in gods we trust' or 'under the gods'... hehehehe... just a thought.... I would even be willing to say add these ( ) to it making it 'in god(s) we trust' and so on.... oh I amuse myself...
Okay, this would be my first blog so it's going to be boring...but in the future my other ones will be mainly rants 
+ hopefully they'll entertain you as much as they do me. So here I go..
-The names Cathy.
-I'm 14 although people say I look a lot older.
-I live on the coast.
-I'm 'obnoxious' and 'never stop talking'.
-I'm single and happy.
-I love pulling pranks.
-The only movies that I enjoy are comedies and horrors.
-I loveeee to ski/snowboard.
-The fall is the best.
-I listen to mainly rock, metal, screamo, oldies, indie, techno, and alternative music.
-I have several best friends.
-Yes, I have a myspace but it's for personal use only.
-Coke is way better than Pepsi.
-My current job is babysitting.
-Pain makes me laugh.
-I love adrenaline rushes cough amusement parks cough.
-Concerts rock.
-Cruises are fun.
-I love talking to strangers and meeting new people.
Want to know more?
IM me. CDxox14.
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Ok, so three weeks have passed.
Three mighty fine weeks at those, but today everything just seemed to go wrong.
Everything I have ever done wrong just hit me right in the face, minute after minute.
Talk about one depressing day, one day you edge on suicidal as never before - this is seriously it. And I've NEVER had to say that before.
Every regret or guilt, or fear, or lie, or bad experience just went BAM! and hit me in the face. BAM!
I seriously don't know what brought it on, I'm sure. ALL WEEK I was fine, despite several negatives I was SMILEY and fine.
But then I woke up today and I was regretting writing the 'Homosexuality aint Everything' blog - Even though I never have before.
Then after that I regretted the way I treated some people at school. - VERY unlike me.
After that I regretted stealing a few things in the past. - Had completely forgotten tbh.
There's many more that just hit me, but I can't type them here. Someone knows them all, but they aren't necessary here. Seriously. If I could be born again, I would. I SHOULD NOT have regrets, I'm 16 ffs, but they're swallowing me right now.
Anyways.
I've realised all the negative traits I have and WOW the list is endless.
I realised how easily I get:
Jealous, Over-Protective, Single-Minded, Envious, Guilty, Angry, Confused.
VERY Easily.
And lately it's happened more than ever - over things I really shouldn't be feeling those things ^ and so I suck.
I think it's affecting my friends too, I'm kinda rubbing off on them and I fear they will turn against me if I can't or won't change. I CANNOT let that happen. If it did, well I dont know, but it can't. I've gotta stop being all those ^ things and just be 'Jordan' which means a whole lotta work.
It also doesn't happen that I've had rumours go around about me in both the Virtual world and the real one.
Also, friends are saying things to other friends to influence them in particular decisions or their feelings about me, and that hurts. Really it does.
I feel like kinda saying 'If you have a problem with me say it to me' - I just want people to be open?
Yes. I cry. Im HUMAN, kkay? - I don't do it often, but I do. Unfortunately, most men will deny that they do. It aint 'manly' - I never believed in that shit. I've been so emotionally unstable lately. VERY Much, like the smallest things will start me, and I feel so weak, so weak and 'on edge.' - Things take over my brain and wont leave until they've marked it.
And so.
I feel like shit. Or I did, but I'm slowly getting there.
If ever you have had a regret - SHOVE IT right to the back of your head and hopefully they will never come and haunt you again. Either that, or live your life WITHOUT any regrets, I shoulda done.
Now. Time to drink some Pepsi. I'm secretly banned from any fizzy drinks - which is why you will never have seen me with any and with water all the time buttttt, Pepsi is enough to drive me insane, seriously. Anyone with Dyspraxia is advised to stay away from fizzy drinks bc they van be damaging but it helps me so much in forgetting everything. Kinda like taking drugs does for some people, or drinking for others - Pepsi in it's lil can does that fine for me
. Soooo *cheers* to the can of Pepsi. Now I feel better for dowsing you all with my woes. Not seriously but I'll be ooooook
Jordanx.
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