Past Week @ MindSay

WEED MAKES YOU RETARDED.

So I have a three day weekend and I am so fucking bored. For the past two months my job has taken up a ridiculous amount of my time and energy and when I'm not there I just don't know what to do with myself.
This past week I'm trying to get a party set up to catch up with all my friends that I worked with at Michigan State. Ok, all I've done is ask a few people what they think about the idea and write a note on Facebook. But that's all I really have time for anyways. All I really need to do is find a good place to have and just invite people. My apartment is way too small you'd be lucky if you can fit five people in it (and I also really need to clean it up).

Albums I've Listened to this Past week:

 

 

 

 

So things are a bit better with this guy today. I managed to have a brief chat with him last night. He said he was cool and apologised for being 'unavailable'. I don't mind him being 'unavailable' it just, if people have a problem with me, I would reather they say something, you know! I hate going in chatting like there's nothing up and then being ignored! It's horrible. Especially when you like that person.

 

I found it all a bit strange last week when we were talking. I have never had feelings for anyone else whilst going out with my bf (3 years). So it kinda knocked me for six a little. I have thought about things in this past week and I love my bf and maybe I am feeling like this because everyone around us is getting married and moving in together and have only been together a fraction of what him and I have been together. So I guess maybe I am seeking that want, someone to 'want' me... I dunno!

 

I am too much of a romantic...

 

C xx