Not Fair @ MindSay

I heard this story on the radio this morning, and the first though I had was 'that's just not fair!' If anything confirms my agnosticisim bordering on atheisim it's stories like this one.

 

Excerpt from Brisbane Times.....

 

http://www.brisbanetimes.com.au/news/queensland/good-samaritan-struck-down/2008/12/12/1228585068721.html

 

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The man, who cannot be identified, died on the Brisbane Valley Highway last night after stopping to help a woman and two children involved in an accident.

 

He pulled over to help the female driver who had crashed down an embankment near the highway's intersection with Gregors Creek Road, between Toogoolawah and Harlin about 7.20pm.

 

As the man helped the woman and her two children trapped inside the car he was struck by an oncoming vehicle and died instantly.

 

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It certainly is a cruel world we live in at times. Cherish every moment you've got.

this is so not fair. he needs to get on. right now. GRR!!

but besides that, i had a pretty good day. mhm.

i gots myself a new friend. and he rules. yup. <3

i was talkin to him today an aw i was like woah o.O for somethin he said. either im that easy to figure out lol or hes that good at reading people. either way, def a good thing.

but wow so much walkin yesterday, my muscles are def feelin tha result today. but that doesnt stop me from still wantin to run around town or walk da streets, esp at midnight.

at dinner, we ended up in a food fight. mom had a baked bean smushed in her ear. rofl. it was def a priceless kodak moment. yep. lol i told him i had beans in my hair and he says thas wha i deserve for not inviting him. haha meanie x(

then i got a "nooo you cant leave me" at 8 when i hadda go but i ended up not going anywhere lol so cute.

and hahaha *just remembered somethin i saw today* O_O yeah. someone showed me a picutre. of something. and i busted up laughing. i know its prbly mean, but i couldnt help it. and i didnt feel guilty, so its alright. rofl.

so heres the latest news:

im fuggin tired of how ppl make me feel all not worth anything. its ridic. completely.

if he really wanted to talk to me, like if it was THAT important to him, he would find a way.

and im sure my birthday is going to be a big disappointment, bcoz it always is. its like one day out of the year, and they cant take the time to send a card or pick up the phone and say happy birthday? seriously, what kind of friend is that...

but whatever...

oh, and still needa decide on wha to do about tha school thing.

and im still wondering what will happen when i dont have net anymore....

eh im sad now.. and no one i wanna talky to is on.. boooooo so im gonna jus go to bed..

goodnight.

I'm tired, worn out, my bones ache.  Today did not go as I planned.  I overslept, had a bunch of work to do, and my DVD collection now consists of 45 or so DVDs.  Down from 250 + just three months ago.  It's not fair.  And he probably won't serve more than a year for this shit.

Sometimes, it doesn't seem if there's a point to anything.  I'm going to bed.

     I was almost too lazy to post this, but I decided I better.

     Friday was so funn...well, not really, but Andrew sure looked cute. Haha, he gets so mad when people take his hat/mess with his hair. It's so funny. Like at the hockey game on Thursday, when Varsity was playing, he walked by us and said something to Shelby, and her and Trivia came up with this plan that Trivia would take his hat and run, and Shelby would say something to him. I wanted to see this, so Alicia and I followed a little way behind them. Well, Trivia took his hat and they both started  running. Andrew got soo pissed off, turned around towards me and Alicia with a mean look on his face, and turned back around to go catch Trivia. He got his hat back right away, cuz he had a mean look on his face, and every time Trivia passes him now he says, "Never again!" in kind of a evil whisper. It's funny. He knows now that it was only meant as a joke since Shelby knew he didn't like getting his hat taken or hair messed with. You kind of had to be there...but it was so funny. And then when we were about to leave, we passed him and Eric Rummerich, and he said never again to Trivia (Alicia and I were ahead of them), and when I looked back--he was smiling at me. It was cute. So on Friday, since he has my lunch, when I was done eating, I walked by his table and ruffled his hair while walking past. He didn't say anything though, surprisingly.

     On Friday after I got home from school, I quick packed clothes in my backpack and got ready for Diane to pick my sister and I to go babysit. That night was pretty wild...Hunter and Lucas were bouncing off the walls lol. They were really hyper..and funny. And Kaitlin was just boring and lazy...she basically sat on the couch all night eating and watching TV, except for in the beginning. Erin and I had a lot of fun with the boys, though. And the next day we were really tired when we got home.

     Saturday, my parents went to a little party for my mom's work, my sister had a friend over, and I got to do absolutly nothing. I had enough money to go to the hockey game, but I couldn't find anyone to go with, so that sucked a lot. And then Trivia and I were going to go to a movie, but her mom didn't get home from the open house (she's a real-estate lady), until late, so that sucked too. It was a boring night for me.

     Today I went to church, and as soon as I got home I changed back into my pajamas. And I couldn't do anything because my parents won't let me, yet my little sister can go run all over town and do whatever she wants to.

     I swear my parents want to ruin my fricken live. They know I've been happy lately, but my dad likes to push my buttons and get me pissed off and crabby, and my mom always yells at me and keeps blaming me for things I didn't do. I don't understand it!!!! I mean, I guess if I were happy--wouldn't they want me to stay that way?!?! It's not often that I'm this happy, so it puzzles me that they would yell and everything. It makes me feel like shit, and then I start doubting everything in my life, including myself. It makes me always want to stay in my room as well--away from everyone else, and it gives me time to think...not always about good things. Oh well. I can't wait to go to school tomorrow (yeah, I can't believe I said it either!), because even though I hate four out of six classes, I'm happy when I'm with friends...and it's only been a regular weekend, but I miss being with friends already. I want to be truely happy again.

     Well, that's enough for now. There ya go...a little something to read.

 

I less than three you! (( <3 ))

             Nicole    

I am feeling sad and confused. My room mate is crying, and I don't know why, or what I can do to help. :( advice? on the one hand i want to give her a hug, but on the other hand I know that when i'm miserable and people come up and hug me when they don't understand what's wrong, it makes it worse. I don't know if she's the same way. She was telling a friend on the phone last night that she's miserable here. I feel like it's not fair, to her I mean. For once in my life i've found a school that makes me happy. But while i'm here being happy, she's crying behind me and i have no idea why exactly and i don't know what else to do. She told her friend she wants to stay for next semester and try some other classes, but if she's this miserable I just don't know...I'm sorry Emily.