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Moving on now I hope every single one of your guy had a great Thanksgiving and were able to catch up with all your family or even friends. Also hope you got to do the whole Monty Python, the whole glutton thing and the dude's stomach explodes going all over the place. Sweet thing about working on Thanksgiving I got my check A LOT earlier! SWEET! so yeah this November to remember is STILL showing me quite some surprises. yeah I'm sitting this house and taking care of the pets. Yet the house is pretty much a Palace. Playing the male version of Goldy Locks and the Three Bears. so many flat screen tvs in this place. Been watching Marathon on Freakazoid so much fun, got the PS3 hooked up the huge HD tv so it looks beautiful. very nice set up practically just lay back two couches together very comfortable. the even bought a HUGE amount of food supply just for me @_@. How do I meet these people seriously? Wasn't expecting to get paid $200 dollars for like a few days. Only problem I 'm having is with one pet. all the other ones are okay. Kelly is just missing them so much. I have to go all the way up to the master bedroom to feed her and LEAVE so she'll actually come out and eat her food. She's warming up a bit but it's still pretty bad. Usually she's fine with me but I guess she hasn't been around me for that long before with no one else.
Alright some very interesting stuff has been happen THIS week. i was talking about relationships with a good friend of mine (Cameron). What happen was that we all went out to Sonic's guess I finally broke down a bit, just saying i kind of wanted someone but didn't because I probably wasn't in a position where things can work. School starting back up working quite a bit. Plus the last relationship at the beginning of the year was crazy all over the place. Probably the next day a girl IMed me,lives in the area so we talk a bit. Petty good conversations, I'm usually not like that it's been a long time since I opened up. I was wondering how she found me. I forgot I had an okcupid @_@ so lame, and I had updated recently because a Mindsayer sent me a link a while go. And I had one on there from like 2005 and never ever used. So I just told everything could about myself just straight up no of that BS. Hey I play video games a lot, I act like an 8 year old, yes I still play with toys, no I don't drink or smoke EVER. old them I was the guy you could probably just random l talk to and can put a smile on your face because I'm quite insane hormones and all ^_^ haha. Turned out the girl's pretty cute, so we decide to meet. My head's going ok this is going a bit too fast, but I was tired and my friend was having trouble so he wanted to hang out. So I told him we were going to meet somebody at a bookstore and everything. so we end up meeting it's cold so we all looked crap @_@. She's pretty cool and everything. Saw that she was a bit of a political junkie which I'm like oh God =_= but she explained it well, since she is going to college for it. so not a fanatic and all. WHEW haha. My friend likes her since we had to give him some advice on relationship problem he started having when I was talking to her. we somewhat switched places. She said pretty much the exact same thing I said to him. He looks at me and was like wow you guys are in Sync. I'm like whatever just don't go crazy and be too down you know. So yeah I have a girl that's somewhat interested in me, and I actually didn't try or do anything. what the heck is going on with this month!?!
I worked a double last night and it never fails, with a full moon comes full moon calls. Have you ever spoken or watched someone that was a little touched, or off the on ramp. I take their calls and as with as people are to label them as crazy I often ask myself what if we are wrong and they can ACTUALLY hear voices. What if they can actually see people that we can't see and we tell them they are crazy, they need to take their meds and be honest about what is going on.
I can count a million different ways I would rather go than to go crazy. Now I don't mean dementia or bipolar, my grandmother has dementia and some days she has a lot of venom and her words can be a little hurtful, but I convince myself her attacks are not personal and I simply need to accept what I don't understand and let her go through it hoping the next day she is back to her normal self. I also don't mean bipolar, I think that there are way too many people that are diagnosed with being bipolar because a doctor doesn't want to deal with the problems instead of the symptoms. No I am talking about the mother that kills her child and said the voices told her to. I am talking about Son of Sam and that stupid dog. What if they really see this stuff and here I am telling them to go past the ghost and open the door for the officer.
Last nights call was one that occurs every couple weeks and I know why I find it hard to look past, the caller sounds and acts like grandmom. Well over 90 this woman calls at least 4 times a month and her concerns can range from someone ringing the door at 2 am and her not being able to see them, to a man on the top of the house trying to come in through the roof instead of the door or window. You can hear the fear in her voice and when she first started calling you could hear the pity as she said you think I am crazy don't you. I try to calm her down until we can get a officer to the house as well as one of her children.
We are not supposed to have relationships with callers that have the appearance of being unprofessional. We are not supposed to pray with callers whether they ask you to or not. We are not supposed to make false promises like "we are going to take care of this.
We are not supposed to do a lot of things that will make them feel better that may cause the situation to worsen, but like I said WHAT IF
I went to that bar tonite where the crazy ex used to frequent. I was banking on him not being there on a tuesday nite but I was so wrong. Being polite, I acknowledged him and said hi. He asked for my # and if we could keep in touch. I didn't think there was any harm in that.... I was wrong again!!!!!!!!!! please someone else kick me!!!!
guess who I hear from at 2am this morning? that's right. he's talking about all the reasons why we should hang out again and that he has no agenda. and then he asks me out to dinner this weekend. he's almost delusional. I'm going to have to tell him it's a bad idea to start talking again......but one thing I'm afraid of, he's bipolar and has violent tendencies. never to me, but I wouldn't put it past him to do something regrettable in his fits of unreason. he still knows where I live.
this was about 3 years ago when I had no clue what was good and bad for me. what was I thinking???? having little self confidence and esteem really affects what you'll tolerate in a dysfunctional relationship. quite sad.
anyways, I could end up on some tabloid news show....."deadly consequences of having a jealous psycho ex". okay, maybe my imagination is running wild. who knows. but I have the creepies and I can't sleep.
L Gorgeous eyes
O Best in relationships
L Gorgeous eyes
a Likes to have sex.
A: Likes to have sex.
B: Likes to flirt.
C: Really likes to chill.
D: Has one of the best personalities ever.
E: Loves to cuddle with their lover
F: People adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Has a very good personality and looks
I: Is always there for true friends.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Gorgeous eyes
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy.
O: Best in relationships
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Freakin crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: A sweetheart.
U: Really wild and crazy.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
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