Peotry @ MindSay

Somewhere along the broken line I came upon a crack
Paused long enough to kiss it better, instead fell off the track
Paused some more to wait for a hand to pull me from the dark
In the stead of helpful digits came a tiny lark

rage, tears, restlessness
all at once
all day long
my skin is crawling
my eyes are wet
and I just want to
scream and cry
I want to be alone
disapear into the dark
torn
I want to be engulf
with attention
held tight where I cant
squirm or get loose
held so tight with a
comforting grip
until it feeling dissipate
but don't breath wrong
so I don't rage and hurt you
the feelings are so strong
the restraints may not hold
overwhelmed with these
desperate feelings of
anger, despair and longing
1/2007 dayzeday

i heard your words
they burned into
my soul like a brand
I tried to move
but could not stir
scorching my brain
trying not to believe
piercing my heart
trying not to feel
i do not want it to
scare or leave a mark
fighting against every inch
as it breaks my flesh
trying not to value
the branding burned
giving little creedence
to the words you left
yet they echo against my scream
pressing deeper inside my brain
and scaring me with hope
now i want you to value
the brand you left inside
with the words you spoke
with the actions you will take
hoping you now the marks you left
for I am yours now
for I am tainted
with your mark
with your imprint
with your words
of kindness, compassion
and forever and ever
2/2007 dayzeday

It feels like the beating of the sun rays

dancing on my flesh ...

and burning my eyes.

It is the uncontrolable urge,

to not stand still.

It is the impatient patter

of a red light and

the excitement of a

child in a candy store.

It is the exceliration of

a high speed race.

The intoxication of the

of bubbling champagne.

It is the blaze of a burning fire ..

that rips at my soul....

it is all out of control

piercing me like a sword.

I cant stand it as it over takes me

loosing my grip and screaming out.

Impatiently waiting ....  

1/17/2007 dayzeday