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Well, June is gone in a flash! James spent most of it out of work.He wound up in the hospital with a blood clot in his left leg behind the knee. right after his birthday weekend. we went to Charlotte and surrounding area for his birthday so he could visit all the race shops. we spent the night with his cousin Cheryl in Charlotte on June 3. Then on the 7th he wound up in hospital. His foot had been bothering him...stumped toe at Michelle Whitt's house during a party for her graduation. Think that's where it came from, falling and all... He was in for 3 days. I stayed with him the whole time.It was a wake up call for him. His sugar and cholesterol were sky high. They rearranged most of his medicines and put him on blood thinners. For a week at home I had to give him 2 shots a day of the thinner too, as well as him taking a pill form. That was interesting! I didn't want to give him the shots, but I had to..I guess I did pretty good cause I didn't bruise him up! The he was out of work until his number was between 2-3. He went back to work June 23rd. Since we have no insurance, and he was out without pay...well..June wasn't a good month. we are trying to get some assistance for the hospital and doctor now...haven't heard anything as of yet..Already the bills are rolling in..so far over $1500.00...Good thing about it all, like I said, It was a wake up call..We talked and he's doing what he's supposed to now..Checking sugar level,walking every day,eating right,watching what he eats...etc..already he has lost 20 lbs! he has to wear a compression stocking for awhile too, and goes to the doctor every 2 weeks now so his blood thinness/thickness can be checked. it has to stay between 2-3..They have had to adjust the meds up and down the last 3 visits.He goes back this Friday, July 9th.. We are leaving on vacation on my Birthday,July 12th. we will stay with Mike and Christi in Castle Hayne and go see mom in Jacksonville,NC. Then on Wednesday, we want to head down to Myrtle for a couple of days..trying to see if we can afford it..really can't but we want to get away for a few days and just sit on the beach..We will skip some bill payments this month to do it and double up in August..Sigh..all we do is work to pay the bills! There is never really any extra.. Found out this year when we did our taxes that we are considered at poverty level with what we made last year..Well, I was unemployed most of the year! Duh!!  Anyway, we will come back home on the 17th...The 18th is our 29th anniversary! We will go see a movie and out to eat on that day. 
We have had record heat in June this year.. 19 days of 90+ degree days..And this week it comes back with a vengence! They are saying Wed. we may hit 100!Ouch!  This weekend was nice. Sunday there was a nice breeze and 70's while our outside CommUNITY service was held at West's football field! It was an awesome service! It is the first of many to come they said! Town Square was great this year too! Denise and Jeff,& Kathy and Jeff came and shared a meal and the fireworks with us.. it was a great day all around. Today, monday was a holiday for James and myself. we were lazy today and just relaxed doing much of nothing. I did vaccum and do dishes.
Now, off to work in the morning. Denise leaves Wednesday for Malaysia with a group from church..she will be gone until the19th...so last minute instructions and such! Crazy day tomorrow!

It is Thursday, October 23^rd.
Yesterday, I totaled my three month old car. It wasn't an expensive car. But a new car, nonetheless.

     "FUCK!" The first word out of my mouth that entire morning. I don't talk much anymore now that I live alone. I don't talk much anymore now that I live alone. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, more specifically Tuesdays, I might go through the entire day without creating a clause.
     "Here," I mumble as Dr. Perry calls roll. He is my English professor and the man I would like to be when I grow old, personality-wise. His class is the last of every Tuesday and Thursday. As I exit the building, a breeze cooler than each previous one paints my face and the faint smell of a fireplace is stagnant throughout the Cypress Creek area. The occupying air jogs childhood memories of a cabin in New Mexico and a sweat-flooded football field in my home town.

"Wooden ships on the water rescue me."
-SD

Hey People,
I DO NOT want to go to school today because I have a huge math test tomorrow and I am TOTALLY unprepared. I am trying to get my parents to think that I am sick. I looked online and found out that a good way to fake illness is to not sleep at all tonight because it you look all pale and weak in the morning. If that doesn't work, I''ll keep telling my parents how horrible I feel and if they still don't give in, I will go to the nurse before my test and she'll do her thing and then I'll call my parents to take e home so I can hang around all day like the lazy bum I am and watch T.V. or whatever. Warning-Don't bring up not going to school when you say you feel sick. If you come from the opposite side of the argument and say that you feel really cruddy, but you really need to go to school today because of some quiz or something, they will think that you are truly sick and not faking it. If you bring not going to school up, they will get suspicious and know that you are faking it.
Never Say Never!
spaz0squidge

Have you noticed ...

 

Some people are not happy unless they're miserable! 

Others are not happy unless they can share their misery.

Some people are not miserable unless they see others around them as happier than themselves.

Others flaunt their misery as a gift.

Some people struggle to overcome life's obstacles to live freely.

Others struggle to hold onto the pain because it is familiar, and the unknown is much more threatening.

All of us need affirmation, acceptance, and simple attention. 

 

Some will say or do anything to get these. 

Others slowly waste away due to a lack of any of them.

Some make an effort to understand the position of others.

Others are content to judge.

 

hey guys!!!! wow its been a while since i've written!

well just a small update on my life...

i've become more confident

i failed my science taks test

my cat died

my family had a horrible insident

this past tuesday.

i'm sick

and....i have no idea what else to say!!! lol

well any one care to share what's happened

to them lately???