I really like to make guys feel good. And yes, of course that sounds normal, but I also mean sexually. which again, is probably pretty common, but I don't know if it's to an extreme. I suppose it most likely isn't abnormal, that I would want to pleasure those I care about.
But it just makes me really happy, and aroused sometimes. But even happiness that isn't sexual, it just brings me joy to make a guy have an orgasm.
I feel really disappointed if I try and don't succeed. It's only happened, once, but it made me sad. We weren't even going out. It's not about relationship I don't think, but I don't really know. I don't talk to many girls... so I don't have anything to compare with.
Could it be psychological? Is it a problem? I don't know... I just know that I could even have just met someone, as happened once, and I was playing with his little friend. I know it's not necessarily a sexual thing. I enjoy playing with it even when not involved in sexual activity, really. Like watching a movie, playing video games, etc. It usually turns him on, but I generally just like the feeling of it in my hands. And then, making him orgasm if we decide to engage in that.
Maybe it's a physical thing? I just like the touch, and to know how he is feeling. And having the power to make him feel good. Control or power, or just enjoying his pleasure? I don't know... It's kind of an obsession. But maybe not. I've never really talked to anyone about it. What do you think? Can anyone relate? >.<
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