Nice People @ MindSay

puss ball = gone.
becca = talking like a stupid idiot because her mouth is numb. really hungry and wants antibiotics and stuff. new found love for laughing gas.

anyways.


today we had an assembly about Rachel Scott. you might've heard of her. she was the first person dead in the columbine shooting in 1999 and there's this huge organization called "Rachel's Challenge" going around to high schools everywhere talking about it.
basically, she believed in the whole theory that if you're nice to one person, then they'll be nice to another, and another, and another and another. start a chain reaction. she believed that with just little acts of kindness everyday the world would be a better place.

and i know that a bunch of people thinks that's crap. but it actually reminded me of Judaism, no lie.
and Shiny if you're reading this, i think you know what i mean. but anyways.

i heard about it before and thought it would be the stupidest thing ever. a whole hour long assembly about being nice? wow. way to reach out to high schoolers, ya know?
wrong.

this was intense. seriously. first just hearing about the columbine shooting. like HOLY CRAP. 13 people dead, not even close to the V-Tech massacre but this was way more intense. the worst in history. that's crazy. that seriously gave me shivers down my spine.

and then we basically heard her ethics. which was really nice and stuff. like seriously. just be nice to someone, you can change their whole outlook. we're all aware of this, but rarely do we look at it with the optimism that she did. we all know that one act of hate can lead to mass wars and huge riots. but do we ever think about how one act of kindness can do the same? and why doesn't it? because hardly anybody believes in that. and people take kindness for granted. like, you're supposed to be nice to people. hold open doors. say please and thank you. whatever. i think we just take it for granted.

so, this didn't really change my outlook on anything. because i pretty much knew this. be nice to someone, they'll probably be nice back. it's best to be nice to everyone you can. that's what i try to do. it usually ends up going against me but whatever. it works i guess.

so. yeah. here's to you Rachel Joy Scott. you didn't live long, but you had a good life.

(rest in piece, Luke)
this kid at my school died last friday in a car accident. he was really nice. he was nice to me in eighth grade when people made fun of me. he also volunteered for Habitat For Humanity and he helped build my house. we have a picture of him along with some other volunteers in our garage. it's so sad. i'm going to miss him. he was so cool to everyone, even though he was preppy and popular. that kid did NOT deserve to die at all. we had a memorial in the auditorium. his mom was there.

i'd rather someone be honest and real than be nice to me.  and being real doesn't have to mean being outright offensive either.  but nice lies are not helpful. 

I was talking to a coworker at work and i said...."I really don't want to go if it means having to sit there alone with her".   I was referring to my boss.  
Well, to my chagrin, my boss was sitting in the next room listening to this conversation.  She didn't say anything about it and I didn't acknowledge that I knew she heard.
okay, it wasn't as bad as it could have been.  If she knows I don't prefer her company, so be it.  It shouldn't be a surprise to her at all if she thinks about how she treats me.  But I was curious how she might have taken it.

Just to bounce thiss off someone else,  I told a friend what happened....and all she could say is .... "oh, there's nothing wrong with what you said.  don't worry, I wouldn't be offended by that.  you're fine.  you didn't say anything bad. "

HUH?  if I heard someone say about me....."I don't want to go if Chri's going to be there"   i'd prolly be a tad offended, wouldn't you? 
silly woman, she wasn't making me feel better, she was making me think she's absurd if she thinks I'm so simpleminded that i'd be placated by this false assurance.   talking to her is pointless sometimes.

anyways....lol... snicker snicker.  i need to keep my mouth shut at work.. 

Hey Guys And Gals! Yea Iam Still Alive Ive Been Dealing With All The Stupid Drama Of High School And I Hate It So Much. Ummm...me And Kevin Are Going On Like 10 Months. Umm...I Have Dests Doggy Peanut (as seen In Pic) He Lives Wit Me Now! Yay! Anyways Ive Just Been Around And Iam Gunna Try To Get On More.

 

Runescape Rant

#1 Confusion~People Get So Caught Up In It They Dont Realize That Its Just A Game. Whatever You Have In The Game Doesnt Madder Out Here In The Real World So Why Pretend It Does.

#2 Stupidity~People Act So Stupid Calling People Names, Stealing. Whats The Point? Once Again Cant Use A Rune In The Real World.

#3 The Nice~Yes Even Tho There Are Total Asses On There But Ive Found A Couple People Who Are Really Nice They Kno Who They Are.

 

Real Vocab

 

Noob~This Work Originated On Better RPG Games And Neopets Hella Long Ago, It Means Someone Whos Trying To Scam Other People By Asking For Stuff. If Your Gunna Steal Words Atlease Get The Meaning Correct. People Always Get It Confused With Newbie.

Newbie~Someone Who Is New To The Game And Not Quite Familiar With Everything Yet, I HATE It When People Call Newbies Noobs Its So Mean And Cruel I Mean "Do U Even Kno Them?" I Think Not.

Sincerely, Punkdollie