People Pissed Off @ MindSay 
a bit pissed
god, shit has been sucky lately! and even suckier is, i can't even say why it's so sucky! and because of that, i can't ask anyone for advice. i feel like totally spazzing out on here, but i can't. i know people are nice on here and everything, but i'm not sure if there are people on here i might know or something, or if my brother decided to start back up on here, that would be bad. i'm so pissed at myself and everything around me right now...
so, since i have nothing better to do, here's a fucking survey that no one will read:
30 Things You'd Never Think to Ask
1) Have you ever been searched by the cops?
not exactly, my locker was in the school search thing
2) Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
sometimes. it makes me dizzy
3) When's the last time you've been sledding?
a few years ago
4) Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
i'd rather sleep with someone... a certain someone...
5) Do you believe in ghosts?
yep i do
6) Do you consider yourself creative?
i guess
7) Do you think O. J.
murder is cool.
8) Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
jennifer.
9) Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
just enough to know that i don't care about it
10) Do you know how to play poker?
yeah. i can play pretty well, when my clothes depend on it.
12) What's your favorite commercial?
the one where the grilled cheese makes the goth kid into a fag
13) Who was your first love?
i'm not sure if it's love, but this one is fun.
14) If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, would you be scared?
no, i'd feel more safe knowing that no one's following me
15) Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
yes.
16) Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees??
yankees
17) Have you ever been Ice Skating?
not with skates...
18) Do you remember your dreams?
sometimes, if i was meant to
19) What's the one thing on your mind?
dammit i can't say!
20) Do you always wear your seat belt?
yeah, i do.
21) What talent do you wish you had?
confidence
22) Do you like Sushi?
i've never tried it
23) What do you wear to bed?
t-shirt and sweats usually
24) Do you truly hate anyone?
a few special people
25) If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
rob zombie. but then sheri might kill me....
i'd rather sleep with a certain non-famous person anyway.
26) Do you know anyone in jail?
not anymore, the fucker got out.
27) What food do you find disgusting?
apples
28) Have you ever bungee jumped?
not yet i haven't
29) Have you ever been punched in the face?
a few times
30) Are you single?
technically, i'm not dating anyone, but i'm kinda in a sort-of relationship...... if i was 18, it would be real.
God, I just wish people would stop being such dicks!
On the sites that my husband is on, people have caught wind about certain people cheating, and they won't stop bugging him about it. I'm about to break one of their noses, and I know they wouldn't call the cops on me because they wouldn't want to admit that they got a bone broken by me.
Hubby's on a drive right now, he can't sleep because he's incredibly pissed, and my ulcers are almost as bad as they were when I started on my medication.
I feel horrible. I wish they wouldn't bother him and harrass me instead, it's unfair that they are.. 'punishing' him.
They keep asking him if he's sure that Rose is truly his. If only they would have the balls to say that in front of Cal or I.
Ahh man I'm pissed, but being pissed is not productive. I'm pretty much waiting for a call from the police station stating that he needs to be bailed out. Ugh, we shall see.
On the bright side, Rosie is absolutely angelic when she sleeps :)
I'm pretty pissed. At myself. At boyfriend. At ex. At myself mostly though. I believe that people can only affect the way you feel if you let them. Unfortunately I let that happen too often. My mother thinks that I'm this laid back, chill kind of girl and I am sometimes but when it comes to how my friends treat me I take what they say and do to heart. If I feel ignored by a friend then it just breaks me up inside. I guess it just makes me think that I'm not enough for them. Ugh, I'm stressed, but luckily I've got lots to look forward to =]
Sundown is four weeks away
Then the day after that is Senior Skip Day
Then the day after that is Prom
Then May 15th is GRADUATION!!!!!!
The next few months of my life should be exciting and awesome, if only I could get all the drama out of the way...
is that too much to ask for?
before:
after:
oh and as a side note here about my teeth: NO those white boxes aren't from my braces. they're called 'white spots' and i've had them forever. it's like a birthmark. like you know some people have some part of their skin is a different pigment than the other parts of their skin? same thing, only on my teeth. there's no way to fix it except to get my teeth bleached or something. i'll be doing that.
oh and i have a rant as well.
so i may not be right about anything and everything. but i fucking know this kid. i know you're going to get fucking hurt, and i know what'll happen. you just won't tell me anything that's going on with the relationship, and if i ask about it and things are going bad or you're getting hurt you just won't tell me because you don't want to admitt you're wrong. so then things are fucked up and I'M the one getting hurt because you didn't tell me shit and you know what's up with that.
this is the same goddamn thing with goddamn bubba. guess what happened? guess what we learned? wow. maybe we should listen to becca more often eh?
dammit. i'm so fucking pissed off at you. and i hate being mad at people. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. i'm pissed. and i'm pissed that i'm pissed. and i'm pissed that i'm pissed that i'm pissed. I'M JUST FUCKING PISSED OFF AT YOU.
he won't follow through. he won't make it work. you won't make it work. it can't fucking work. he's going to hurt you. don't go all, 'oh well he said shit to my mom.' i don't and WON'T fucking believe that until YOUR MOTHER comes up to me and tells me everything that was said. i don't fucking care. he will hurt you. he will fuck you up more. and then it'll start a whole OTHER argument between us because you didn't tell me anything because you didn't want me to be all, 'oh i was right oh i was right'.
god dammit. you fucking piss me off.
I'm really upset that a certain mindsayer is being treated as a god and people are getting very defensive over nothing. I also don't appreciate that one of MY friends is being told that they are purposely trying to hurt someone by telling them how she feels. I really want to rant about this but I cant. why? because everyone's getting pissed off by certain mindsayers spreading untrue facts about my friend. and it's like if anyone says "this person is messing with 'god' then regardeless of facts or knowledge, it becomes a fucking witch hunt. Not to mention that me and several other people see that the people and "facts" around 'god' are fuzzy. I'm considering leaving mindsay. The way all of you are acting is making me sick.
~Angel
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