Nympho @ MindSay

Well, I think I might be a nympho LOL!

Meh.

 

Anyways, I am at work, and I can tell you that it is absolutely FANTASTIC!! I have never had this much fun in my life!! I went out for a smoke before, so I locked the front door and went out the back. I came back in and sat down to check the work e-mails, And my boss came, the only REALLY shit thing was that while I was sitting here replying to e-mails in my own little world, the front door was STILL locked and had the 'back soon' sticker up....oops.

 

Oh well, I am over it now, it was a bit gay at the time though. I am waiting for Aaron to come, he probably wont knowing him. He will be at home thinking 'Nah I wont go meet Steph, because I can't be bothered'.

 

we had another fight last night, I look back and laugh now, but I didn't then. Aaron was playing the PSP and I was playing the Sims on my Laptop and MY PSP went dead on him and he cracked the shits and asked me why, because it was plugged in, but it wasn't plugged in because I pulled the plug out to plug in my laptop, at which time he had the psp turned off and was watching TV so I figured he wasn't playing anymore. He turned all Fucking nasty on me and all I could think about saying was ITS A FUCKING GAME, but I didn't, I tried to explain myself and why it was unplugged to him, but no, he insisted on going around in fucking circles... "But I was playing it"

"I didn;t know you were still playing it"

"but I was sitting right there with it in my hands"

"you weren't early when I unplugged it, im not fucking psychic"

"You just saw me playing it"

 

FUCKING HELL, Its like arguing with a tin of fucking putty, and much as I love him..

Mind you, Putty is nowhere near as belittling! Even though he sounded like a broken record, I felt as small as a fucking ant, so I went and sat in the kitchen and cried for an hour, he didn't even come to see if i was ok...which brings me back to this - ITS A FUCKING GAME!

 

Hmmm VENT VENT VENT

I am ok now. But All I could think about when I was sitting in the kitchen crying was, 'why is my life such a cunt, I was there the whole 8 and a half months he was in prison, I could have gone and fucked ANYONE I wanted, but I didn't...and this is how he treats me'

yesterday, i was on myspace, and someone sent me a message

they said that they saw me at tower city kissin someone

and i was like okay, if you did

and then they popped back and said that it was a boy

i'm like WTF?

are you sure that it was me

they was like

yeah, it is unless it's that kid that goes to that other school

i'm like, no it's not jordan or anyone else for that matter,

i was salty as hell though

but some people think i'm gay

cause i mess around with a lot of people

i'm like i'm not gay, not bi for that matter

just think of me as a "sexual" or "sensual" person

no, not a nympho

i'm not going to fuck for the fun of it, if you think about it

 

today we had a world history project where

certain students had to dress up as famous world leaders

i had to dress up as FDR, and came up there looking like

the new and improved Malcolm X,

people took a picture of me with the stupid glasses i had on

i'ma see if i can put it on here tomorrow, cause i looked dumb as hell

lol

it was funny, but yesterday i didn't like american idol

only Kat and Elliott sounded good

i love Donny Hathaway

he can sing like whitney houston

 

i have that new rihanna song stuck in my head, unfaithful and it is getting to the point where i want to

shoot someone

 

all of the poems that i wrote recently (including the if i had a crush) are on that beat

it's annoying as hell

my sister and i were arguing, she said that alicia keys and jamie foxx are gay, and i'm like no they are not

just because alicia dresses tomboyish (or used too) doesn't mean that she is one, and jamie is a little feminine

to me, but that's my opinion

 

i gotta go, cause my mom and dad are gonna be trippin if i don't come home and see that i didn't pick up the car from the shop with my father

i told them i have a makeup test to take, which is the truth, but i didn't go, so i really don't care

i don't know if i should let my sister ann read chapter 2 to my story or not

all those who read it know that there's some content that she might find offensive or not, but i don't care

 

in biology, we watched a movie on charles darwini think that charles darwin was dumb as hell, saying that we evolved from monkeys, that's the stupidest thing i've ever heard, minus the fact that big sis nicole thinks that alicia keys is gay