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[Blog #125] --- Depressed --- [Monday] - CUNT-ARSE NURSE
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Blog #125
CUNT-ARSE NURSE


I didn't end up going to college today.
In a way, I was glad. I got to spend some quality time at home with my Wii.

I've started a new save on Super Smash Bros. Brawl.
It's turned out a lot better this run through - I've completed the Subspace Emissary in just under 9 and a half hours, when last time, it took me 20.
(I can't understand why it took me THAT long...)

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I had to go to the doctors this morning.
I had to see the fucking bitchy cunt nurse practicioner.
She's such a TWAT.

For 17 years, I've been overweight. The doctors have NEVER mentioned it to me.
So clearly, it's not been a problem.
I was originally going to see her to get some more pills - but then I developed this chest infection, so there was two reasons to see her.

She said I couldn't go back on the pills because my BMI is too high.
This is bullshit - Shelly is on the pill and her BMI is several points higher than mine.
Perhaps I couldn't be on THAT pill - but I could have gotten SOME pill.

Every time I go and see this cunt of a nurse - see, she's not even a real doctor - she always has this FACE.
It's the "oh-it's-that-fat-girl-who-forgets-to-take-her-medication-and-gets-lots-of-chest-infections" face.

So the one time I went in to see her about something OTHER than a chest infection - which was my dodgy periods - I just look at her and say "IT'S NOT ABOUT MY CHEST..." - and her face instantly changed.

She's such a twat. Hate her so much.

She says I could have 3 months to lose a stone.
She suggests I go and see the weight loss consellor - to which I declined, I see enough fucking counsellors as it is.
I wouldn't have cared if she'd phrased it: "the service is available" - as opposed to "YOU WILL GO, YOU FAT CUNT".

She says I have 3 months to lose a stone - then what does she perscribe me for my chest?
FUCKING STEROIDS.

I take EIGHT a fucking day.
Yes, I'm really going to fucking lose weight taking those.

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I thought my mam was going to moan at me when I told her what she'd said on the phone.
I was fucking bowled over in shock when mam turned out to actually be on my side!

Mam even agreed with the statement I proclaimed: "I don't care about my weight, why should anyone else?"
To which mam responded with: "Exactly."

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I spent the rest of the night trying to cheer myself up with a Brawl marathon.
Dad made some beef pies. They were super-lush.

He'd got a joint of roast beef, diced it up, mixed it up with some casserole mix and Bisto gravy.
I do believe it was a very close contender to my nana's steak pies.
I'm unsure of which pie is victor...
 
 
   
 

Damn, I'm gonna be hurting tomorrow

Yesterday I joined a gym and today I did a hour workout there. Thirty minutes of cardio and fourty minutes of weights. I currently weigh between 217 and 222 pounds. I should weigh 164 pounds according to the BMI as I am 5'8", but I felt the best when I was right around 180 pounds. My maximum weight was 350 when I was a junior in high school and I don't want to weigh that again. I know that muscle weighs more than fat, so I am fine with my weight not going down totally, but as long as my pant size gets smaller I will be a happy camper. I have a friend that is a personal trainer and nutritionist, so I am going to see if he can set up a program for me and to see if I can follow it...lol

 
 
 

   
Finally, A Reason

For years now, the Detroit Lions have been horrible.  Really, really horrible.  And I could never figure out exactly why.  They had good talent (Barry Sanders!), they had coaches who had proven themselves to be successful (Steve Mariucci, Bobby Ross) and yet they still continued to lose.

 

But now I know why.  It's because of overweight guys like Damien Woody (#65) who are slowing the team down.

 

 
 
   
 

here goes!
I am going to do it!  I am going to loose weight!  I watched the season finale of celebrity fit club.  I seen how happy they are.  So fuck it!  Just maybe if I try really really hard this week that next week won't be so bad.  I don't want to be chubby.  I need to buy a scale.  So I can see my progress.  I only has one serving of breakfast.  It actually filled me up.  I jut have to stay under 1300-1500 calories a day.  Wish me luck!     
 
 
 

   
i'm not as attractive to him..

I think i realized part of the reason why i have gained so much weight. Yes part of it is because of the insuline and the hormone crap... but i could have continued to exercise and eat heathily. See when i started to gain weight, he hurt me less. It's because i'm not as attractive as i was when i was really thin.

I think that's why it's so hard for me to want to change, to want to eat heathly, to want to exercise again. But i guess i can't blame it on him, it's my fault.

 

 
 
   
 

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