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Sleep and Motivation Problem
I think I have a serious problem with motivation. I don't even really have the motivation to write this post...

I think I also have a sleep problem. I can go fine for days without out it, but at the same time I could sleep for hours and hours.

I wake up around 9-11h and I won't be tired, but I'll still just lie in bed and go back to sleep. I can sleep all day, as I often do. Or just lie in bed for hours, doing nothing.

I don't want to waste the day in bed, but I just can't seem to get out. I have homework and lots of things I should be doing, but instead I sleep or just lay around. It makes me feel so pathetic, but I don't know how to stop.

I try to force myself to get out of bed, think of all the things ( and often things I enjoy) I have to do, but still I stay in bed.

I think I should see my doctor about this... it's just confusing. I also have a wierd sleeping pattern that I stay up til 5... and I can get up at whatever time and not be tired, no matter how much sleep I get.

Argh. It's so annoying because I hate wasting time, especially when I have so much to do, like right now! X.x
 
 
   
 

am I insane
Man I am so pathetic..... ok let me explain ever since I was little I swore that I was not gonna be one of those crazy women that started planing their wedding way before the actual date, but even though the wedding is not supposed to happen for over a year I can't seem to stop looking at wedding gowns & planing what I want every one else in the wedding party to wear
 
 
 

   
some ppl shouldn't breed
fuzzycookie1 (12:21:51 PM): hey there
mdunn175 (12:22:11 PM): hi
mdunn175 (12:22:25 PM): got internet at home now
mdunn175 (12:22:43 PM): ?
fuzzycookie1 (12:22:43 PM): i don't have a good connection so if i disappear all of a sudden that's probably why
fuzzycookie1 (12:22:47 PM): kinda
mdunn175 (12:23:27 PM): how are you
fuzzycookie1 (12:23:42 PM): i'm ok right now
fuzzycookie1 (12:24:11 PM): i saw rob in the library yesterday n he came over n we hung out last night
fuzzycookie1 (12:24:14 PM): it was cool
mdunn175 (12:24:22 PM): You should kill yourself you disgusting fat piece of trash
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fuzzycookie1 (12:30:07 PM): u've honestly got to have better things to do w/ ur life then tell random ppl to kill themselves
fuzzycookie1 (12:30:12 PM): that's just pathetic
mdunn175 (12:30:23 PM): you're pathetic
mdunn175 (12:30:34 PM): all you do is whine
mdunn175 (12:30:34 PM): "I was raped"
fuzzycookie1 (12:30:36 PM): oooo i'm hurt
mdunn175 (12:30:37 PM): "I want to kill myself"
mdunn175 (12:30:51 PM): maybe you wouldn't get raped if you didn't fuck very guy you meet
fuzzycookie1 (12:31:02 PM): i don't
fuzzycookie1 (12:31:14 PM): n the fact that u keep saying i do
mdunn175 (12:31:22 PM): If you really honestly wanted to die you'd of killed yourself long ago
mdunn175 (12:31:39 PM): you're boring me
fuzzycookie1 (12:31:41 PM): shows me that this is just a desperate attempt to get attention urself
mdunn175 (12:31:47 PM): now go slit your wrists or something
mdunn175 (12:31:51 PM): goodbye'
fuzzycookie1 (12:31:54 PM): at least i get laid
fuzzycookie1 (12:31:55 PM): bye
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Hot Damn

So, the big excitment for the day was going to be my annual physical (but with a new Doctor) for camp.  I know, it's extremely sad that that was my reason for getting up this morning. 

 

Well, my doctor is apparently going to be out sick the rest of this week, so now my day is... another worthless day in Massachusetts.  Gravy.

 

That sucks.

 
 
 

   
I simply do not believe this ...

Now here on my day off & part of last night, this is what I had to work on ... I was completely shocked by the behavior of this individual. But then again ... I am starting to see that it's not uncommon for this group of individuals.
Consider this: Would you really shop in a store that they BELIEVE you like it TRASHED?

 

"On [removed], [removed] was asked if the bathrooms were done. The response was "I took out the trash." She was asked again to do clean the bathrooms while the paperwork was complete, so she was doing something. The response was "The morning shift is capable of doing it." [removed] was informed that she could clean the bathroom because by the time she was done with that the paperwork for the registers would be complete. [removed] then informed me ([removed]) that she would not do the bathrooms. I then restated the comment "You are refusing to clean the bathrooms. If you will get written up for refusing to do your job." She did not clean the bathrooms, & left them unclean.

The bathrooms was the last job of the night, but this type of behavior went on through-out the night. When told to clean all the end caps from a certain point on, by the registers, she failed to do that. She was told in several ways and even shown how to do this. When shown that we are attempting to organize the store, she stated that "customers like it unorganized." (There were customers standing there when this was said.) Prior to closing, she locked one of the doors to the store, stating it was "always done." When told to unlock it, it was stated "this is always done." This type of behavior is unacceptable for any associate that works with [removed], especially when there are customers in the store.

 

 In the future, it would be more appropriate for [removed] to be trained to close. She should begin recovery 2 hours prior to closing. Her attitude towards customers is poor, they are to be treated with the upmost respect. We are here to ensure that they are able to find what they are looking for, & we are also here to ensure that the store is basically organized. For this to happen, [removed] needs to ensure that she is completely trained to the standards of the company. She also needs to works on customers relations."

 

In complete reality, we all must know that you are PAID to do a job. If you aren't capable of doing it ... then find one that is more suitable for you. Or you can adapt to it ... that's the two options you have. You cannot sit  on your lazy butt expection to have everything just give to you.
I am simply just ill from the lack of incentive this "team" has ... because in truth, they have none. They refuse to organized. They will not recover -- make the store look nice & organized. They will not do much of anything but slide by.

 

5 Positive Things:

* Not only did I get those taxes done ... they are coming in!

* One of my son's is reading "Flags of Our Fathers"

* Another is reading "Zodiac"

* Another is reading "Ghost Rider"

* I am jumping all over because it above their "reading level" & they UNDERSTAND those books!!!!!

 
 
   
 

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