Old Flame @ MindSay

An ugly Wednesday morning, but the day promises to be interesting.  Drinks with friends after work in the city, one of which happens to be a rather interesting young lady.  Work, I imagine will be more or less productive.  My concentration however, will be consistantly hampered by thoughts of this evenings activities as well as dinner tomorrow night with an old flame... that one old flame we all have had, the one that is somehow able to capture a piece of you and doesn't let go.  3 years it has been since we laid eyes upon eachother, and 5 or so years total since we were involved.  And it's taken just about that long to be able to get past comparing every girl I meet to her.  Although I can't fool myself, something in me still longs for what I can't have.  Reality settles in and I understand that I can control myself and my emotions, I am not a victim.  And I want to see her again, and rekindle that friendship which existed before the rest of it followed.