Marilyn Manson just recently became my idol about 2 months or so ago. It amazes me how intelligent this guy is. When i first started listening to his music a few months ago, i was like "oh hes singing about outcasts like me. I love this guy!". It wasnt till this weekend after listening to several interviews and speachs of his on youtube to really start to understand him. People blame him for so much crap it sickens me. When columbine happened on April 20, 1999, so many people blamed him for leading these kids into doing that. Why are people always quick to blame Marilyn, and people that dress like that? Was it Marilyn that bugged and hated these kids, or was it the jocks that did that? It was the jocks. I hate how our society is divided like this. If your good at sports, a cheerleader, or an average person whos always joking and laughing you put in high regard. There is no mention of smarts there. Our society says that you can be as stupid as can be, but if you good at tackling people or cheering those kinds of people on from the stands or in front of them wearing an outfit your mr./miss. popular. However, people like me who dont make sports teams, and are angry at the world and just plain out depressed because of those kinds of people picking on you makeing fun of you all the time, your weird and fag/emo/goth/bof who diserves to die. This is what was on Marilyn Mansons speach that i posted on a blog last night, and i thought i share it with you guys because ive been feeling like this for a loong time. Sure, i tried out for cheerleading, but that was so i can try and prove that you can be in a sport where popular people are made, but still be an outcast. But apparently you cant. One of the reasons why im probably an outcast is because im not phsically inclined like that, because people that are physical are the ones with all the friends, getting the girls/guys, and therefore looking down on those who dont. But honestly i dont care about that anymore, because i love sticking up for what i belive in, which is acceptance towards those who are different. If people accepted the columbine kids, would they would of killed so many people? No. Its hate towrds people that causes these kinds of outburts, its hate that causes these people to be angry and depressed, its hate that causes 4 suicides in a week.
R.I.P. Kayla and Laura. I may of not of known you, but i know why you did what you did, and i feel your pain. Your the perfect examples of what all this hate can do to people.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uh0WGhf2s3U
-:(Kristal 
