Recently I've thought about starting another blog. Adding to about half a dozen that I've had floating around for probably the past 5 years. I wondered, though, what would make a new one any different. I thought maybe I could meet new people, make new friends. Maybe I'd have an outlet for my writing again.
But what it came down to, I think, is that in some way I wanted to re-invent myself. I needed somewhere new to show that I'm a new person now. That in the past two years I've changed so much, and hopefully for the better. I needed to show myself that new beginnings are possible.
Thus here I am, typing while Josh plays the keyboard and my cat is sitting on my legs. It's almost time for bed. What a time to re-invent myself! Now, with hardly a time window to write anything, tired, sick of homework, not ready for work tomorrow. In some way I'm glad that I'm going ahead and doing this. It makes me feel better, and hopefully it will give me back something I've lost along the way.