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and it's basically my DREAM to be president of it! oh my gosh. it's like getting into Chico University. it's like being Senior Editor of the school yearbook. it's like lettering in Track all four years of high school. it's what i'm gunna do. it's what i will do. it's not a question. it's a statement. i will do it. i will be an officer in Pep Club.
only it was ruined today after school. i fucking chickened out. CHICKENED OUT.
i feel like a fucking retard. i cannot believe i did that. just because (i won't say their names) B and S were in there. just because two people in all of Pep Club dislike me. i can't believe it. i didn't even go in. i didn't even touch the doorknob. i didn't even say anything to Krenka today at practice. i just looked in for two seconds, saw them, and chickened out of joining Pep Club. just didn't. i don't know why. two people? two people in all of Pep Club. why? why??
i have no fucking clue. i just. i don't know. i'm not the type of person to let others stand in my way of things i'm going to do. like i said, Chico State, Senior Editor, Track...nothing. except this. i mean. gosh.
i mean. i don't want to join something where i know for a fact that there are people in there that hate me. who does? that's stupid. like a white person walking into the ghetto. or a black person in the middle of a KKK gathering type thing. who would do that? that's stupid.
but who is seriously going to let someone stand in the way of something they've always wanted to do either? exactly. i don't want to be the person to say "oh i wanted to do that but B and S were in it so i didn't." no. no. no no no no. NO. that's stupid. i'm not going to do that. i'm not going to be that type of person.
and then again. i'm already in track with both of them. and i mean. jeez. it doesn't bother me that they dislike me. it's just that they have no reason. absolutely no reason. i seriously don't care that they don't like me, i care that they dislike me with no reason. i don't even care WHAT the reason would be. seriously. even if it were the fact that i'm gay. okay that's a fucking stupid reason but it's still a fucking reason. and that's their problem anyways.
no. i've decided. i'm joining Pep Club and i know i can't be President but i'll be Vice President.. i'm gunna text Krenka right now.
I'm willing to do today what others won't so I can live like others can't.
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Alrighty, so, yes,I am aware that I haven't x-actly been perfectly up 2 d8 w/this blog, but c'mon...I had 2 move...just cut meh sum slack. So, let meh pull jahz up 2 speed...yes...I'm making quite an early post, but I have a Reader's Theatre Meeting this morning...I'll put our skit's script on herrr sum time, just as long as therrr rn't any loosers who feel the need 2 plagourise...lol...so anyway...Not that big of a deal, but I have a boyfriend...his name's Chris...watch...he's prolly reading this & laughing & planning on taunting meh the x-act sec. he reads this >.< .:laughs:. no he is nothing like that, otherwise, I wouldn't b going out w/him....friggin' durrrr....so...u guys already r aware that I am Secretary of the Thespian Club...et rox! ^ . ^ so un4tun@ly this wk & next wk's spirit wk...2day's nerd/geek day...as if i would b apart of that ridiculous nonsense. It's a very stupid tradition. @least the nerd/geek day is...I got invited 2 this costume/halloween party...Idk if i can go, but et soundz fawesome....there's also a pep rally next wk, Cougar Day, the Cougar Day Dance, the Halloween Band Party, the Halloween Choir Party,& Alice in Wonderland -A.I.W.- sure is right around the corner, boy I sure am a busy bee...lol...well, that's m'bout et...oh jah, meh & Chris have been going out 4 11 dayz now
X_____~ Mrs.Depp ((~& Selck =) ~))
Today was superhero day for school spirit. My friends and I dressed up as Ninja Turtles. I was the red one of course....We wore masks, elbow and hand bands, with weapons to! During our pep rally I used my bull horn blower thing that I bought ($6 wtf?) and used that. Everyone kept telling me to stop but eventually it got so cold that white puffy stuff just came out....so yeah. Then we wore our masks all day and kept saying Kawabunga!
Anyways....my dad is home. He arrived about Tuesday and since then he has been sick. We think its food poisoning. I hope he gets better....he leaves soon again to. Damn the bastard thing that did this...
I hope Christina, Cherizo, and Nicole are doing good. Whats up?