this one's for you.
yes, i know what you're doing.
the remote control? the phishing? the mock connections and mock pages?
what i just do not know though is how could you bring yourself to do it? why would you compromise your sense of right and wrong for this unjust act?
you've already spent a lot of your time monitoring me so if you would just call on your good judgment (and not the twisted voice of your de-mentor), you know that i don't deserve all the hacking and the stalking and personal, social and economic sabotage you all are doing.
have i done you wrong? have you seen me do anyone wrong? is it wrong to get angry because i am forced and pushed in a corner i don't belong in?
does it make you feel you "belong" just because you are "capable" of playing god by controlling and seeing what goes on in my life?
why do you wanna "belong" with people who are doing what isn't right?
yes, i am angry because of what you are doing.
i shut in and our of painful reverie contemplating all the things, the acts, you have done and are continually making.
but will i go against you?
no.
because you are just being used as a pawn in a game that you allowed your dementor to set before you.
you think you are playing god by forcing me into a game you wanna call the shots on?
analyze. who's really calling the shots?
who's really the pawn?
me, do i have any choice?
do i have the option of saying no to the bugs you so wantonly splay anywhere i go?
i have spent a good deal of time, a thousand different ways, letting my voice be heard that this harassment - this violation of my right to privacy, my right to live a life - is unwelcome.
you, you do have a choice.
you have a conscious knowledge of what's being done.
yet you are a willing participant to this heinous act.
why?
and your subhuman dementor, what stories has IT created to convince you that you need to do this?
analyze.
who are the pawns?
whose game are you playing.
the dementor's using your ego against you.
against me.
IT knows that you need to convince yourself that you're good at what you are doing and IT makes you think that i am the canvas you can paint your heinous works on.
i know IT will attempt to morph my words into something i never intended to say. that IT will make you interpret the message again, calling on your ego, but hear me on this.
if you want to, don't listen to me.
don't listen to IT, too.
just listen to yourself.
and in your good judgment, listen to your inner voice.
naive as it may sound, i have always believed that deep down in a person's core, there's always that small speck of goodness. that goodness within.
and if you but listen to yourself.. or to the pure, unadulterated, unmodified profile you have of me... you'll know that i am speaking the truth.
please see who's violating whom.
mindsay
